A blog of Lego

last word, last post

2006-03-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

this blog is going to be closed.
dun worry, another one will be opened soon enough.
im writing my dota guide now. so temporary, instead of typin daily events, i will update my guide instead..

address, i decide to keep it another secret AGAIN
afterall. open blogs r nt exactly a good idea.
Anyway this is post 201. i thought 200 wud be a nice idea to stop.

this blog will not be deleted.
haha, maybe u can start guessing the new address..

spirit

2006-03-25T10:22:00.000+08:00

so how it feels wifout taggy?
bleh, it feels fine to me.
just that i dun realli check bac when i know there's no obvious diff to my block.
instead of checkin my blog first, now i straight away go to blogger n c8 post.

ytd i managed to DL the entire (or almost) digimon song collection.
what hit SG (the 4 series), was peanuts compared to wad hit japan.
believe me anot, there r like. 183 songs listed on anime lyrics....
thats not including repeat versions, and drama cds.

every single character (since adventure, to adventure 02, to tamers, and finally to frontier), has at least 2-3 image songs. and every openin/endin as lik 4-5 versions? (slow/fast/diff singers etc..), even enemies have their image song....n even evolution theme all also have their own songs..and many diff versions..guess how big the fanbase was at that time?

they just ended at frontier. now on 3rd april, in japan. digimon savers is coming out. (also known as digimon 05). im lookin forward to it.

listenin to these songs, haha, realli..revived the childish side of me. i realli admit tt...err....digimon (as in the anime), is childish. i used to lik it when i was sec 1 and 2. (BEAR WIF me, i didn't watch that 1 on channel 8 or kids central), i was DLIN those subs from Bit torrent n watchin the actual jap version.....

the songs r actualli nt bad. sung by wada kouji...

i was watchin frontier b4 many pple knew abt it in SG...

i was more of an in-depth fan. i didn't realli care much of details in the anime. it's those doujins, image songs......, specials n omakes that make it special.

digimon, the plot isn't very good either. but i loved adventure 01 the most..haha

LAME

2006-03-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

farni. i juz removed taggy
STOP SPAMMIN

and first, i dunno hu is "spammer"...
but i know it's a..nub..
i dun realli care
now i go no tag, see what u can do
congrats! u flamed it odwn......
but whats after that..?

NOBODY wins me in flame wars..

yeah! retard noob!

i don't care if my tone i use is abusive, offensive or aggresive
i state my stand n views very firmly
u dun lik them, GO AWAY. shoo..noob
u think i sux? too bad, cox i think u sux even more...
thats how it works
never offend mi
i may be nobody now
but 10 yrs down the road.
i may be ur boss...
so watch out wad u sae..

if u realli hate me
y dun u show urself..
y dun u...use ur real name as ur nick?
dun dare..?

to gx
ive flamed many pple in my blog..
that is strictly my opinion
if the other spammers r CLONES of u
then just use ur own name n err type wad u think
spammin such things wun get u anywhere...
this is my KIND advice..
dota is juz a game. yeah. badminton also a game
life also a game. everything also game. HAPPI?
badminton? haf fun..
dun forgot u got 7 pnts from jonathan when i got 8..
we nvr played 15 pnts b4..
dun be too sure u can win me

anyway wad haf i been postin nowadays
nth much actually..
juz borin daily things
nth much to sae either
so i mite stop postin.

thats wad happens when u blog too often
pple get jealous of u n flame u..
so sad..

1 more day

2006-03-23T16:43:00.000+08:00

1 more day to weekend.

why sometimes when u wake up...
u realli feel lik goin bac to sleep
u feel as though u dun wan to go to sch
u wan to pon...
but somehow, u decided not...
u try to convince urself u're sick
when u're actually sleepy...and
juz wan to slp more...
why izzit so hard to get up and go to sch
i know i wake up at 6:30..
but isn't that abit too early?
why muz sch end so late?
HAIX...

weekends juz roxs so much.
school was quite ok
amaths...farni.
the rest, bleh. quite ok.
SS period was the best SS lesson ever.
become art class..
whole 1 hr. DRAW ur ideal home n present
grp work! lol sooo fun and undry!
good! nxt time haf more of this...
got bac progress report.
L1R5 37....0_o
i failed eng
the paper passed ard class..i 50.3
progress report inside 49!!! (WTF..??)
emaths E8
Amaths D7 (49!! YUAN AR)
Geog (47 also quite YUAN)
chem C6
chi b4 (LOL my highest)
combined humans C6
physics F9 WAHHH
lol. i love my result man!
progress report is juz a report...
about progress. so it doesn't matter

i look forward to leave this SCH
once n forall
i look forward to a peaceful life wifout sch
for lik mani months?

haix
tmr friday

den weekend le!! yay!

2!

2006-03-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

had to stay bac in sch today
waste of time
wad parent cher meetin
it's prinicpal braggin talk
talk about sch achievement
luckily our sch lao ya....
if nt talk until tmr morn

LOL. den today got Pe
first lesson.
run 2.4 (or almost).
my time...11:20+ (nt veri sure)
damn WZ cheat..
behind me all the while, den still..
reach goal faster..
cheat mi 1 round
i pass mx 3 times
lol mx cheat 2 rounds!
lol...so mani pple cheat
den go try pullup
YESSSSSSS i feel SO RELIVED
i can do 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah heng i tot i couldn't do any u know

today quite alot hw
but nw goin 8 le im still nt budgin
OMG....LOL.
tmr is bad luck day
even week thurs is my most bad luck dae..
HAHA...

thats all. nth to post le. LOL
dun blame mi, blame my yawnz, borin day in sch

!!!!!11

2006-03-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

haha. last few moments of a holiday. guess after this im goin to sleep le. then wake up and itll be sch day le. haix. once again holidays past so fast.....at least they seem to.

let me try recall wad i did.

friday:cannot realli rmb? played tennis!, yar then go gym and i came home watch xing shan shan den sleep le.
sat:no trainin, so go play tennis. den at night some dota n anime den sleep
sun:i rmb i stay at home until trainin time? (or what did i do)
mon:go sch for eng. den play badminton in afternoon
tues:go sch for chem test, again played badminton
wed:ahh i stay at home n play games the whole day
thurs:played badminton again err, quite almost the whole day
fri:played badminton again.....almost whole day
sat:training. den after that went dad's fren's house
sun:do my lit homework (rest untouched), then go trainin.

ok lah, wad a weird holiday.

guess nxt "holiday" is june?? well i dun think dat can realli be counted as a holiday bah. den got till end of yr. sep holidays i dun think will exist.

at least one term is over. i feel as though 1/4 of this year (at least sch time) is over. and now after lik 3/4 more, finally LONG LONG LONG LONG and peaceful holidays will come...ahhh how i wish that time can come faster

den b4 that i haf to tackle the ultimate megacreep (not roshan), but o level. honestly if i go do O level now im goin to die real badly. i think time to chiong ard june. where everythin else has to be put aside. now even if im goin to do smth or study more, it's goin to be slightly less intense. at least ill try hard for this yr's mid yr..

ahhhh how i wish...how i wish....

HAIX......sad sad sad...time to go n sleep

sch reopening...

last day sad

2006-03-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

feel so damn bloody sad now. actually not so one. but haix, this is the sunday-syndrome i suffer from. school sucks, especially when you have not done any homework.

lemme try to rmb wad homework i have

*3-4 amaths paper ( by thursday? ) [ can wait? ]
*lit proj ( pple present le i haven do my part yet )
*lit hw ( huh? got wad ar?)
*SS (wad? i know theres smth but wad izzit)
*chem (juz alot to do)
*physics ( about 1/2 hr of work? )
*chinese memorize 35 thingies
*chinese 2 newspaper cuttin

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
completed ZERO

i realli lik to wait till last minute huh.
ok at least there's cme tmr...
n no amaths

LOL. wad shall i do today
i think i finish physics, lit proj ( muz finish mah )....and lit hw? whatever that is..

later got trainin somemore. gd, but haix. time feels lik it's stranglin me...

this mornin had hair cut by my dad. quite ok.....again, it's long n short.

ARGHHH last week probably i was too excitied over holidays dat i forgot to DL fate stay night episode 10. den dis wk 11 come out, den i watch den "huh uhu huhuhuhuh "..lol

Dota

2006-03-18T09:12:00.000+08:00

finally dex posted some post dedicated to dota. well here's my take. actualli im about to post something about dota someday, but i didn't expect it to be that soon.

though i did not play much dota during the 1 week holidays, i tot of mani things and analyzed several games that led me to various conclusions about the game.

first, in order to pwn like mad, rampage into godlike and farm like a saint, all at once, you will need something identical to err "continous luck". like for example. enemy is noob, you pwn him twice. you secure a good starting. then u run into the middle lane, you meet several low health hero, then you pwn them. ( if not with the help of alies but YOU got the kill ). then without retreatin (or even with), you push the tower and got the gold. u r now filthy rich and goes home to get some shiny n beautiful items. though, that may be only one 2000 gold item, but that will give you an edge that will help you to continue to pwn. if this cycle repeats, you will find yourself godlike, holy shit, and even bein the richest in the game..

that was maybe an exaggeration, but thigns lik dis do happen. (esp to glenn..)

this is the only scenario i can picture in order to balance farming and killing.

otherwise, if you play like ben. all you could do is to sit and wait for kills to come to you, and farm like crazy.

the solo and middle lane is just like singles and doubles in badminton. last time i did say b4. it's about how to lure your opponent into their weakness and finish them off. with both creeps continously clashin, and heros not bein able to go close to avoid damage. it's almost like a stalemate. when lookin at hero matchups, (and your enemy hero at your lane), i think one can already visualise a situation (at which level and such) that will enable you to kill him or her. if there are soo many situations, there is a higher chance and your job is to force that chance out and go for the kill. even if people just look lik they are farmin and do not wan to bother about kill you, they MAY be plottin a viscious plan and waitin for you to fall into it..

knowin a hero is to know his skills, and how to use them
understandin a hero is to know his strenghts and weakness
masterin a hero is knowin how to pwn enemies and own the game regardless of situation.

i was teachin my brother how to play dota. with abit of guidance, he manage to 6-3 with lich. don't laugh, it's quite gd already. he doesn't play standard game. and err. he doesn't even know you can sit by the creeps to gain exp....well i was teachin him all these...haha.

lol. anyway gx thinks his very pro. i beg to differ. by sayin " i hink im on par with glenn ". he is indirectly insulting me, wr, dex, tj. and mainly every1 else. if you wanna start, start at the BOTTOM of the ladder and don't try to be to hasty. (though haste rune is nice..^_^)

oh yah, that viper game which i pwned your arse badly (to gx), was a present to show how disatisfied i am with your cocky attitude.

glenn said this, " from all the bull shit he talk i expect him to play better "...
i said, ' what do you expect from someone who bull shits?"

LOL. no offense but. you r still mada mada dane. continue playin like this and you will not be able to beat any of us...

i doubt you read my blog anyway.

another thing i got enlightened. right now, OUR dota is not about technical skills, it's about our mental state and such.

seriously, if you agree that technically all of our micro (with the exception of glenn), and all these r lik around the same, and other techniques in dota........the way we play is decided by the decisions we make, and the decisions we make are due to two factors. experience, and our mental state. so puttin aside experience. mainly we are playin a mental game right now....

thats all lol. suddenly i ran out of things to write

end end end OMG

2006-03-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

it's the end!
end of the weekday holiday.

AUGHH...did this feel lik holiday at all..?
ans:no...probably not...
maybe a few days onli bah
it was so...."badminton" dis holiday
everyday except wednesday was badminton.
LOL. tmr n the day after tmr too..
6/7...HAHA. thats quite..ALOT?

haha, today..I almost plucked out my TOE nail
the big toe...AHAHHA maybe later i post some pics...
i took pics wif my hp!
now it's soo gross
oh yah. half of it is detached. yeah (even at the bottom)
half of it still attached
i came up with a ingenius plan to make it stop hurtin
as well as not to pluck out the whole thing
i used two plasters..hehe..

LOL ok....
today danial played with us..
HAHA i lost him again
15-12 dis time.
i deproved by 2 pnts..
HAHA. quite ok lah.
quite enjoyable
i lost wei zhong also
15-9...
quite fun matches
lol cox i put up a fight
quite a gd fight at the start

i think when we play...
besides technique....
mental affects our play alot...
i dunno how to explain but..

i can feel danial's will to catch up when he losing....
then he did...
while when i was leadin....i was happy with the lead,
and stop wantin to pursue more points...
somethings that connects both players r the shots..exchanged..
lol...WAH chim sia.

on the other hand
probably i feel more confident wif my singles play now...
TMR IM GOIN TO WIN WEI YANG!!!!!!!!!
SURELy!!!!
AHH 1 week of trainin cannott go to waste

i learnt quite alot things..actually
smashin improved by quite a notch....
more of it actualli the GUTS improved
last time i didn't haf confidence, now i do.
nth to do wif know or dun know..
err.....my drop shot gettin more....sharp?
not floatin anymore..??
and my backhand...
if im tyco....and abit....accurate i can get a 3/4 base clear! lol
overall maybe level up by 1..??

hahahahaha.....
lol. homeworks untouched..
how?? maybe i dun do lor..
haix bad boy...

triple post!

2006-03-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

omg, dis sat may nt haf trainin AGAIN. looks lik this will be quite a ballful weekend (tennis??)

today i went cck. i saw vlee n his boys. court was so UNCLE today. so mani uncle. u know uncle grp also they wan to flirt leh. so lihai right. haha, but 20 men n 2 girls....so weird. not girls, i min..auntie...

den 2 court were used for coachin. last time dat guai lan coach. but dis time he quite nice. he offer us some space to play. (rmb we playin lik beggars got no court 1, WANDERERS!). so we play doubles. against the same 2......that won me n glenn

haha. quite ez game. but wad can i sae..? fun? 15-6. LOL.

den later abit croweded. so we went to run....1.2km. no kick. lol. run liao tired for few seconds nia. den ok liao. feel lik nvr run. of cox lah. 1.2 nia leh...

so later. got some empty courts. so we went in. den train smashin. quite ok lah.....just that till today...I DON"T LIK TO SMASH, cox it waste alot of energy..

but nt dat i carn...

HAIX, felt lik postin but now..err..nth much to post..LOL

lame thing

2006-03-16T17:20:00.000+08:00

saw dis thing from weini n huimin blog. so decided to try it out...

~~in no particular order..
list down
3 ppl you talk to online
4 ppl u see at school
2 teachers
3 ppl uu love going out with
3 ppl in ur sms box..

1) wei rong
2) dexter
3) glenn
4) ming xian
5) qing ping
6) wen pu
7) jin zhe
8) chiam
9) vlee
10) tayye ( my brother..)
11) wz (nt realli actualli..)
12) tj ( AHHH runnin out of pple)
13) danial
14) heeyi
15) jeremy

So what do you think abt no. 4? [ming xian]

retarded...>_<

How nice is no. 6? [wp]

VERY nice, onli to wr...

n a scale of 1-10, how good looking number is no.5 ?[qing ping]

10..

PS:i did not c the question den put purposely 1...it was..random ok

Will you ever fall for no.11? [wz]

huh? im NOT gay...

fall down maybe will...

Honestly, if no.8 met with an accident, what will you do?[chiam]

pray hard cox theres no better form teacher...
of cox, i will feel sad....
chiam roxs

How much do you lyk no. 2?[dexter]

quite...

but 6 tennis balls isn't enuff, can bring at least 15??

Will 7 & 13 make a gd couple ?[jin zhe n danial]

ERR..they dun know each other.
If NOT gay, NO. even if Gay..still No...

Would 14 kill you one day?[heeyi]

dun think so.....
maybe ill die of cold n lame jokes...

Who do you lyk most ? 3 or 10?[glenn n tayye]

of coz my brother..

Get 5 3 ppl with blogs to do this thing
(smth wrong??? y 5 n 3, nvm lah juz copy n paste)
#1 dex
#2 wr
#3 wp???

funny

2006-03-16T10:27:00.000+08:00

i woke up, got quite pissed.

but nevermind, after a while, dunno y but my anger subsided. whats the point? whats the pnt in goin thru all this pain to try to fufil that impossible dream. the pnt is no. probably is when i know im playin badminton today, i suddenly feel more..relived. as in, badminton always helped me to forget about this problem..., i haf enuff, i dun wan to go thru this pain anymore....im runnin away.

each time i tell myself this (the above), i always feel a relive, yet.....a tinge of sadness. it's very...err.weird. but then, my resolution and decision always get overided again, and the cycle repeats.

nvm if u dun understand wad im tokin abt.

drownin myself in the latest bleach episode realli helped mi to.....stop thinkin about my pain. seriously.....ive discovered anime for 4 yrs, and all these yrs it helped mi evade my problems. ( i wonder how right? ). gd or bad. i dun even know...

i woke up early today. but now i cannot find anything to do.

AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it's thursday le...time flies...time kills...time murders..WTF. but TIME SHLD just LAG abit durin holidays...

im still quite angry actualli....i realize anger doesn't magnify your dota-skills..it hinders ur play...

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first time seein mi spam here on my blog...yeah.......that shows how pissed i am right now..

im reali angry. now, about what, i dun even know..., im just angry for no reason....

2 o clock seem so long to come...i wan to...i wan to smash to my hearts content today...smash lik no tmr.......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

and btw...

i THINK i know how to put more power in my tennis serve. YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!ill be the first one to master it..WOOOHOOOO..YAHA THInk onli lah.

it requires a secret trick...., and i found it. but now i nid to practise a perfect "BALL TOSS" if not my serve cannot execute that secret trick. the special reason and how to make the ball cross with power and near the line!!!

ytd my ball toss went nuts.

YEAH!!!!!...

n wz still doin the same thin n carn get the serve in.

"only fools do the same thing over n over again, hopin to get different results.."

somethin like this was a quote on talweez's nick LONG time ago.....n i was arguin against it....>_<, well, how true izzit now?

LOL

2006-03-15T08:46:00.000+08:00

just felt lik posting (~again~?). haix. i woke up abit too early today. wanted to sleep somemore, but carn liao. dunno y yesterday while tokin to tj n qp i suddenly felt lik slpin sooooo much. lik drowsy lidat. so i went sleep lor. HAIX today is wednesday....LIAO...ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

homework completed ZERO

im hearin shoutins from downstairs....ARRRR..not this early in the mornin...HAIX

ok ok. it's 15 march le. about 25 more days my BD liao. LOL. guys, wad u all wan dis year?

gif u some options. Vote.

-badminton?
-tennis?
-in-house lanparty at some lan shop
-call more pple n come my hse and lame ard lik last yr...

if got suggestion, feel free to gif. thanks.

ytd i clocked one of my biggest ownages in dota. lol. usin viper. 14-0, enemies weren't noobs (maybe?), GX, XY and Glenn!.

i got godlike, holy shit triple kill and practically all the rewardin sounds...WOOT....den we owned them. hahaha

nowadays, everywhere can hear pple tokin about dota. dat day i take lrt also hear pple talkin. LOL. den wz told me to shut up cox he know im goin to spite them...

lik sayin things lik " wah lao dota so sian cannot lose 1 " . LOUDLY.

last time i eatin in kopi tiam wif my brother den beside us 2 middleaged man talkin abt dota. den they sayin some1 very strong or very pro.

den i pretend tok to my brother about dota.

den i sae

" we proest in SG. " VERY loudly, they turned to stare at us...LOL. so farni

followed by my...fav..line " aiya dota CANNOT lose one lah ". * i said it VERY LOUDLY*

they got abit pissed. lol.

badminton

2006-03-14T17:16:00.000+08:00

lol. realize nowadays i refrain from postin about badminton, i post too much. pple sae i think myself pro. so cannot anyhow post lor. so more "memorable" badminton sessions den i post.

today y memorable leh? (actualli nt realli, juz abit special). normally i play with wz, (at most glenn n danial), so nth much to post about. today dex came (probably pressurized?), and e ex201 pple were here.

hmmmm....qp was there also.

first n foremost. DEX, WZ N GLENN WERE "VERY early". glenn late abt 15 min. then beside got one coach (dunno whether pro or noob one), demand change court wif me....WTF

call us go court 4. den i guai lan him say " DON"T WAN LEH cannot ar ".

normally i will just oblige. but this time, it's different. why? figure out urself. aiya, qp playin beside how can call mi go all the way to the other side. KNN. of cox i didn't agree.

den later wan to play doubles. so finally glenn came. den he rode his bike here somemore. 2 small boys. strokes standard quite ok de. den tell mi play singles. I DIAO. i phobia small boy ok. so i sae " i tired ". true my muscle abit achin from ytd.

so doubles. KNN we lost. cox glenn made alot mistakes. of cox i did also lah. glenn haven warm up, how to play....but quite close lah. we play until deuce....AWWW..

den ltr i stroke wif dexter. hmmmm. i think dexter quite ok liao. can at least hit the shuttle. shuttle sense is here. though i think im confident i can 15-1 him quite easily (or zero if i make no mistakes). dex nid some proper footwork and once he know how to lob and drop. he will become quite a avg player liao. lik i said, shuttle sense is there! u didn't play badminton for half a year for nth u know...

so later i play with wz. den wz keep sayin i hum ji dun wan to smash. IM A PASSIVE player, i onli lob n drop. actualli i know cox wz keep gettin caught by my new drop shot. so.....AIYA...change to smash...

then we take turn...jump smashin...i no confident in smash 1, but after today, abit more confident liao...WoOHOO

AWWW....one hour nia. feel so freakin tired. so we go "secret" shop and buy drinks...no offense. glenn said, " r u sure they r so noob "...when he first come...LOL. den i -.-, i sae " u think they play every day ar.."...they referin to qp dey all...

aiya, but pple plae badminton is for fun de. err..we play...to get better? diff mentality. eh normally i dun think so "passively" lik this ok. but i urge dex to get out of the " play for fun " mentality le...when u haf e potential n time to do so, why not..??

but seriously, i onli watch qp dey all play ABIT onli....., i never reealli observe actualli. but from what i see...they r nt that noob wad...at least wun miss shuttle...

and today..i quite off-form. GOT miss shuttle also ok....my stunt all miss....hit den hit net onli....KAO..

i got a killer strat to win wz in singles!!! nxt time muz try..WOOHOO!!! i wun sae here of cox. it's secret! win le den i sae...lose, den forget it lor...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

thats all.

im cravin for movies now....WHY???
im cravin for tennis

PLAYIN tennis make ur badminton racket feel damn light.
YTD and ytd the ytd (which is sunday), i felt my racket was too light..LOL.....feel as if....i was holdin air. SERIOUS....

cross-trainin is GUD.

LOL...
i feel lik swimmin today...
i feel lik playin tennis
i feel lik goin gym
i feel lik sleepin
i feel lik playin dota...
i feel lik watchin movie

but theres onli lik 6 more hours b4 sleepin time...
what shall i do??

i am goin to...
-achieve jump smash
-backhand SMASH!! (ROAR!!!!)

ahhhh i usin forehand grip to hit backhand u know. the bird lik fly...err....downwards, i turn around " eh was that a smash ? "

Jokin lah...so hard...

sleepy

2006-03-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

~~~ KAOZ ~~~

whose stupid idea izzit to...haf chem test at 7AM....
i woke up at 6:30, i know it's later den alot of other pple...
but i still feel so tired...

chem test. OK bah
no MCQ { -.- aww }
ok lah. at first. blur blur blur. blank blank blank
as warm up liao, den more answers come to my head
i think..i think..
CAN PASS!!! ARGHHHH

lol......lol.....lol...[=.=]
lol dex is just postin jokes in his blog nowadays
wr...is postin about chim things
im postin about casual things..
lol...now even mx come n tag my blog
err..thanks!
thanks to any1 hu tag my blog. i mean...

nowadays....
one game of dota enuff to wipe out my stamina
maybe cox i slack too much dota liao
now one game....i shack liao..tired..etc..
even if half game (those wif so mani leavers)....zzzz...
i still feel sian....
I NEED VERSION 6.3!!!!!!!!!

i came home. after chem test
still went n sleep....
sleep until now.....
still in sch U

now listenin to Deep Forest. fate stay night endin song
nt bad sia...
lol

i very little things to type nowadays....
haix
im turning...turning......

turning....

boring.....

HAIX

ARGH

2006-03-12T10:26:00.000+08:00

nothing much to post about actually.

my damn neighbour (or neighbour the neighbour) playin some weird music so loudly. dunno wad celebration sia. sound lik indian song. sibeh irritating..

sian lah. tmr nid to go sch. spoil my holiday mood again. wtf.....haiyo..

last night had a strange dream. haha I DREAMT i was playin warcraft 3. standard game. I tell u hor. it was SOOO real....it was a FFA game. den i was undead. i massed aboms and dunno y i had like ALOT of aboms walkin around the map. i killed every1. except 1. i rmb it was a tournament or something. den in my dream i was tinkin " wah win liao " n the prize money is alot of money (dun rmb exactly). lol. den as i approach the last base.......guess wad. i saw...the guy massed frost wyrms. n i got owned. den seein the frost wyrms n the helplessness of my army..i was so depressed i woke up....wow, amazin dream. the whole dream was about me killin the other 6 pple n dyin to the last..WOW

so rare got this kind of dream??

lol. sometimes i love ahnd hate those type of dreams that..(no refrence to the above dream) where you wake up feelin u will be much better off in that dream. sometime u will wan to go bac into your dream. but u just carn. haix. it's so good yet bad. but overall, i think it's nt realli a gd thing to haf those kind of dreams. u will hate your life...

haha. the taggies reminded me about tammy's video. lol. DISCLAIMER:i NEVER watch it b4, just read some comments and stuff like that. back then, i saw the link and didn't dl it. (LOL, tot got virus, seriously). but from the way pple describe it. it's nt nice lor...my sunday grp frens got the video on their hp, maybe i call them send mi. but they lik reluctent. lol....haha....sae dey dun wan to corrupt me.. WTF...? ya lah they all quite old de.

anybody think i nid a raise in fontsize of my blog? suggestions? im starin to feel it's too small...

surprisinly i haf wr's blog open in another window. was readin his while writin mine. lol. i can multi-task. hmmm. was readin the part about compo. 1000 word essay. i admit i never wrote such a long essay b4.......i just didn't have the hand energy to do so. ideas? i dunno. most of the time, after writin n goin to sleep immediately without checkin, i always think of "what i shld have put in" and i can usually think about that for 20/30 min. yes, i usually have lik 40 minutes of time left after writin essay. thats so long?. haha, i normally the first one to finish but the marks always first one from the bac. amazing!

the noise just dun wan to go away..ARGH i gettin headache liao lah...

ahahhahhahaa.....just to end this post. wonder y mr goh so free nowadays to go ard taggin blogs..LOL

flight

2006-03-11T12:16:00.000+08:00

i feel so tempted to post about casual stuff..

finally, this is the first and last real "holiday" of sec 4. though some may argue otherwise. my this holiday is quite slack compared to others. monday and tuesday have school. maybe becox i dun have a CCA. homework, is realli realli ALOT. man, i think if i pile all for the last weekend, im realli gonna die. seriously, dis time..

saturdays feel so queer without training. now im lost. what to do? how am i supposed to past today?

i think going to gym is very fun. it gives you realli a sense of fufilment after goin. yesterday i did so mani things in the gym...(the machines..), did alot leh. but dunno why today my body didn't ache at all. next time must do more i guess...but well.

i feel so tempted to change my layout
i feel so tempted to go out
i feel so tempted to bathe
i feel so tempted to eat lunch now (when im nt hungry..0_o)
i feel so tempted to buy a good tennis racket

tennis is really really fun. our clan standard is improvin quite drastically. haha. but still mada mada dane..

i think nowadays. my life is sooo "gay". i mean lik so literally. i have almost zero interaction with girls except in school. my weekends r solely at badminton courts.......if not then on my comp playin dota and watchin anime...., when we play tennis on weekdays. it's all boys. lol. sometimes i wonder if it's "healty". maybe one day we will realli turn gay....lik a certain 2 people...LOL

so let me just see what i did this week.

after school
monday-tennis
tuesday-badminton
wednesday-tennis
thursday-come home slack, at nite tuition
friday-tennis
sat-bleh unknown
sun-bleh unknown

im cravin to go out somewhere........aside from....a court..., though if u force mi into a badminton court now i realli realli DUN MIND.i close my eyes. i see the badminton court, i see the tennis court. WTF. im goin...realli.....realli....i wonder one day..what am i goin to do...without...without badminton.

i need a LIFE. ARGHHHHHHHH......

tennis

2006-03-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

ok. double post. WOO HOO.
ran/walk all the way to dex house at bangkit.
i jogged my usual 2.4 km speed to ten mile junction
(exactly from my house doorstep all the way to the traffic light)
i took...9:45 min.
checked the distance on my dad's car on the way home. it says 2.3km!
woot. wow. under 10 min

haha, but actualli tell u something.
at traffic light, i stop the timer.
doesn't realli effect, except i get like 20-30 seconds rest
thats realli helpful.
probably thats y u cud sprint so much..
if i reali can get under 10 in 2.4 ill be soo happi lor.

then go there. play tennis.
lol. gx, glenn, dex n wz.
i had a HARD time tryin to swap in.
cox 4 pple mah.

just to comment on other pple's tennis. (as of today, played like 3-4 sessions liao, for this year).

starting with..

dexter: personally i think got improvement, especially today. very "rally-friendly" and help to keep the rally going. THOUGH i think his form is quite strange. quite ok lah. average overhead.

Estimated overhead accuracy:3/10??

wei zhong:i think the way he play tennis damn kao peh. dun wan to swap out. and always doin overhead serve when his CANNOT hit in (net or anyhow blast). loud, but whats the point if your serve carn go in????. then he keep telling people " don't do overhead lah". EH, YOU cannot do doesn't mean other pple cannot do ok. den keep playin those LOBBIN ball. tennis nt lidat plae one lah....LOL. i realli dislike wz way of playin tennis ALOT. he always hit OUT ball, drive also out. knn. if you wan to rally, i think u shldnt call him lor. always end the rally....

glenn:very passive. i think he haven realli try overhead yet, but i think his strokes quite ok. always i tot he cannot take then last minute can take. i think in term of stroke abit better den dex bah. cannot realli comment. form, normal lah.

gx:i think his drives r good. but accuracy lik 50/50 one. when in, powerful. serve r very fast, about same speed as wz, except his GOES in. and not fly in any chaotic manner. at least he know how to control his serve better. though i think his serve onli has 30% max accuracy rate.

well. haven comment on myself. today i try my new dropshot serve. lol. which is a totally NO POWER serve, which functions lik an underhand but it's overhead. im quite surprised since i can hit lik 8/10 of the serves in quite accurately. which means it's quite gd chances of nt gettin double-fauled in a game. (i think currently dis will bring me alot of advantage). my drives are gettin back. i wanna relarn my backhand drive, (which i know last time).

so far all weve been doin is....strokin with 4 pple on court.

maybe one day we should try...MATCHES. single matches. that would be more fun...

best OH serve power:gx
best OH serve consistancy:me
most service faults:wz
most out shots:wz
most successful drives:gx,glenn

OH*overhead

haha. but do you think i should do anythin about my dropshot serve, which lacks in power. currently. im like....using it as a ....standard stroke first. lik. instead of underhand (which obviously lacks in power), i wud rather use an overhead that is slightly more powerful but considered powerless for an overhead. instead of branchin into the "power department", slices r the next step im goin to climb in the stairs of serves...

then later went gym. den came home. watched abit stuff, watch abit tv den about to settle down le..haha thats all. lol

level gap

2006-03-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

lol. leg achin lik hell. seriously.

ytd played badminton. supposed to be 4-6.
doubles,singles.
played 21 point system. quite like it bah
lose 16-21 to weizhong. fine nvm.
but was quite off-form and tired.

after that....somehow
my physical strenght came back..
so i went runnin with danial and wei ming.
we chiong the track.
ran like 3-4 rounds and walk lik 1-2 rounds.

haix. den was sHAGGED lik hell.
then after that
DISCOVERED a "secret shop" in the complex itself.
food/drinks SUPER cheap.
carn believe i didn't discovered it..
after that saw mr ong and gerald ong there.
wah sia lah, personal training.

den he let me play. against gerald.
OMG. 15-0.
level gap. somemore he P6 nia.
sound very rubbish right?
or make me look n00b?
wei ming lost 15-2 also.
and his 18 yrs of AGE...
BAHAHAHAH...
his good, his fast, his precise, his agile...and powerful.
what more do you wan me to say.
his on par with gerald tay from kranji?
and his startin P6..
offered a place in sports sch..
aahhhh how i wish i haf a coach as my father..

so by the time i came home.....
9:15 liao. wahahahha 4-9. i was too tired.
came on com awhile, den sleep le..

well. ive been...passin dis kind of "lifeless" life nowadays.
TRYING very hard to push myself to limits.
ive trained less than 1 yr for badminton.
ive comed quite some distance..
now i need to train hard...
speak of "lifeless", i think my life is kinda meaningful.

later...LATER if condition allows.
i will JOG all the way to dexter house and use him gym..
i wanna power up...i wanna...be more powerful...
thats 3-4km...of distance..or maybe more.
good trainin for 2.4

then today had PE. luckily nvr run so hiong.
run 4 rounds of field.
kao eh, i run finish lik no feelin lidat.
i ran 2nd i think.
girls run 3 round..
n i beat most girls by 1 round...
i won wz by 1 round.
shld be quite fast liao right?
my leg was....already dyin when i chiong so much ytd..
lol..but 4 rounds..
is TOO LITTLE...WTF...
then go bac up play hockey
lik hockey will benefit one's fitness.
at least not ours..
RUN lik 5-6 more rounds lah
how i wish i in LJS's PE.
den i will grow stronger faster...

haha. my physical level still cannot be compared to gerald ong.
still got lots to go compared to danial. and wei ming.
somehow i think my stamina is on par with him..
dang, his 18, so much strenght. i need more of that...

i just realize..
playin badminton casually won't improve..much
you need the correct drills.
gerald ong improve so fast because of his dad's multiple shuttle feed...!!
gah that drill so fun to do.....
and will help you improve..
but too bad i onli can do once per week...

im changin tactic...
haix. so mani "pro" geralds..

lego

2006-03-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

haha, juz read dexter blog and haf lots to say. nt to mention i didn't post ytd or the day b4 even. haha. now i got quite alot inspiration abt what to write. firstly, im goin to comment about all e lego members.

first...

"regulars"

wz: im havin 2nd thoughts. sometimes, i dunno if i shld trust or rely on him anot. he is easily influenced by the crowd (thats wad i think), and very kiasu actually. (just a statement and i do not wish to elaborate if not this post will not become a post but actually a book. 0_o). last time my "shifu" in badminton, and now im tryin to defeat him. i think always following majority n dun haf his opinions on things. even if he has, he will nt feel comfortable executin his own plans.

dex:quite an overlooked person in the clan. at first (last time), i didn't realli lik him. but as time pass, i think dex is quite reliable. lol. he is a good host also (better den me) [lol, serve me drink when i just stoppin at his house for awhile onli). haha, but sometimes. i dunno what he is thinkin in some situations. sometimes i think the decision he make r quite illogical and stupid.....but thats my perspective onli. last time i use to say his childish, now, in some ways. yes, but better alot le. haha. also take initiative to organise things...

glenn:last time, i realli HATED him for anyhow talkin about me on the net and spillin rubbish and crap. but now, sometimes im guilty of spillin crap and cold jokes around. but well, it's the past liao. right now, i think his quite a good guy, lol. dota pro somemore, and if you wan logical and constructive comments about dota you should talk to him. sometimes the way he talks about dota can inspire you to play better.....

wr:i dunno what to say. but i realli respect him for keepin his cool when i was insultin wp that much. but well. i dun realli care. i dun realli lik him (and vice versa). but ive learnt that sometimes what pple think, u can dun care and dun let them annoy you. just in reality, dun haf much trouble can le. lol..

wp: ahhh, sometimes i think his the greatest lamer. i don't like him. up to today. i think his actually more arrogant than mi. everytime fake know how to play guitar. even know also know abit. what piano grade 8, till today i think he hasn't proven. and durin music lesson in sec 2 he carn even plae a tune on prodikeys. is knowin how to play music a great thing to boast about??
haha, regardin guitar, my dad is one of the first 10 pple in SG to achieve grade 8 durin his time ok. he performed b4 and had a music school which helped him start his business. so, try boastin, very man men long fu. (HYPY suxs sorrie). if i wan to learn i can overtake you in 1 month.

tj:haha, i think his a great person to talk to. EVERYTIME maintain a very neutral view on things. but sometimes, when he ka jiao pple, combo-ed wif glenn can be super annoying..nowadays seldom see him le. haha, but i rmb one of the pple i talk alot on fone is him. hehe...lol. sometimes wad he advice n his views r quite...accurate.

jz:lol. sometimes i think his very mature and very joker. i realli respect him for takin glenn's irritation without doin anything. pple poke him, call him orge. he just ignores them. realli "ABSOLUTE defense" man! haha, but sometimes. ( i mean, most of the times), VERY nerdy..

"senpai-s"

george:glenn bro, and part of lego too. lego.cow. im realli err...quite no comments. but i think his quite friendly and allow us to play his comps. actualli. if i realli owned 3 coms and my brothers fren wan to come and hog i will surely chase them away. haha, but thanks george, and glenn of cox. for lettin us play at ur house..

ben:deathangelx. lol. ive seen him twice so far. one at the career exhibition ytd. he gaf us a TREAT at mac. super rich i heard. and goin to NS soon. haha, i like his hair. looks dyed. and im goin to have those kind of hairstyle after sec 4. LOL....school rules sux right?? haha, his dota is very soloist...and erhmmm...selfish?

" recruits "

GX:haha, quite a person which i do not interact very often with. his dota is improvin very steadily. but i think it's still quite far from wr and glenn. (my personal opinion). maybe his even better than me liao. sports wise, i think his badminton is good. but i didn't really play with him an actual match b4. (onli 7 pnts, which i lost at 4-7). tabletennis also nrt bad. but accordin to dex, will lose wz and him and of cox sim. currently he playin tennis, and i think his tennis is also nrt bad. compared to the others lik jian hui and rui he. i wan to play wif him singles in tennis but yet to have the chance.

PS:I HAVE TO MASTER MY SERVE....!!!!

Jeremy:i think jeremy is very smart n friendly. lol. at least, he is willin to help me, who is a noob in studies. seriously, i realli enjoyed sittin wif him for the first month until seats changed. haha, right now my disciple in badminton. haha (for startin quite good liao i think).

ZS:i think his also very friendly. but sometimes...err..abit too friendly. very casual feelin and err..comfortable to be wif. haha, i everytime borrow your fone. sry ar....

ok thats all le.

sometimes i get very irritated with jian hui, who keep "disturbin" me with cold jokes and weird...weird..insults(??), but i think i always tactfully "disturb" him back....always exchange of sarcasm wif him. haha...so lame.

anyway i got a few new lame jokes..

1)What is peter's sirname?
2) whose turn (part 2)?
3) Which planet Wei Zhong is from?
4) Who like to take a nap and listen to tunes.

lol, almost all thought by ZS, if they r repeated or some1 else c8-ed it b4 us. den too bad lah.

haha..

ANSWER time

1) Joo.
(Jupiter...mah)
2) saturn! (jonathan turn over liao lah..haha)
3) Pluto...(why? Plu toh wei zhong)
4) naptune lah..(quite obvious actually).

all so planet related. we must be damn lame..

thoughts

2006-03-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

im tempted to change my layout. FINALLY the layout sickness have once again....infected me. i think i kept this layout for too long? but, action still speaks louder den words. you can expect the layout probably few weeks later. i have to do..

1) picture sourcing [ 30 min to INFINITE] {till i find something satisfaction}
2) picture editing [ about 30 min ]
3) basic codes and layout [ 15-30 min ]
4) fill in personal details/blogger codes/tagboard [30 min]
5) testing and more testings [ 30 min ]

sounds short right? normally picture sourcing takes a long time. normally i go minitokyo to get images, but..the site LOADS DAMN bloody slowly (izzit my comp), and i find it damn troublesome. either that or i can't find any satisfactory picture. haha, i look for "how easy it is to modify " factor too. it helps if i roughly have an anime/theme i want to do on. as it wud be eaiser searchin for images that way. aimlessly takes too long. i spent 1 whole day image-hunting b4, and it was fruitless. >_<.

i admit my codin and layoutin takes alot of time. since each time i make changes, i preview it on IE, lenghtenin my time spent. maybe my concept of html is not too good, i need to keep previewing to remember what's going on.

personal details. don't overlook this. fillin in ur names, and makin your blog personal. i think it takes quite alot time. fastest i ever did was few seconds (copy and paste), but now i make it a habit to rewrite it each time i c8 a new layout. just feels better. haha, try diff styles too maybe?
addin links is goin to take sometime too.

haha. finally testing. you know like 3-4 times. I did the layout NICELY,i felt proud of my layout and design. and it previews very fine on IE and even blogger's preview. but when i publish it. it becomes totally MESSY! wtf. reading the above process, you gotta imagine how pissed i'll get. and not to mention, it happend continously b4. luckily my byakuya layout didn't mess up. haix.

afterall. i think html sometimes can be quite fun. nxt layout, ill do one on eyeshield or fate stay night. gettin bored of byakuya le. and im goin to make it more DARK this time. no more white white fade fade feeling le.

today didn't do much. just that episodes 37-40 finally FINISH dlin. yeah the raws. i watched 41-44 le, so not much suspense. but it was nice. i still love eyeshield 21 (the anime!). it's gettin better better. but why does the animation style (anime only, i don't read the manga) feel so much like prince of tennis? are they done by the same studio..??

it's wednesday already. school's fine today. slacky day overall. tommorow is going to be quite slack and quite hiong at the same time. haha, the day itself is slack. but there's chem remedial tmr, which burns 1 hr after school. shouldn't be a problem. but i hate remedials because by the time it's 2 + and after lunch i barely have any energy to do anything. even homework period i can fall asleep. ive been slackin quite badly dis few days, owe so many homework. basically my HW period became sleepin period. i nid to change it soon.

this damn weekend. our sch being damn considerate. friday, they eat up our afternoon with career exhibition at suntec. finish at 4+ right? sad. that means cant play badminton on friday liao. so one day out. but somehow i think this will be quite interesting. haha. but burnin FRIDAY afternoon is not funny. to add on. sat mornin got newspaper collection, and if it doesn't end by 12:30 i cannot go for badminton training. or at least ill be damn late. last few yrs collection end ard 11-12 right? HOPEFULLY!!!! ahhh, dis weekend. burned. i should consider playin the 7-10 grp at bukit gombak on friday. so that ill not die from lack of badminton.haix. somehow, i sooo DO not look forward to this weekend. but jia you! 1 more week then it's...march holidays! yaha!.

this post too long? haha, i feel apologetic for nt bein able to get court on sat. haha, maybe i call too late. but it cant be help cox the pariah line was....was.....engaged the whole of ytd night. and i called only when i got back home today. so....cant be help lah.

today is wednesday, bleach SHOULD be out. ygo gx and eyeshield tmr! yay!.

oh yah.

to dex:lol since u temporary stop cyclin, maybe u can plae wif us badminton. cox me and wz find it quite lonely. maybe you can find another guy hu is interested and play halfcourt (since 2 pple book 1 court is soo bo hua and only can be used to play singles ). then on the way, me and wz can guide you.

but only thing diff from last time is no jokers. as in. we play seriously and you must want to improve. cannot have the same attitude as "play for fun". true. play is for fun, but cannot be satisfied too easily.

you can call some1 hu is totally noob to start playin. i think after about few months u all shld be ok liao. when u plae seriously and anyhow hit, is totally diff. the rate of progress will be significant n i think u will be surprised wif e results also...just see eugene n kerk. they improve quite alot. (i dunno if they plae seriously anot).

rather then startin basketball. (which u gurantee will not jump one). i thin badminton is more beneficial. put the past behind, just treat it as a new sport. get a new racket. me and wz can guide you along and teach u the proper way of playin. if u concern about studies. u c wz, (nt mi lah), he play quite often yet he still doin well (got better den u?).

why not follow us? weekend, several dota games here and there. then the rest of the time, spent playin badminton. dont be a geek by playin dota the whole day. what friday is dota day? quite crap don't you think. wan to play. can. i never sae dota is nt fun. i still got play mah. just play 1/2 game in between things to do. weekdays if free just play one game. i think that is consider quite alot liao. one week maybe u can plae lik 7-8 games. rather then spenting one whole.....friday/sat playin dota.and cyclin. maybe 1 day u spent for cyclin lah

15141415

2006-02-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

just when you thing the numbers are random and is I anyhow type one, you're wrong, got meaning one. school, was damn slack today. with form class and emaths stacked together (continous periods). lol. den we had this...BLOODY chinese test. i coughed alot blood doin it (figurtatively). first section, tian zie han zhi and zhao qu (SORRY MY HYPY suxs), tt 20 marks upon 50. guess how much is my total.....? actualli i know liao lah. ZERO, it's TOTALLY BLANK....BLANK..BLANK. then passage was fine, coughed a bit blood nia. den compre was lik abit....Killer? lol. at first i read once. mind=blank. 2nd time=slightly less blank, onli 3rd time den get wad it mean. and the questions ar....so......so.....own self do those type. no more copyin from passsage...AHHHHHHHH. this is the 3rd test n im goin to fail it pretty bad. pray no single digit. my aim is 15/50. AIM!!

then afternoon went play badminton. actually i booked one court onli. for 1 hr. then danial played with us. ok lah. at first stroke until damn off form. then to start off the "match mood", i play wif wz seven pnts. ok lah, die quite okly. 7-3. we plae 7 pnts nia.

then actually the point of today's game is. weizhong versus danial. i wanna see hu is better. actually, i predicted danial will win. (in my mind lah), but i wan wz to win. becoz if wz mean, means danial is nearby to him rather den sim. (somehow lah). so i watch wz struggle. he was losin by quite alot. 4-6, 5-13.

i sat there, watchin wz's backhand kenna aimed. his drop shots all r going wide. (very wide in fact, to the obvious extent) . his backhand was getttin aim real badly. and both of them were havin a backhand aimin contest. it's whose backhand die more worst den hu will haf disadvantage. of cox, danial was leadin in this case since his backhand could lob. though nort stable.

but suddenly it was 14-7, wif wz losin. then SUDDENLY, three continous illegal service by danial (hit net twice and one long) which gaf wz chance to recover some pnts. i saw him becomin more confident when he caught up to 12-14.

somehow, miracously, he manage to chase up to 14-14. WOOT? u might think? yeah. so danial reach 14 first so got decision whether to set to 17 anot. normally pple is choose to 17 right. SAFER, can play long...blah. but this guy.......CHOOSE 15.

then guess what happen..??.....service...., SMASH, PIAK, hit net. game set. 15-14. suay right? nt to mention he led by alot at the start becoz of devastatin line shots which r "on the line"....so mani loh. lik 4-5.

morale of the story, ALWAYS choose to set to 17?

ok. then my turn. i face off danial in full 15 pnt match. (1 set). then i was leadin real well. i think strokin wif him helps alot since i can "predict" his movement better. compared to wz which was dyin to his drops since he cannot read his form yet at the first few points. i manage to get a lead of 8-2. (REAL big lead you thought, didn't you). and 13-5. (THATS again, a big margin).

don't know why. i was just thinkin of flickin double action lifts to his backhand corner. which force him to execute his backhand lob. and sometimes drop. normally, if you know a person carn lob you move infront. so this time i move to the right. since he can ONLY lob straight. and chances of cross court BH drop is quite slim. so i always move to the side, and since the lob is actually quite slow, (compared to forehand lob), i manage to intercept usually with forehand slice which send it to his forehand corner, forcin him to run diagonal distance. and only have the time to net back at a low level. then i flick it back to his backhand side. somehow i repeat dis many times.

for once, it felt great aimin pple's backhand. he was aimin mine also, but somehow, i always initiated it first...., he was erhmm...PLAYIN NETTIN game wif me at the start. he was enticin me to engage in net battles, but i refuses lol and flick it to the back.

ok, then at 13-5, his score began risin quite constantly. soon it was 10-13. n i gotta admit i was QUITE out of steam. (MY stamina is soo mada mada dane). so i lost some pnts continously when he start smashin. (yeah his smash is actually quite precise when it crosses the net......). so he manage to reach 14 first.., i tot it was over.

then finally, somehow. i manage to make it 14-14 (REPEAT of just now?). then i was given a choice..(SET to 17 or not). then somehow. somehow..somehow....i was feelin quite tired liao. so i choose. NO SET to 17. meanin 15 pnts. then it was my service. i lost my service somehow. then he got to 15 in his nxt service. GG to me. lost 15-14....very close game. too bad i didn't have the mental power to keep my lead. but i wasn't expecting to win anyway. so......it's gud enuff. for me.

then i was really quite tired after the battle. but i dragged myself to a battle against wz. felt quite proud i lead 5-0 at the start. then slowly....again something like 10-3. and then, just one BANG, and in one instant, i was on the losin end.....15-3. i was totally out of steam.

finally i know wz's weakness. it's his drop shot. though it always catch me off guard ususally, but it keeps goin wide if he wan to maintain it's sneakiness. i have to think of a way to deal wif his lob, which is actually quite fast. faster den denial's one. and if he aims my backhand i have to practise my around the head.

i revived my ordinary drop shot, which i forgot. i have 2 forgotten skills right now. which i actually know it last time, but too long didn't execute then totally forgotten. i admit it was my ordinary straight drops and my long serve. LAST time i cud hit it quite high, but somehow, once i change to short service, i lost the "flare" to hit a long serve. now my drive serves r quite precise liao, now all i nid to do is to revive my long serve.

when you're already gaspin for air. a long serve, realli...realli...IRRITATES YOU. i finally experienced that today.

haha, have i been talkin too much about badminton. i realli think i like it alot. i think the passion of my life is badminton. too bad i started too late to make it anywhere. but either way, i will enjoy it to the fullest.

sleepy

2006-02-27T17:18:00.000+08:00

today is monday. ahh what a boring start of the week. haha. last weekend was fun, somehow. but just to reflect on what i did during the wkends. like wad dex did on his blog.

friday i reached home. i think if i rmb correctly i chionged eyeshield 21. (yeah!), and played couple of dota games in between. exposed myself to card shuffle. lol. thats all. one boring day just pasted.

sat, i was at CCK hall from 10-5..came home. i slacked more, (played dota). and then slept.

sunday, morning and early afternoon i was chionging eyeshield (and monitoring the damn raws, hopin the spd will pick up) and then i was clearin some hw (which i only managed to clear ABIT). then 5-8:30 i was at CCK hall. then came back. slack around, then sleep.

my parents went china. but it didn't seem to affect me much. well, they'll be back in a week.

yesterday training. haha, quite fun. i think i play alot better on sunday than on saturday...

juz found out my new frens names..LOL

malay guy-danial
tall left hander-wee meng
the green shirt guy-chong wen?

i heard from the sounds onli, i didn't realli haf the spellin, lol. tmr danial playin wif wz match. lol.

then got 2 monfort guys there. (lol...). i heard them talkin and heard that they win gerald tay from kranji or smth. (HEARD ONLI, im nt sure myself), but they r quite pro and i saw one stun by one guy in the first like.....5 seconds? lol.

anyway chong wen and wee meng played against them doubles. both of their enemies r sec 3, means uppersec catogary liao..(??). and i just found out wee meng is actually....18 YRS OLD!!! heard from danial lah.....wahhhhhh...-.-, wonder if correct anot. chong wen is 17.

so 17/18 pair vs 15/15. lol. UNFAIR anot? lol. chong wen and wee meng lost the first set due to soo mani mistakes...., then 2nd set they won. lol. den no 3rd set..?

ahh i rmb liao. then got one tofee match (or trophy thing). where random shots r blasted to you...and you can do anything to return. as long as legal, then counted as one. then one mistake. then out. person doin multiple shuttle feed is coach. lol.

gerald (the coach son), record....20. haha. i 10 onli at max. i first try 5 loh!!! >_< (kenna trick).

HAIX.

eyeshield roxs!

2006-02-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

today quite ok day lah. except badminton abit...err...depressin. nvm, i dun wan tok about it...

just realize something

my back dropshot is shit, im half-smashin for god's sake..>_<

i can slice but cannot do the tap 1..liaoz.....HAIX..WTF

i have problems with reverse slice..

i get err......all fu*ked up durin AROUND THE HEAD DRILL

wei yang is now quite strong...

stronger den mi......haix..i nid to improve..

i wanted to go joggin..but it's....9:44...i dun wanna meet ghost..

oh ok, y am i typin lik err..dis?? nvm that..

watched finish all the subs of eyeshield. till 35!!! ARGHHH GUESS WAD...

the subbers r DAMN slow poke...KAOz. now i haf to probably wait lik 2-3 weeks for one episode.

nah i dun care, im hoppin onto the expressway of raws. dis way will be faster....n i dun think iwill haf probs understanding..

prob is. NOONE WANNA SEED THOSE OUTDATED RAWS.....damn it...

at least tracker is still there....0_o, still got hope. nvm BT is lidat. startin u c...[ DEPRESSIN LIK HELL ]. leave it there for a nite or 2.....nxt day. when u wake up. MIRACLES will HAPPEN!

eyeshield 21 roxs ( the show n e person!! ). woot! nice show!

anyway...anyway...anyway.....

THIS WEEKEND damn lot of HW..argh. tmr nid to rush all. den 5 o clock go trainin.

SAD....ZZZZZZZ

628

2006-02-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

finally, i manage to force the gates of bnet open today. and entered us west. WHEW, somehow, just managed to do it. felt quite happi and excitied actualli, long time didn't play. how i did it? actually, im nt sure myself. i think the gates of bnet some how recognized it's friday today. friday-the day of freedom!

today, school was fine. had physics test. pple sae quite ez, true, it's easier den expected. but i think ill still fail marginally (HOPEFULLY). lol. got back my chinese. e quite hard one. i got 32.5/50! lol. quite surprising. TYCO-ism at work!

day past quite fast. den went home. watched eyeshield 21 (watched quite alot). gettin nicer n nicer!!! i also dl-ed intial d 4th stage ep 23 or smth, haven watch yet.

im still contemplatin to plae wif e adults tmr at 7am. (ARGHHH....i dun think i can wake up seriously...n my parents r realli gonna FROWN if they find me sneakin out to play badminton wif a SORE THROAT and unsettled flu )......and it's sooo early. wonder if i shld go at 8....

at least im goin for training. can my body withstand 6 hrs of badminton tmr??

ok. some news. 628 released. LOL. 2 new heros, new wallpaper/loadin screen. (NICE! yummy screen! ). 2 heros, err..one damn strong, one damn weak....haix. troll priest n avatar of vengence..

lol...i havent tried vengence yet. but troll is realli shitty. how to sae. they brought bac death ward. BUT wtf?? it's channellin now. and his 3rd spell, maledict(?), i Realli have no CLUE on HOW TO USE that shit........got somethin lik a pemanent heal if u haf enuff mana........ok lah, maybe i haven't realli found out how to use dis guy..

about avatar, goin to try him soon. ( in the veri veri near future ). hope he will be nasty...his moves r cool..lol. VS him b4....but first blooded him. lol..damn skinny, fell prey to my tiny. lol.

got new -CS function which allow u to track no of creeps killed and no of creeps u denied. WOOT, i love it...

several buffs/nerfs/changes here and there...im not goin to state these..

played card shuffle today,. didn't turn out as fun as i expected. probably my expectations too high bahX...lol..

ytd i got new tuition teacher. teach mi chem n physics (seriously the most headache subjs for mi ).....lol, quite gd lah. overall. not mani comments to make also...he from army 1..LOL..make mi feel dat 3 more yrs im goin to have my freedom...erhmm..couped by the government..

dis wkend, siao. alot hw.....due to 2 days sick. YA HA! muz chiong! start on sunday! ya ha!

ahhh and today. W T F ,every 1 brin DIGIMON to school. they sae kiddy palace sell 1 for $10. den junjie, zhong shun, joel, jian hui, issac and alot other pple in our sch bring DIGIMON and durin recess they BATTLE. omg. childish! lol. but i damn tempted to buy...!! lol...haha.....maybe to cure this "fetish" for digimon, maybe i shld start tryin to complete my digimon world 4 on PS2, instead of gettin myself into all these...erhmm..waste of money..

erhmm

2006-02-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

why is every1 posting chimnology in their blogs...
this is not meant to be an insult..but..
is wr pretendin to be sad..?
well..........and im here postin daily events
but still better den nt postin rite
lol...
today din go sch
honestly, i felt worst den ytd
but feelin much better now..
thanks to medicine and sweets :)
finally tmr is friday
argh gotta take physics n amaths test
shit, so scared...
lol.....

friday friday friday friday friday..
i took my time to think bout mani times today
lyin on the bed.......wif that..err....torturin throat..
how much time is wasted thinkin abt....life n death..
seriously ALOT..haix..
we shld stop thinkin about whether we r better off dead..
or why r we alive...
becox it's a great waste of our time..
nt lik thinkin will bring u anywhere..

right now it seems lik..
there's no drama to my life..
everything's settled down..
borin and normal..
HAIX...

when was the last time i opened blogger and think to myself
"what's there to post "..
usually, thoughts just flow out naturally..
and nowadays....things have changed
i actualli have to thing about what i wanna sae..
this week onli badminton-ed once..
haix, feel real sad about it.
i feel lik playin tmr...
hope my body allows me to..

thats all
sry for the dissapointin post....

ill

2006-02-22T18:20:00.000+08:00

i know, again i haven't been posting regularly. this week i haf been sick, on and off many times. since sunday, which was the start of all these. fever, fever, fever. dat day i didn't really have running nose, but after my fever subsided, all these started attackin me. arghh, izzit just me or fever is better.

nt that painful, but damn irritating. monday, reluctent to go sch, but still manage to drag myself there. sore throat was comin up, cud feel it, fever went down, but runnin nose also comin up. i felt giddy sometimes, (on and off AGAIN).

tuesday, sore throat and running nose went all out on me. ARGH. in the morning, i coughed blood into the sink twice while changin (no, it's not from my gum), it's from my plaegm and all the millcus thing....disgusting. and the blood was sooo..., haix lucky for u guys earli in the morn if nt i alreadi take pic n post here..

den i went to sch. i used up soo mani tissue paper. and finally the day ended. end of the day, i was feelin quite ILL......., and my action was quite...err..contradictary....guess wad. I WENT TO PLAY BADMINTON. arghhh. i felt lik dyin. but after playin a while and sweatin, i cudn't feel my sore throat temporarily. my runnin nose didn't realli bother me much. but it was almost lik my sickness was temporarily shifted away for that short period of time and payed back after that.
i was still smashin as hard as i cud.....>_<, DAMN

and by today mornin. i was dying. coughed blood four times into the sink while changin. i felt realli realli ill. luckily dis time i decided to rest at home, if not ill literally DIE when i go to sch...i feel damn...err.....terrible n cuddled myself to sleep...

woke up at 11+ and cudn't sleep anymore. i just lazed on my bed, watched some anime etc..and there goes my day. im goin to see a doctor soon..

i heard from glenn there's amaths and physics test tmr. well nth much i can do about it now. nt very confident wif futhur differientation, still got some doubts needed to be cleared......>_<, n physics.....erhmm. no comments about that.

but again, time pass very fast...tmr is already thursday le. lol.

btw, even week's thursday is the most unlucky day. (in avg), compared to all other days....., i don't lik even week thursday. haha, if somethin bad happens tmr (again..), then probably...err..dat day is realli cursed. so far...so far...almost all even week thursdays r bad luck. ( at least to me )..

i think i nid to stop badmintonin for at least a few days. till friday at least, or maybe sat liao. now im not certain whether to play at 7-10 on sat.

haha, and btw, bleach fillers r gettin...gettin quite nice..as for eyeshield, im at 17 now. (right now 35 episodes tt), means im half way thru...

eyeshield 21

2006-02-20T19:32:00.000+08:00

woo! i spent whole afternoon watching dis new dl-ed anime, eyeshield 21. it's an anime about american football, aka rugby. OMG, after watchin......., i felt as if i shld haf treasured my days in rugby last time. it was....i mean, it is...actually, quite a fun game....afterall.. the anime itself, is good. quite smilair to whistle and ...1 more which i forgot the name....

well...today sch...err quite ok bah. emaths time prac, i din do at all. den the rest, err past quite fast? the lines on ur palms r actualli E and LN graphs..LOL. quite lame, but an interestin discovery for me...haha

nth else le actualli....bye

testin my hp camera

2006-02-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

lol testin my hp camera n decided to upload a few pics.. any other way of uploadin beside blogger's way cox it's soo slow.. first n foremost.. my leg blisters..
don't freak out pls!
does it hurt? quite lah.

at700 haix, realli regret puttin black grip...

closer view of at800 off

LOL sry my arrangement is so damn lousy....

fever

2006-02-19T16:04:00.000+08:00

finally i went to check temp. check 4 times total. now is 37.3, before was 37.7, 38.3, 38.2. u may sae " no big deal wad ", real fever is smth lik 39 degrees. but bear in mind, my normal temp is somewhere at 35 degreees, usually when i reach 36.8 i feel quite uncomfortable. my range of fever is diff from normal pple...

so i spent lik 3-4 hours in bed. endurin all that sufferings. lol. kaoz, long time din feel so xin ku lik dis liao lor. haix. den i non stop thinkin about badminton. cannot plae den muz do visual training >_<, lol. den i thought " shit at this rate i cannot finish my amaths homework den GG so most prob tmr i dun go sch ". but somehow. somethin just tickled inside me and miracously i took out my half done amaths paper ( HAD 2 FULL PAPERS plus SOME LN GRAPHS TO DRAW 0_o ), so after doin lik 30 minute i completed the first paper (half done first paper), which was quite ez. den i suddenly tot " EH how come i dun feel feverish anymore ". lol i din noe amaths can cure fever. so right now, im on my comp, feelin soo normal. just becoz i did my amaths. i went on to the 2nd paper, which was significantly HARDER, lots of blanks. and i stopped at the last question, without graphs drawn. i guess i'll finish up tonight, and errr. my LN graphs..

so i guess i wud nt go trainin today. though i feel fine, i feel as though im goin to cock up some fever if i go. n in addition, the trainin is quite..hiong? so better nt overexert myself. my body is tellin me to rest..., well at least my sore throat is starting to get better and my appetide is comin back.

why i went to do amaths. i just felt lik i didn't wan to pon sch. ( THAT COMIN FROM ME?? impossible u tot? ). now i feel enlightened, last yr, all my ponnin of schs just worsen my situation, i sank into deeper shit, which entices me to pon sch more times, which result in what happened last yr....total failure. so guess im tryin my best not to pon sch. SHOOO! go away fever!!

remainding homework:
ENGLISH compre
Physics TYS (long dued)
Amaths paperss ( just touch up abit )
Amaths LN graphs

That should be it..ARGHH.....,

something impressive here. morning, Fate stay night RAW 07 came out. by noon, (which is now), the sub is out. WOOO. good job subbers, i realli appreciate dat!

reflection on badminton now. im goin to train back movement intensively. my footwork was slightly wrong till corrected ytd. slightly onli hor..

my brother kao pei go ask mr foo " my brother gd ar ? ". guess what he said....." good but too mani weakness "...0_o, actualli. i kinda agree..lol..

haix

2006-02-19T09:56:00.000+08:00

KNN, wake up feelin sickish. long time din sick le, long time din pon school le. but why on a SUNDAY??? i still got trainin today. lemme elaborate more. throat felt so stucked-up, like got alot of plaegm stuff. then i try to force them out, carn come out. wtf. right arm achin, yeah, expected lahs. but i feel my body lik very reluctent n move. lik fever dat time de muscle ache on the rest of my body. it took me really some effort to climb the stairs. OMG. that one probably not to bad, but my throat is killin me. later i think i nid some medicine le.

yesterday i think i overstrained myself. i was campin at CCK hall from 7-4:30. workin hours leh! lol. many of pple will call mi retard cox i woke up at normal school time. showered in that super cold water n went there lik....half alseep. i was supposed to plae wif people from BC (badminton central), {it's a internet site}, who plae one a weekly basis as a group. so i arrived there. it was 3 hrs from 7-10. den i plae till my shirt was totally soaked.

i expected it. so i went toilet to bathe. forgot that toilet also another round of COLD FREEZING water. came out feelin so....err how to describe. farni. lik cold hot cold hot lidat. not comfortable. so my brother was havin training, so i sat on the steps to refresh n rest. lol. den suddenly wz call mi..

" u got socks anot, can help mi bring " ..

DIAO. so about 11 lidat. i rode my bike home. with my thigh which was quite goin to die liao bac home. den i took drinks,apples and his SOCK back to stadium. den i eat apple and drink those drnks i took. i took 3 packet lol. drink until damn song. ok, so finally it was 12.

den their trainin over n mr foo sat there eatin his food. den wz finally came at ard 12:15.

so we went the other side. to sit. fat coach n green shirt guy trainin. after awhile, my sunday coach (which is his coach), suddenly disspear. den he told us (who were sittin there), " wan plae anot, my coach just died " in chinese. lol. so i went up. den stroke abit. so he sae " wan plae match anot, dun wan waste the court ". DOTX, how to fight. so i told him " my fren wan plae also ". so wz came to court .den we 2v1 him. plae match somemore. n lost....err..15-6. his strong larhx....

so after trainin. today no drills. plae doubles singles the whole 2 hrs.

den went home. at night my brother wan to play. so i go wif himall the way to CCK CC to see got court anot..-.- end up got function. so sian diao come bac. by the time i reach my hse gate, i was lik...ARGHHH im gonna die..

realli strenous day....

lol

2006-02-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

ignore my last post if u wish. haha i reread it n found it very flamish. lol.

ok, let me discuss today. today err..quite ok. super SHORT day. first period eng den physics. passed quite fast. den PE. we went 1.7km again. hmmm i wonder y mrs ee dun wan make us run 2.4 km. well, my timin was 6:51. surprisingly, dis kind of lao ya score also can get first. hmm this is about err...70% of the actual, time. theoritically, if i continue goin at the same pace, i wud get 9.3 min. which is my target liao. so plus minus err..tiredness factor...., haix. shld be around 10:30, 11. ahhh, i know y i get first liao. cox issac nvr run....and......gx got plaegm or something...., yongyao also quite fast, lose me 4 seconds. haix, normally i lose him one. what happen to every1 todae..., i wasn't realli chiongin very fast also. at first mx was leading! followed by YY n teck liang. then GX, eng yian and jeremy were behind wif mi n wz. den i started pacin faster. n pace wif teck lian n YY for quite some time. den after that see guai lan MX infront. so i tot, lemme catch up. at first i wanted to wait till his "sprint-walk" strategy take place den i start chionging, but i didn't cox my patient ran out as he still maintain his slow jog. lol. so i tot " lemme catch issac " so i went abit faster.....i kept runnin but still carn see him. den i was thinkin " huh ", dun tell mi dat gay shit finish liao. den i was so confused. den as i jogged slowly towards the finish den i saw him there. den realize he wasn't sweatin. chey, he didn't run. i was lik chasin after an illusion...the terror that there is some1 so fast n u carn even see him. the feelin lik the next corner u will see him. the back of the person u're chasin dat will console u. lol, if suddenly the guy u're aimin suddenly dissapear. thats scary. so unexpectadly, i got 1st lor..but 1.7 nia, i bet 2.4 i will kenna owned..

so after that i stay back to pass up my chinese compo wif wz n yy who nid to respellin. den finally went lot 1 to eat......den after that i rode my bike home. i spent the afternoon sleepin actualli. den i went glenn house and saw gx and wz there. actualli i went there becos i was super bored. lol. den just reached home. cycled there den all the mud slashed on mi...KNN.., my bike felt quite smooth today though..

ahhhh finally inspiration

2006-02-17T17:40:00.000+08:00

finally i got some sort of inspiration to post an interesting JUICY post. the topic i shall discuss today is " IDIOTS ". ok, b4 i continue, let me introduce you to the biggest moron i have ever met in my entire life. that is WWP. the brainless faggot. not only brainless, but retarded in some way or another, claims to be a genius....and does not even know how to put links in his own blog.

the reason why mainly he is an idiot because his damn fu*ked up. note that what i typed is already less intense than the actual truth. that fag's brain, character, personality and whatever r all beyond description. probably he was borned from a malfunctioning sperm and an egg that has passed it's expiry day. i know...i know, i know that my keyboard has a caplocks. i know the proper way to live. not like some moron who probably didn't know a cap locks exist....., poor computer knowledge. oh wait, i would regard that as common sense. that is what the joker is lackin in....

i once said that simplicity is the best. but why isn't it the best anymore. it's because WWP uses that layout. he doesn't know how to fit his own links..., it is evident that WWP has low IQ. not only that, poor common sense. compare and contrast, with the beautiful, and well designed layout of Kuchiki Byakuya. it took me 2 hours to complete and it took 2 hours for you probably to figure where is the notepad on ur desktop...

duh....the bottom line is. don't flame someone who is far superior to you. unless you are a bu zhi liang li de FAGGOT. you are not goin to get anywhere. trust me.

ok, aside from all these brainless flaming. i shall continue with the main, juicy part of this essay that will change how the world works. (jk)

first, why are you a faggot. because you suck at almost everything you do. you top lit because you have probably strong FINGER muscles that can last you the entire 1.5 hrs of the lit paper. if i cud do so, probably i wud get double your marks. if i had the girly hand writing of yours, beatin you would be a piece of cake. even though you top lit, so what? literature is about the culture of one, seeing how such a immoral bastard lik wwp top lit. i find it inevitable but to question MOE's guidelines on literature. does literature turn pple into brainlesss zombies like WWP? hopefully not. if so, i wud gladly drop the subject immediately.

secondly. i am cracking my brain real hard to find any good points about you. i mean, you are a complete loser. probably only wr doesn't see that, but i hope wr stay out of this. this is my battle, this is the ANT i have to crush. as you know, crushing an ant without killing it instantly requires alot of control, and it seems this bug i have to crush with my ant simply wants more attention. probably usin ant to describe such a loser is totally unsuitable. donkey is used for jiajie, i guess i'll remain with errr...errr.......FAG?

new simile, as FAG as WP, nice :), guess so. im sure pple will nod their head in agreement with this.

well. good points, nil. bad points. infinite. so let me reveal all the bad points of our dearest WPP. note that im doin this for a good reason. it's to expose the fag inside wp. though mani pple already know of his faggish behaviour (nice word?).

ATTENTION, this is not flame. it's ice.
It's nothing but frozen truth.

to all readers. wwp is a con man! YEAH! con man!. once he wanted to restring my racket for him and after months he did not return to me. guess what? he was plannin to keep it forever till i retrieve it from his house. good for me i did, because at that time i didn't realize that racket costs $100+. ahh, see? becareful....this wwp is a theif, a con man. but probably a very stupid one....
anyway, in any case, and either way, i pity his parents and his sister. for having such a retardish guy in their house. it seems like his dad is quite...ecentric. lik father like son. his father should be errhmmm...retard too? at least in bringin up his children...

secondly. wwp is a damn arrogant bastard. if you have the skills, you can be arrogant all you want, like me. now im sure i wud cream u in badminton any day any time. even with 0-14 disadvanatage, i will not lose a single point, as my strokes are designed not to lose points to faggots and retarded people.

well, probably ive over used the word retarded and faggots. let me try something new. ok, aside from bein retarded and faggish, wpp is lame. wait, thats too mild.

wwp thinks his pro in dota. ahh, no comments about that. noob,lame,faggot,retarded..

wwp thinks that wr is his true friend. in some case, yes...i do not doubt that. but pple usually mistaken pple who continously flatter them as friends. sweet words r nice to hear..afterall.

wwp thinks i have no real friends. tell me, what is the real diff between real and fake friends? afterall, fake friends are still better than enemies. and im sure your guilty of being a fake friend. but of cox....well, in terms of fakeness, im sure im on a different leauge from the likes of you.

sometimes, i think that wwp does not deserve to live....he was a mistake..? probably when his parents were havin intercourse. (probably anal sex?), some shit was mixed into the mixture. YEAH that must be it.

haix

2006-02-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

tommorow. a very very diao day tommorow will be. now feelin uncertain. whether got detention anot, i think most likely. not? i dunno lah. hope not. den tmr. our sch playin vball in cck again. SIAN lah. KnN, then 4 courts taken up liao. Then err.then err..vlee will be there. dun wan c his face..

my week's schedule of anime.

wednesday-bleach fansub comes out..
thursday-supposingly naruto n yugioh gx (i dun dl naruto nowadays)
friday-akagi (or some other days i guess)
sat/sun-fate stay night, lemon angel project

so now nt watchin mani series actualli. so basically mon n tues r rather sad daez.

tmr we go sch for 3 periods. eng, physics n pe. den go home liao. woot! if no detention larz..
hope not. please dun..PLEASEEEE

#167- yugioh GX

2006-02-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

haha, it's quite late le. 10:30, im still quite awake. well, tmr is thursday. which means friday is comin. friday is half day!, no yay dis time cox our class kenna detention. pls do not remind mi abt this, as i dun think it's funny. it's S A D.

oh well....

i spent the day...errr, doin nth much. i came home ard 4-5. then slack around, talk wif my brother all this....., then at night le. then i dun feel lik doin any work. so i went n find a GBA rom, yugioh GX. lol. haha quite nice to play.

starter deck is fire!. woot! quite lan. but i manage to own every1 usin it. except i lost to judai once. WHY? he got use snatch steal COUP my powered up monster (forgot wad it was), then suddenly i kip drawin crap. lol. saw new GX cards lik skyscrapper, burst lady all this. woots! i fought misawa, shou, koala guy, the teacher liao. n of cox judai. manyoume still wan wan to duel against mi. haix

i think dis is a good game to past time...

haha, beside that. heard that march got INTER SCHOOL DOTA competition. then we intend to join, but prob is need school's acknowledgement. so today wr went to see tiger for permission. he say he support! woots, but tmr he wan all five members of our team to go see him and maybe principal. need to let principal noe mah.

lol. if we realli win...>_<

haha. com games, in the name of playin for the sch, sounds quite good.

lol...so the five pple r..

glenn, wr, me, tj, guo xiang.
i wanna believe in gx's skills though. lets win this k!! make it as far as possible, n grab victory!
but whether we comfirm can join anot, tmr den need to c the school's decision.

hahah, dats all. i postin less frequent le. LOL.

#166- s t f u

2006-02-13T18:30:00.000+08:00

first n foremost, let us both shut our mouths. im lazy to continue this. u hate mi, i hate u. so just STFU, i'll do the same. it's very obvious who this is directed to..

it was a long but slacky day in sch. quite contradicting. we had almost 2 free periods today. serious, one was HMT, (which every1 spent slacking) and nxt was CME. watch a video which was quite amusng, quite nice lah. overall. eng n physics passed quite normally n SS lesson was just so damn slack. no time prac today, postphoned to wednesday.

i don't feel lik typin about badminton in dis post..

physics suddenly due on friday. to think i was actually doin YTD. physics test on thurs..haix

tmr, medical checkup, hope it falls on the "right" periods..

tmr is actualli quite a slacky day......

wah short post. if i dun type about badmitnon i got nothing to say.

oh yah, tmr is valentine day. last yrs v day was quite farni, for me. LOL. but this year, i dun
think i'll be doin anythin. juz a normal day on the calender..

lionel started playin dota! lol. glenn told him to use lion. LOL. eeek, im not supposed to talk about dota..

>_< >_<

ahhh crap...ive run out of things to say..

it's almost mid feb. which means, march is coming. which means april is comin. which means by BD is coming.

shld i haf a bd party? ( no hostile comments regardin dis btw )..i just feel lik bookin 1-2 courts for like 6-10 hours that day. but too bad, sat n sun r 7:40 per hour. and then week days r school days i dun think i can find 6-10 hours to plae. dun worry, i'll sort it out somehow..ok, plans will change....

thats all, i manage to add in some lamer fillers. lol.

btw..

which letter is the most painful letter...

ans: R

y..?

RRRRRRRRRRR (pain...zzz)

which letter ask the most questions..?

ans:Y

self explainatory..

which letter likes to sit down..?

ans:A

why?...

reason: acid..

>_< get it? no? made sense..?

sorry for lameness..>_< all i tot off myself. but if some1 had thought of it b4, den i dunno wor. ok

#165 bleh

2006-02-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

im not goin to fight wif some1 STUPID.

oh well, maybe i shld. to waste some of my time..

maybe some other bystanders shld join in n make a stand. at least some1 tell wr his wrong, just don't stand by n watch the show. do somethin abt it. thanks. thats the least u can do.

u c, im extremely kind hearted, im here, tellin u r OBVIOUS flaws. teachin u how to change for the better, yet u rebutt n do otherwise. sigh. hao xing mei hao bao..

first. u said, " if my dad wasn't rich,i wud b a nobody ". FIRST, r u somebody to comment that some1 else is a nobody. if i was a nobody then u wud be a noobody. no pun intended. oh well, u get the point. nobody is perfect and im nobody. so i am thus, perfect. get the point? no?

oh well, just some crap. and if my dad wasn't rich, which isn't the case, im somebody. well, ill take that as a compliment.

oh well. good or bad is another thing. the truth is, the scale of badminton is very large. there r lots of variety of players. while you are at the bottom of the entire thing, ( at level zero, basement or whatsoever ), and if im at the low middle area of the entire scale. that makes me lots better than you. get the point? i am superior to those playin in the courtyard, i am superior to those playin in our school, except some. im inferior to those pple playin in competitions, sch team players....n i know when some1 is better than mi.....so don't talk lik you know better than mi, at least in this espect.

futhur more, i do not expect some1, who knows NOTHIN about badminton like you to comment on our standards. what our standard r, we probably know it among each other. national-wide, we have seen more than u, we know what is the actual PRO standard for our age in SG. it's far, but not too impossible. we can see it, but still, it is beyond our reach..doesn;'t mean i talk alot about badminton means im good at it. in fact, it just shows passion, thats all.

no matter how far it seems, we r better off chasing something too easy. granted, if you spend lik 4 hours at least a day drillin dota techniques and the mechaism of the game into your head, you will naturally be a pro. there's no challenge in it. but compare it with the thousands and hundreds of hours one wud nid to put in to play badminton.why not you try to attain our standard in badminton within half a year, it's quite impossible. so don't underestimate our level right now...

and thinkin of whether i am good anot. i admit that there are ALOT ALOT ALOT more people far more pro than mi. and when i mean far, i mean FAR. usually if u notice in my post i like to mention how GAY and powerful other pple ar. i do lik to talk about myself for one reason-this is MY Blog and im the protagonist of it, if you have a problem wif it, then too bad.

by sayin i got owned by my coach 15-0, am i sayin im good? by sayin that my trainin as pple far more pro pple than mi.., am i sayin im good? NO? do u think im thinkin im good? of coz, good is a word used to compare. it's used in comparison from one thing to another. if u wan to compare mi to the pple playin in our sch, im good. i can own practically any of them except the few u know who they are.

just another food for thought, is your dota VERY pro. like what other pple on bnet say, " why don't i see u in WCG nxt yr, if there is even one "...., and even if the answer is yes..., SO WHAT?go ahead and pwn others in a world of illusions....i will be awaiting a great number of pple that will nod their head readily in agreement wif my post..

why don't you look carefully n observe the decline in dota activity this week. it was drastic. i got to admit. cycling activitity? never been worst. though cyclin to all those landmarks are SO DAMN cool. yeah i agree. but end of the day...there's realli no point to it..

ths post reinforces my point. if you wan to continue flamin my tagboard with childish comments, i shall not hold back but to block ur IP.

#164 ARGHHHHHH

2006-02-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

sori din post ytd. damn! again my frequency goin down. yesterday earli in the mornin went CCK stadium. quite earli. wz tell mi 11:30, den i go dere. he nvr come. >_<, wtf. so i sat dere. waited and waited. then i was listenin to my hp's mp3 player. den listen n blow the air from e "aircon". then infront of mi the court got a group of ah lians. (nt realli? maybe 20+) playin. i dunno y they keep starin at mi. STADIUM THE STEPS DERE CANNOT SLEEP MEH?? thats wad i always do mah..

ok well. four courts got taken up by soccer. dunno wad versus wad. so me and jonathan (who came around 12:15) watch awhile. then so sian. lol...

so finally 12 then mr foo came. so we play abit doubles here n there. then singles. arghh i lost glenn becoz of the stupid shuttle then fly so fast. seriously....15-13. at first was lik 10-2 or somethin. then he reach match pnt. then i finally got the shuttle changed. then BANG i catch up to 13-14. >_< arghh then one more pnt can deuce liao den i go make stupid nettin mistake. ARGHHH so after that mr foo teach us backhand. LOL. lob wor. haha. i think he must be pissed wif mi doin my stunt. then he thinkin " aiya backhand also better den stunt ". so we trainin backhand lob then c wz can already hit almost there liao. mine still KANASAI.....

then after that half court singles. lol. then no time the book 3-4 the pple SO Kao PEI and irritating. i was winnin weiyang 5-0. (we plae 6 pnts nia). lol....>_< ALMOST win him Love Game leh...HAIX....i feel so sad lor. then wz lost glenn half court somemore.

so went home. did nth much.....then ard nine my hand itchy n went stadium again. dis time my coach n other boys playin (dis is my other coach btw). then he tell mi plae against bernard. who is a small boy. then i abit reluctent. cox i wearin quite long pants den cannot move fast. so i got owned lah. i didn't realli try. >_<. then he tell bernard go away then he play wif mi match.

OMG....
OWNED..15-0
his really STRONG, i onli managed to knock his service down 3 times.

so went home. den cudn't sleep. cox my body felt so warm n my concentration was still veri high. ARGHh >_< i keep tellin myself, " don't think about it"....."don't think about it", but i kip thinin of badminton. so lik dis....lik dis....i manage to sleep onli lik 1 o clock or 2.. ARGHH. i hate the feelin of carn sleep..

the match against my coach make mi feel dat im so lousy...

i wanna improve, i wanna chiong le.

i dunno suddenly i start to feel that dota is a useless game. dunno lah. after repeatly fightin creeps...and win or lose doesn't realli matter. it's just a matter of time where nobody plays it anymore. it's not even challenging. suddenly i feel as if "WTF cyber sports?", they r not even HALF as difficult as physical sports....whats the big hype about it then?

com feels so distance now. i use it to DL anime and watch only. com games feel so.....nonexistant. i plan to erase all of them from my life. and probably only play 6.30 a few games when it's released. aside from that, i regret all the lame hours spent on dota.., i felt as though i didn't achieve anything from it..

WTF. i rmb one conversation i had wif glenn. i said " don't u think play dota everyday very useless?", then he said " then u play badminton everyday very useful hor?? ".

WTF, badminton and dota cannot be compared. at the very least, tabletennis is even better than dota..., dota will vanish from the surface of this world within 2 yrs....while sports will remain at least till we die...so whats the pnt? why train so hard on somethin that will vanish in a couple of years...? i'd rather plae a sport that can last mi my whole life..

seriously, our clan's badminton dropouts. includes, wr, dex, wp, tj. for wr, dex, and wp, i believe it was partly my fault. because i created alot conflict among the clan by makin every1 rivals. at first, we all happy hittin the shuttle. after awhile, we were not happy that we were lousier then someone else.

me n wz decided to play harder. glenn n tj joined us. wp, wif his arrogant n puny brain he consoled himself that we was still stronger den us. thats when u let your guard down. now not only you do not have the 3 people who are significantly stronger, your standard makes it hard for us to play wif u..., then wr. who kept thinkin he was better then mi at that time, also dropped out. Seeing that everyone is soo far........, one will naturally feel depressed n don't bother to chase..., they're escapin it.

i believe no one hated badminton at the start. but they dread the amount of effort one has to put in to become strong. comparin myself wif wp, wr, dex, tj, im strong, im pro, but do u know how much i lust for power now? seein all the other pro guys in my new grp...., i realli wanna chase up till their standard....i realli wanna improve...., the inner fire within mi is burning..

at least do somethin serious. better than WASTIN time cyclin from place to place, rottin away, singin songs every dae in some lame cca.....better than....spendin time on dota every weekend....,thats your life and i don't wan my life to be degraded to that form..

let me reemphasize. cyclin is a waste of time as a sport. u do get the thrill, it's healthy. it's fun. but not when you do it everyday. cyclin is a good sport, but not somethin u can do EVERYDAY..
or at least whenever you are free..

i already gif up provin to the school that im proer than everyone else playin in the courtyard. i realli gif up provin that sim, wz, gx, glenn and me are the 5 most proest in our school.

well...why? becoz they don't see it. even if we do fancyful double action.....even if we can master all the stunts.even if we THRASH them, they still don't acknowledge that we're proer than them. Sec 3s, soon beng's gang. irritatin lik hell. nvm, let them dominate. we had our FAIR share of dominatin when we're sec 3s..., i've decided to let them be. let them plae their HALF COURT lobbin...., yeah, from my tone, u shld see im pissed. but i refuse to do anything about it.

i dunno why but nowadays even wz's movement seem slow when i see. i see holes in his play. i feel as though i know how to win him. even though he REFUSES to play match each time. marvin seems so easy to dominate when i won him in half court singles. last time, i was strugglin not to make mistakes. and only when i did that, i wud haf win him. now, i feel as though im playin wif a toy. wei yang, also felt so easy. i didn't realli try hard. i was simply doin my strokes n easily 5-0 him in half court. izzit the half court factor? or do i actually hate full court..?

ahhhh. im feelin confused wif what im typing....

#163 fate stay night

2006-02-11T10:08:00.000+08:00

what a lame way of titling my post...

yesterday night i slept lik around 9. then i woke up at 8:30, n i felt as though i had slept for a SOO long period of time. then i checked my hp, ahhh 8:30 nia. SHOCKED. den go bac sleep abit till 9+ then came online.

watched an anime which i DLED ytd. called Fate Stay Night. Apparently, it seemed good. yeah, good. the first episode made mi thirst for the 2nd and i believe the 2nd will cause the same effect on me for the 3rd. character designs r nt bad. seiyuus r quite ok, (no extremely hate-able seiyuu), but why does the main character have SASUKE/ISHIDA's Seiyuu again??? ahh, at first. his voice seemed nice, manly. but once i heard too much of his seiyuu. i began to grow sick of it...
and this time his seiyuu didn;t realli fit the role of the character. LOL.

Fate Stay Night, (as of episode 1), is about Magicians havin war with each other. The main character, Emiya, was saved years back while he was a child by a magician. He calls his saviour dad n lives with him (whether his real dad or anot i dunno). his dad is a magician and warns him that " socery will cause conflict ". despite that, he tells him to practice it as it is a art difficult to grasp. Emiya claims and tells himself he has no talent for socery, but he has one unique ability. it was the ability to detect the structure n material of an object. which makes it easy for him to repair things. how the story will progess? i got to continue watchin and see. apart from that, a child comes to him on the way home and tells him "if you do not summon your servant, you're die soon, onii-chan ". emiya got stunned...then progressed wif his daily life. what is goin on? apparently, there is another girl in the sch, Rin who has summoned her servant. what is all these servants about? i haf no idea too. LOL as of now, i think that the magicians havin war wif each other haf different "class", as in race. i heard of the "archer class" in ep1.

and no, it's not licensed and avaliable on BT.

#162

2006-02-10T19:55:00.000+08:00

my frequency of posting is dropping. I KNOW. no nid to tell me. but well, now my frequency is equal to or less than normal, average people. but well, i intend to increase it back and tune it to normal. bear wif it for the moment.

today. well. school was a breeze. passed so fast. but what was bad was we (e graduating classes), have to be present at the o level results. it was quite an enlightening experience for mi, oh well. at least it did not turn out to be a total waste of time.

people with 7-9 distinctions or 5 A1s and above get called to stage.

don't know why suddenly when they calling people. I suddenly feel that I WAN TO GO ON THE STAGE TOO NEXT YEAR. something, somehow, just tickled the fire in me. this is the first time i feel the motivation to actually study. after seein how mani percent distinctions in each subject, i start to feel that it's that easy, but if i dun do anything, it'll be soo wasteful. hope i can achieve my goal! ahh!!!!

ok as promised. i shall post about my new fone.

it's 2-3 days since i owned it. well, i lik the design. quite small n fits nicely in my pocket. USB connection wif comp was very ez n hassle free. though my software does not run properly (infact, it couldn't run at all -.-), i still manage to upload stuff thru the 512mb memory card. i actually feel that 512 is ALOT, it's enough to be a 2nd class-mp3 player. sound quality is good. it feels as good as my mp3 player. and while playin it without the earpieces, it sounds as good as the quality from my comp. wow. though the interface is very similair to my previous fone. i like it better. i feel as though my old fone upgraded. i found it easy to adapt n get used to it. thumbs up!

oh well......i shall end my post here.

new fone

2006-02-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday, means tommorow is thursday so friday is coming. wee! dis week past quite fast n so fast bleach come out liao. usually wed come out i think?

school today. ahh public speakin. dex tok about cyclin. i talk about "ASPECTS of a badminton racket ". den i talk from head to toe of a racket. from head shape to grip size. lol. i sae until quite chim i muz admit. lik explainin to the class what is the pros n cons of higher/lower tension, what contributes to the stiffness of a racket. lol. my talk was quite short...though...i got 7/10, which is 2nd highest in class so far, drawin wif sooo mani pple. lol.

hmmm. but wads nort good?? tmr first period Amaths. ahh.followed by a lineup of super boring lessons. gud? tell mi gud anot? nO GUD..n tmr gotta go home alone..sian. e rest got choir..so sian.

ok, about my new fone, it's sony w800i. i'll post more once i finish meddlin wif it..

lol..
damn sian so today mi n wz become wanderings in cck badminton hall again. dis time we din pay anithing. but still got free court to plae. e person never chase us away? why leh? maybe c us too often also lazy to chase liao. since chase liao we also go other empty court to play. den we saw 2 schs playin volleyball. lol. it's girls competition i think..lol..

so today we plae wif super lao ya shuttle! lol. the one i bought from australia. sibeh fast.

den later switch to normal de. feel so gud. feel lik suddenly all the shots so slow. maybe nxt time train wif fast shuttle. can increase speed?

today we goin on stunt spree. wz rmb both his stunt le. den today the niao shuttle i cannot even do stunt. n accuracy rate sibeh low liao. HAIX. kanasai. but once revert to normal shuttle den can do. both timin different ok. n shuttle fast i think lobbin timin also ABIT diff one..

song bo..lol. i got 29 days to beat jonathan. izzit possible?

YES! *psychoing myself*

today i dun feel lik doin my speed trainin. sian, so much hw. by the time i reach home later will be 9+. will i haf the time? or maybe i shld do a short while.

haha, if later i train one month of speed still cannot win. malu sia..

technique wise, also must brush up.

so what if i manage to win him? so wad if i lose? what to do?

i think if i win, probably, i shall set a higher aim, such as the coach son.

if i lose, i think i gif myself 2 more weeks to rechallenge him..i'll see the difference in score first.
if i lose, i hope to lose around the 10+ range...ahhh

though last few times was less than 5....., and max i ever got was 8. >_<

i set myself to beat wp in one month when the gap was quite big n i did..so i hope to do so dis time...round again...haix. but sim n wp, r very different leh.

haha ive been askin myself. will learnin jump smash be useful at my age n standard? probably...
nort. i guess.

will stunts benefit? .....NO i guess..
so end of the day...most important is stroke and speed.
we playin 1 set onli...so.....stamina nt reealli important.
power also important..which i lack..

workin on right now..
*line smashes
*precise lifting
*tight nets
*faster front back trust

ahaha..my list is damn hard to accomplish..

lol. anyway..
u dun haf to read the badminton part in my posts..
most i write for fun, for myself to read..lol

lol.

2006-02-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

school was quite ok today. slacky as usual. today got back two tests. SS diagnostic test n chem uncommon test. (seriously, dats wad it's called). both got quite ok marks. but of cox, didn't pwn or get pwned. 10/18 for ss and 27/40 for chem. actualli quite low compared to dex n wz hu got 29/40 each n glenn the pro dat got 1st/2nd in class wif 35/40. omg..wicked sick!

so besides that. form class was basically sleeping period. chem lab was quite nice. i almost burned my hand wif the concentrated acid. (wad wassit again? HCL?)...., then english not realli gud. quite boring. but the topic we were discussin was about evading NS. lol. n when we were sorta of lik mind maping. pple said " PON ". den mrs hoe interpret as "PORN" and wrote it on the board n almost wanted to scold us for usin vulgarity. den she realize it was lingo...>_< lol...

aside from tt, nth else. later went mac to eat. den i took bus home. ahh. moment i reach e stop bus come. tyco sia. den reach home 4+ liao. laze around abit. den went wif my father to BP n west mall to see phone. end up decided on w800i. sony de. but haven buy. haix, nid to sign up new plan. den damn ex sia. lol. up till now haven buy yet lah, but decided on liao. i think dis is the best fone i ever owned so far...haix

ok. well...

den i went to the playground to practice footwork. lol. nt realli practise, but to improve my speed. today i declare to sim im gonna challenge him in 1 months time, or 3 trainin sessions away!!! (0_o). i wonder if im doin the right thing. but im goin to chiong all the way till i beat sim! now wz is recoverin his form from (1.5 months no badminton + leg injury + blister on hand), and it's quite severe. we got owned ytd by lao ah pek 15-3. dat shows how much he deproved, considerin dat if he was in full form we wud haf owned them...so..>_<......, lol, wz...no hard feelings if i achieve ur goal for u hor..

lol. i onli did front bac trust 3 sets. 70 sit ups 5-6 chin ups. den quite tired liao. various of funny strectchin n excercises which r unorthodox n somehow lik i invent myself. i went on cyclin ard my neighbourhood....to cooldown den came back. omg. n it's 8:40 now..LOL.

i did almost nth today. lol...

so in conclusions? neighbours r horses becoz they neigh?

reply to dex post

2006-02-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

well. honestly. the clan is goin to break up again. reasons will be stated later in my post.

let me tell you the reason why. when we bonded together, it was because of dota. and now if you noticed, dota is once again, fading. at least mine share in the commiunity of dota is fading. true, i still think of lame stuff regardin dota, i still join in conversations. because that is very irresistable. if you're talkin anything about dota, i surely have something to say. glenn always sae i haf too much to sae and if i dun shut up izzit will die. well..

let me tell you right now i have no access to any dvd drive. my dad just brought it bac to his company, becoz i was borrowin it in the first place. the company nids it back. it's his company's, (though it indirectly belongs to him in dis case), im very skeptical about whether his company REALLi needs it back or izzit just because he wants to deter me from playing dota. i do sense some unhappiness about me playing dota this few days, from my dad...

so well. i didn't make a big fuss about it. after all it's DOTA, a com game, that ive played at least 200 games of. it's nothing new, nothing that im addicted to. at least even if i WAS, i probably got quite sick of it. playin it weekly felt great, i assure you. i still enjoy my weekly dota sessions wif the clan. but looks like it's quite difficult now. i have 2 trainings on sat n sun, which means my weekends r taken and i haf to hassle my dad to bring back the burner if i wan to plae. knowin my dad.......-.-, who is draggy and forgetful. i think it will be mission impossible to have the dvd burner back on a friday afternoon. looks lik ive been locked out of the gates of dota....

without dota, there will be less means of interaction. and im sure you know about wz's bike incident. ok, he does not wan me to post about his traumatic experience. but...with a bike wif broken tires, and wif such a bad history of cyclin, he has already decided not to cycle anymore. im also stoppin, since from the start my interest was limited. so it's up to u 4 (wp,wr,glenn,u) to decide whether u all wan to go cyclin. it will not be a clan-ly affair anymore, but probably in small groups lik all of u 4. and the most, wif jeremy..

afterall, u do not gain anything from cyclin. all the landmarks nearby have been covered. i know u all plan to cycle to changi (???). i know it's fun, i can compromise on that point. thats y i din criticise it much, i myself enjoy cyclin. but i think cyclin basically every free day is too insane. well, unless u realli wan to be PRO cyclist..

after the recent conflict wif wr. i probably wan to remain neutral towards him and wp. despite feelin very negative. probably u do nt sense it...but glenn, me n wz r rather annoyed by their attitude n way of doin things...let them do whatever they wan. basically, im just goin to be neutral towards them..

about ur bike incident, i was wif GLENN n wz when they "resucued" their bikes from Jurong Point. they left ur bike there becaus the car has no space. and since glenn was goin to rescue his urata in the first place, they also rescued wz's bike. leavin urs dere. wz saes his goin to collect it back for you, ONE DAY. i do not know if he mean it. and btw, why did wr and wp not lock their bike wif them? they went off? pang seh u all? ]

lol, the whole bike incident. it's a dramatic....n erhmmm....very shockin event. but too bad im nt supposed to sae..lol. keep readers in suspense...

lol..

ok dats all.

double action

2006-02-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm did i post ytd? guess not? abit tired to post ytd.

ytd mornin, woke up, finish up my amaths. den went stadium. den i join e sunday training. lol. advance grp. $60 per month...lol. quite ok. learn lots.

i learnt alot things. lik double action..>_<, actually quite brief onli, various tactics here n there. lol. n i realize how slow my back forward trust is. (movement from back to front). coach sae once reach 17 yr old den speed will stagnant....so...better chiong now or will regret...

den he sae. sincei sec 4 dis yr liao, gettin title or get into national squad quite difficult. UNLESS i hardworkin n train 5 times a week. seriously, im considering it. if it was a bit earlier, lik last yr hols, i will surely take up the challenge. but right now im way far from the people in the "advance" grp..haix.

they call mi " no 5" as im the 5th person in their training. aside from the 2 senoirs. which r i think above 17-18l...

got my malay fren
his left hander tall fren
another tall guy (right handed, wear specs)
coach son

and mi, makes it five..

im still noobiest.

if im not wrong.., coach son shld be strongest among all, (except e two seniors), ASIDE from the fact that...his only primary 6. omg.

lol, den we sae some1 by the name of gerald tay at the other side. they makin a big fuss about him. they sae he quite strong. so b4 goin home coach sae his about his own son standard. WAH, dat means quite pro. lol. n they sae his from kranji..-.-, iz that the gerald i play wif last time..??

drills were hard. cox the senior in the trainin throw damn fast n his head move the opposite direction he throwing, to confuse people. lol. n my leg blister quite alot...>_<, den each time i stretch damn painful lor..haix.

after dis trainin my perspective of badminton change alot. what is important n not in singles also change liao. omg, dat is how i feel when i get exposed to diff style of traini. lol

haha

2006-02-04T18:36:00.000+08:00

lol yesterday i din post. lazy to post. nth to post about.it's quite strange n "once in a blue moon" dat i feel lazy to post..

im goin back to paras. though people say that actually crap format easier to read. guess it has become the "trademark" of my blog.

today wz came back to training. cox mr foo allow him to come training without money since he has "money problems" (am i suppose to blog about dis anot actually?). ok. so. i went there around 12:15. then see wz face so despo to stroke. i think he never play for about plus minus one month. but still quite ok. i think his form got back liao..after awhile.

i won him today. but i feel very bad to win it actually. score was 15-7. but hmmm..against some1 wif an injured leg..? and 1 month never play badminton? maybe that 7 points was too much? i feel quite sad actuali. but well, it's just a game. n i think he expected to lose anyway.

huh? wad injured leg? i dunno wad happen.

today i do stunt until mr foo scold again. XD haix. he sae he dun stop us from doin such fancy stuff....., but i will "get it" if i use in competition? ooo. ok lah, i try to refrain, but become habit liao. now my backhand is almost non-existant becoz of my stunt, which is replacing it. haha, my peter gade trick shot is comin soon! serious, i almost can hit it liao. just nid some practice..!

then johnathan plae against mr foo's fren. adult. seem quite pro. but wz sae he dun lik him. got a big belly but move fast and stamina quite lousy. his strokes gd. backhand gd....everything basically lah. n owned johnathan 15-4...oh well..

i think over the last month the only thing i improve is my stunt n my nettin by abit.., still haven master the forecourt lift/slice. soo jian. but i dunno how to do yet. if i try i end up missin. dats the only stunt left..almost..well.

i list down all the stunts i know off so far

-right sweep
*almost mastered*
number of legal executed times:almost 50+
-hittin the shuttle at the side of your right thigh in backhand posture(back facing enemy) i think the level of contact varies from person to person.

between the leg sweep
*halfway*
number of legal executed times:1
number of contact but illegal:5-6+
-hittin the shuttle between your legs with your back facing your enemy. got 2 versions, one got jump, one no jump. i think if u jump u can achieve more distance and consistancy.

behind the back
*know nothing about*
number of legal executed times:ZERO
-used to catch smash wif your hand behind your back and racket sticking out from the other side of the body. give you xtra time to react to a smash. but damn damn bloody hard

between the leg (catch smash ver)
*nid abit luck bah*
number of legal executed times:2-3??
-puttin ur racket between your legs to catch a smash that is goin very downwards. i think it's much easier den behind the back...lol. still hard.

controlled right sweep (net play ver)
* ON THE WAY!!! *
number of legal executed times:1 (AHHH)
-when goin forward to net at backhand corner. intercept the shot by turnin body facing the left side of the court with your back facing the right side of the corner (horizontally), and hittin backwards (which sends the shuttle to the right side of your enemy court). serves as a crossnet. but extremely deceptive and interesting. and cool. peter gade did it on one match point. so cool!

left side net slice
* ON THE WAY! nid a mirale*
number of legal executed times:ZERO
-i dunno wad to call it. seriously. the motion starts from your thigh, swinging the racket upwards (like kaidoh's snake), but slicing it in the process. follow-through looks like a lift (almost), from your opponent's perspective, it will very look like a lift. sliced shuttle will go horizontally left to the other side of your enemies' court. lol. i got caught by it mani time. know how to execute it.( theory ), but i still carn do it in pracitical play ..

miss-hit
*ahhh quite familair *
number of executed times:10+
-not exactly a stunt. but it involves missing a overhead shot and immediately swinining underhand to hit it across the net. not exactly stunning, and quite easy to execute. most pple can do it the first time pple ask them to..

double action
*nt sure..*
number of executed times:???
-swining the racket twice very swiftly at the front of the net, confuses the enemy. lol, i think the fat coach does this..

ok, this is all i can think at the moment.

i just watched an instruction video on backhand. wow, the demostrating players r soo pro. their backhand is like arr....

next one downloadin is nettin.

now my right sweep stunt is quite usable liao. considered know how liao. im gonna aim for more techniques. now i wanna improve err..backhand drop. forehand reverse slice........n my smash.

my play almost has no smash. though i know how. i think my smash is too slow. no power, and sometimes i onli use for finishing move...haix. so im considered defensive player..?pple lob high ball, i either lob or drop. i never get the intention of smashing lol.

ok lah. quite long post...haha, quite hyped up now.
dun worry if cannot understand, u're not supposed to anyway.

#_#

2006-02-02T20:13:00.000+08:00

wtf. wad a lame day at school today

sorrie first word alreadi scold....
bac to dis style again
well..
amaths quite ok today
differentiation of log i totally dunno..
muz be cox i nvr bring specs carn c anything
glyncen fone kenna confiscated sia..
lol..evil..

i juz realize..amaths book almost finishin liao.
lol. left integration onli, after differentiation.
probably march dere vlee will finish liao..
lol..damn fun..
today recess saw sec 3 starin at amaths book
lik so hard lidat
den glenn dey all approach
act pro
den iz just one super ez question dey dunno..
ya lah, glenn n dex pro..

lol. den today physics killed my braincells..
lol....time prac. so HARD..
wad boboscope..wtf...
n mr chiam sing song so kute...
lol..but quite lame..
got remedial...
den came bac damn late

plae 1 game dota..
den went swim
lol swim halfway rain..
damn...den come bac freezing..
lol..

tmr sch..nt bad bah
slackest day
got PE!
yay! run 2.4
SHIOK! i love runnin 2.4
run liao comfortable!

den geog physics n 1 more..
carn rmb..
but gud leh tmr.
den weekend..
sat badminton, sun clear hw
dis weekend damn lot amaths hw..
sian lor..

dats all..lol...

zZZzz

2006-02-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

recently i haf problems thinkin of post title...n wad to post abt.
maybe if u wan mi to type about something, u can leave it at the tagboard and about 70% of the time i will type one post dedicated about it. dat sounds lame, but sometimes i feel lik typin but nth to type..

percentages may vary..so..

just now in the afternoon i played dota. well one game, but it lasted like 1 hr ten minutes? again wif tj on the opponent team. always mani games i plae like this always end up 2v2 where tj's ally is strong while my ally is weak. n i and the strong ally r always tryin to outpush each other. ytd n today's game, alot resemblence. but lazy to post. lol, right now trainin akasha till nt bad liao. manage to get score lik 14-4 or 14-5 in pubby. means not bad liao lah. im movin on to necrolyte and luna soon.

i just went swimmin. swam 20 laps again. feel refreshed, but dunno y always headache when come out. something wrong wif mi. ahh dex, i dun think i wanna travel lik so far to use ur house swimmin pool when i haf one onli walkin distance away..

im goin to sleep after typin dis. tmr will be dis week's main ordeal. amaths first lesson, lucky we din haf amaths today, if not die cox mani of us haven finish the worksheet. soo..

N...i DID duty today, i swept the floor! feel proud of mi bah! n dex u gort c how much rubbish i sweep lor...more than enuff to fill the rubbish bin..

lol...tmr rest gort choir, means lonely afternoon for mi bah. i guess....tmr got physics remedial for failures so...shld be 4-5 den reach home. which means less time which means friday comes faster...

w00t lor..just hope tomorow pass clean and nicely...

long & tiring day

2006-02-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

to all readers of my blog, pls tag more. somehow, i will feel more motivated n hyped up to post when i c got pple tag. for some reason. it keeps me going, and my blog working.

today sch wasn't long at all, but it felt super long. we had chem test. which did not turn out as bad as expected. "quite easy" as quoted from glenn. i tot it was easier den expected and i estimate a borderline score. (mite fail, i dun know)

the other lessons, like chinese geog physics and lit were quite relaxing. just hear cher tok tok onli mah.got bac my geog. quite happy to at least get double digit of 10/35! got alot pple single digit leh and only 3 pple in our class passed. eng yian, jeremy n lionel

tmr is amaths. lol. nth realli bad happened today. maybe it will happen tmr.

aye. dun feel lik postin liao. since tired. bye

LOLz

2006-01-31T20:06:00.000+08:00

ahhh, 2 more hours to sleeping time. Or maybe less. I think i wanna move my sleeping time 1 hour ahead to see if i can grow taller. Maybe dats the problem.

Oh well. Oh well. Played lots of Dota this afternoon/evening. i totally neglected amaths. tmr's sch is goin to be quite ok. quite slack i guess. but im quite scared dat got chemistry test because i know nuts about organic chem and it's like so chim. i dun understand alot of things..hope tmr go sch pple can teach mi..oh.well, i think out of the 10 questions maybe later i do about 7-8 den the rest go school then do.

today was a very hot day. den around 4-5 wp and glenn came to my house. to bai nian. lol. dey got ang pow (which i duno how much my parents gif them), oh well...they said they just cycle to north point. hmmm, n im sittin in front of my com and im not sweatin much less den them. amazing right? i din wear shirt the whole dae till evening, den i was hanging a tower around mi, den wp kip saein im tryin to be super hero. anyway it's nth strange nt to wear shirt at home....but i keep a tower on me for convinience cox i bathe lik 6-7 times today liao. or rather, i go into the shower, on the tap. den come out. wtf. i feel much cooler but after 1 hr, i feel that darn sweaty feelin again.

i dunno y but havin butterflies in stomach about tmr. duno y. izzit the usual feelin i get..when goin bac to sch after quite a long holiday..? or wad izzit? my gut feelin tell mi something bad is goin to happen.....

time will tell.

-.-||

2006-01-31T12:37:00.000+08:00

actually don't have much to talk about. just feel quite sad n happy. mixed feelings. lol. cox tmr have to go back to school liao. wah sian. then still got amaths assignment 3.6 (10 qns) haven do, physics hw haven do. i intend to do lah. today of coz, but dunno when. but of course, im quite happy that next week consist of 3 days only. and BANG! we will be at the doorstep of the weekend again. and dis week has the slackest friday of all. (also the slackest day), so just 1-2 days and we're off to the holiday mood again.but somehow i feel guilty living my life for weekends..but duh, everybody also lidat mah?

my house still has quite alot of food/drinks left. lol.

just now i achieved holy shit on queen of pain. (aka qop), u know y im refraining from typing it as qop. cox. at one glance, pple will see wrongly. so....i refer it as.....queen bah. ok. actually this is the first time im like using her with more concentration. i feel that shadow strike, blink, wave blink again is very powerful. i always like blinkers as blink gives a hero more edge, in escaping, in being the aggresor.., and queen has also the scream, which allows her to creep damn fast. of cox, glenn was still richer, i dunno how he did it...the thing about wave is that when you 2v2 heros. with an ally, they always think they can fight u. then when u wave halfway in the battle, they realize both of them r at red health liao. i dunno y but though sonic wave's dmg do not seem to be very high (if u factor in magic resist etc..), but it can be realli painful. issit just me, but you accidently get alot kills wif queen....0_o..

skadi is a gd item, actualli i think i wud be better on her den guinsoo. though guinsoo allows queen to be a more team based player, i think skadi allows her to be more of a ganking hero or make her a hero to be feared. when u blink into a crowd, pple scatter. or when ur team is attacking, blink in. be the initiater..lol. queen iz realli powerful wor.

lol.....so wad did i do ytd. i went cck stadium...

den manage to play....

lol....nth else..

come bac....watch movie..den sleep..

lol dats all. sian lor

end

2006-01-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

CNY has come to an end. no more pple coming to my house liao! yay! feel so ubber happi! lol.

CNY is nt realli fun. lik over the years it lost it's atmosphere. i dun haf mani cousins. some r either too small, n some too big liao. 2 of my older cousins (im 3rd oldest in my whole dad's side), one is NS and one is 17/18 around dere. one guy n one girl respectively. they come do nth, cept watch tv, slack ard. do nth, sleep. lik veri sian lidat. i also dun bother to go n entertain them. i still sec sch, lik quite gort a gap. maybe nt much in age....but in generation? they seem lik adult liao.

den after mi it's my 2nd brother. den one guy amd girl again. i think primary 5 and 6 respectively. they r too young for mi to mix wif..they go plae gamecube/ps2 winnin eleven wif my 2 brothers. then the rest of my cousins r toddlers or 3/4 yrs old..

w-t-f. i dun haf any cousins to plae wif. im lik in the middle lor. so sian. CNY become meaningless....aunts n uncles all seem so distant n mi bein introvert dun feel lik goin to socialise wif them. afterall, they r aunts n uncles. so i shld keep my distance n juz stay put wif my com in my room....bleh. pple get the misconception dat i use com the whole dae..

probably yes/no to that. i do not use it 24/7. it is on 24/7 though. i haf mani other activities, i do patronize the other areas in my house....but well, i dun lik walking around when there's so mani pple in here. i feel lik some alien object that pple dun recognize movin ard.

tmr is the last day. theres goes the 4 day break i was lookin forward so much too. tonite im goin to watch i nt stupid too wif my family. w00t, at least i think im gonna haf a great time. dis time wif popcorn n drinks..yay!

now my parents n my brotherss (well it's my family without me) went out to visit again. i didn't go. pang seh! lol. i feel so reluctent to go out. but ironicaly, i feel so sian at home. im lazy, but dun wan to do anything. i feel lik there's no time. but i dun wan to do anything about it...either..., i think that fits the description of someone feelin restless..

bleh. remember i lost my fone? im goin to get a new phone soon. budget shld be around 400-500 or somewhere around there. maybe more, maybe less. i dun realli care. but i just wan one wif decent camera/video capabilities, easy to navigate interface...., built in mp3 player, ability to connect to computer via usb cable and hopefully a QWERTY keyboard. any model to reccomend. of coz, its nt goin to be a 3G fone.

ang pow collection nt very ideal. so far ONLY 300+. omg. thats lik 100 plus less than normal????

i feel damn sian now lor. maybe i shld head to stadium. c indian playin..lol. feels so lame.

lol so fast

2006-01-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

dunno y but i feel lik the four daes holiday r passin damn fast. today iz the 3rd dae liao. lo..sad. wed nid to return to sch..

anyway ytd nite something veri stupid happend. i was playing dota inhouse game wif proto fei ben, xy, wr, tj, dex and myself...and suddenly my dad came up. den he lik went crazy le. u know dota heros got sound de. lik dragon knight will sae " what is ur wish ", " for lodaeron " or something. he came up chantin those hero sound. i think he got sae some lich ones....and other heros den i was wondering " how come he know??? "...

n his face was damn pale. his hands were shakin...., den i notice his hand all standin up. as in u know those hand de hair. i duno what happen n tot he goin to ka jiao mi..den he sae got somethin behind mi. i was lik wtf....den he look so possessed. lik gone crazy le. and pls, dis ish appenin to my FATHER. and i dun think his actin. though its hard to believe.

so i dragged on the game. abit more. den he was standin there. lookin at mi wif possessed eyes. i dunno wad happen to him. so no choice ALT QQ n go down wif him. den when we entered my parents room, he started to gradually revert to normal. at first his voice lik corse corse de. i dunno whether actin anot..but damn weird..

n guess wad he sae. he was sleepin den had a dream of mi goin thru spiritual torture upstairs. so he went up. and he saw spirits hoverin above mi. WTF. hard to believe. but it's my father. all this years i know he dun pull pranks, dun crack jokes.....lik this. but it's still hard to believe. it's either it was the truth or he sufferin from some disease. OMG. i felt so traumanised..

he sae " devils r comin to get u ". wtf...

few months back he said he had a dream of mi n my frens bein dragged into saturn's pit of fire..OMG..

eh, if you're readin this. this post wasn't meant to entertain u. it's the REAL thing. im still quite lost about whats happenin. there's a weird spirtual aura on my house's 3rd storey. aunt claims she sees goes. ive seen things too. my dad feels the aura too. my youngest brother cries whenever he enteres my room...what is THIS? is my room really HAUNTED..?

2006-01-29T14:04:00.000+08:00

Im bored. Been playing dota the whole day till now, which is 2pm. It's sunday and im totally bored. of course, it doesn't feel lik any other sunday....feels so chinese new year. and my house, again is totally crowded. at least what i lik about the new yr is that the whole house got aircon and anything u wanna eat, gort food. wanna drink? got loads of drink. lol. lol, and i reached around $200 in my ang pow collection liao.

One thing i realized....about dota. (since ive been playin continously) is that whenver u plae a particular hero, nt onli ur skill in dat hero and luck matters, u wud haf to consider ur enemy hero. for example, if your enemy team consist of drows, shadow fiends, pugna and all these skinny heros, TINY wud obviously own them easily. but against a team wif only half spellcasting/agil/skinny heros, tiny wud find it harder to dominate. and worst, in a game filled with tankers, strenght based heros...tiny will find it hard to kill. that is just one example. certain heros have adv over others...and i think this is something really overlooked in dota..

Sometimes i think Tiny's Avalance + Toss can be really gay. It can kill skinnier heros just with these 2 nukes. if u toss the hero itself, it's a guranteed kill. if not, against moderate life heros..., it will still be very pain....to some extent, if ur enemy all pick agil heros, i think TINY is realli broken. probably a hero to use for counter purposes? esp if enemy places a KOTL and lion in their lineup. (which can be realli possible since both of them r actualli very usable), and dun forget queen of pain. but i think every team shld at least haf 1 or 2 heavy tankers..

i have not thought about other situational heros. but tiny is just one good example. antimage when enemy mass spellcasters? dat may be a gud idea, but actualli i think AM mite nt be dat "anti-mage"..lol. i think he still falls prey to spellcasting heros at early game. nt realli a reliable "anti-mage".....maybe medusa shld be subbed in if enemy has mani heros that rely on fast attack speed. lik razor, troll, lina(?) clinz.., but that is nt exactly a big advantage, just a counter.

glenn once mentioned about Song of Sirening away Omniknight's guardian angel. in theory, it sounds like a very effective counter.....but whether it will work anot. it's another story...

at least 2 out of 5 of the heros will be skinny. that will be a trend. im sure tiny can kill KOTL easily.....and not to mention tiny is quite fat and a tanking spellcaster.....wow pain. now im realli convinced that tiny is realli jian.

well, i think skinny heros fall prey to mani things. they make the job of techies much easier. as in lesser mines, lesser remotes,easier suicide etc. but do these skinny heros get a fair compensation for the skinniest they suffer from? well im sure they do (since all heros r balanced?).........but who finds it hell easier to fight a team of skinny idiots...seriously..

lol i end my post here. all crap stuff anyway. bye

chinese new year

2006-01-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

lol, CNY is here. feel damn slack, celebrated reunion dinner with my comp, with all the noise shut out of my room. lol. house was realli crowded. din even feel lik steppin out. but well, i went down to take drinks and etc...., as usual ba qua tasted gud.

lol..so...well tmr is first day of CNY....(actually it's today), tmr i nid to go my grandma house. but i told my parents im goin dere to SHOW my face onli n den go off liao. so i wun be stayin for long. anyway i dun think i can think of anything to do there. except drink n eat tidbits. n collect ang pow. izzit just me or collecting ang pows r realli a chore.

sometimes i realli feel like saying " ur ang pow how much? less than 6 dollar i dun wan to gong xi gong xi u liao " i know it's kinda bad, but this is wad i realli think..

and of course those 20 dollar n more ang pow i will great sincerely. cox afterall money rules this world. currently got 50 bucks liao. and only collect from one person. lots to come tmr. i think 2nd dae i dun wan go out liao. sian man. if i go out even if can collect 20-30 dollar (usually 2nd dae visit the relative ang pow money damn little one), or maybe slightly more, i also dun wan lor. it's almost lik work for money. if sch can sell one holiday for 20 dollar i may buy also lor. so..well...afterall....rest is more valuable. time is priceless!

well...well..well..well..well...

so today. mr foo sms my mom sae trainin supposed to be at 10. but then actualli i go dere for small kids one. my brotherss trainin session. so mr foo tell mi 2 wait till 1 where e adults play. so end up, i help mr foo. be umpire, throw shuttle all these. this kinda thing. so sian one lor....., i tell u nt ez! esp those kids so childish, playful n dun listen to u. they go take new shuttle squeeze squeeze squeeze lik very fun lidat.......den i see liao heart pain lor..kaoz.

den got mini tournament n my brother won a grip tape. lol. but win also expected, he oldest among them mah.

so after that. i sat dere chat wif mr foo awhile........lol den he got one assitant coach there also. takin the other court. that mins im the assitant the assitant. haix. den he sae when i get better den i can help him coach den can earn money. lol. wah so good ar. lol. when i become better first den sae lah..but i think to coach this small kids u no nid to be dat pro leh.

so after that his fren msg him n sae he cannot make it. so end up, he sae gif mi ang pow, which is a "badminton court". lol. 1-3. den every1 so nt free. so call wei yang and another boy from clementi to plae wif mi. but i stroke wif mr foo for awhile. lik 30 min. den he let me try all his racket! wah. got 27 pound tension de! n all aerotec. lol..

den the strokin damn fun lor. first time i do stunt he nvr scold mi...y? cox i manage to get it across the net and continue e rally. lol. damn, that strokin so song lor..dunno y..

after dat plae le...go home. play dota. play super smash bros on gamecube wif my brotherss and cousins. den go down eat ba qua again. den come up play dota again.

lol. den dats the end of mytoday.....

finally

2006-01-27T18:26:00.000+08:00

finally school passed lik a snail today. it lagged realli badly, especially lessons. for some reason, though today was only 3 periods and one celebration long, it sure felt super duper long. i still have not identified the reason. but well, at least one was free period. one was a serious lesson and the 2nd was a semi serious filled with various jokes and laughter..lol. obviously...the 2nd lesson is.....EMATHs..chiam chiam!

first period was a bore! realli. i had CNY mood switched on and cudn't concentrate on anything. as a result, i din understand anything at all. bleh. die liao lor. nvm. 2nd period, chiam. he kept farting in class. godly lor. i mean his control. not the smell. but i din smell anything, coz i wasn't his target. lol. 3rd period MT. but shen went away to settle somethings. so me joel and glenn worked on mx's ang pow paper (stacks of them!), and made some decoration. now it looks like a VINE of ang pow (u know lik in jungles) {my description suxs btw..}, and we have two long ones hanging across the top of our ceiling! woot! now thats cool, and chio!....and vlee said our class was dumb. cox nxt week gonna take them down liao! den still put. but at least his human enuff to say it's nice. woot! i felt sense of satisfaction..anyway i just folded and helped to cut/staple becoz i din feel lik doin any hw given...

then was celebration. a very sad one. all of the performance was either boring or lame. boring ones r lik the CO performance, lion dance and the digital media club thing. realli boring. ok, boring coz it doesn't concern me and the CO performance is lik so short. and the conductor looks REALLI retard. jeremy was desperately searchin for eng yian but to no avail! i bet eng yian looks damn smart in that farni lookin cosplay outfit.(sarcasm?) ok, no offence though.

i think the best was marvels' wu shu performance. though it is short, it was the one which i kept my eyes open throughout the entire time....seriously. i lik his movements! the lion dance was lame. so lame till i dun wan to tok about it. lower sec gort detained becoz they threw oranges! wtf lor...so old liao still throw orange throw sweet. waste our time somemore..wan throw things join short put lah

so finally came home. then prepared 2 go cck hall. so i ask my maid make curry chicken n put in tupperware n go. so i took my bike there. n when i reached there (2;30), i found my curry chicken to be realli messed up. spilled over the place. but nevertheless, i still manage to salvage whatever that is left..whew.

so i played badminton wif eugene dey all. WZ and the rest were supposed to come, but they bACK OUT last nite. but i promise liao, so i goin lor...., nt mian qiang but, i just didn't feel lik cyclin today..

i think ytd i suxed up all my bad luck liao. today had lots of good luck. i count the number of stunt i did that cross the net! i was surprised......34 stunts that cross the net in a short period of 3 hours!...wah...lol. thats a great improvement!, of cause sometimes i miss it totally but now it's alot lesser liao. just luck? i dunno...and yeah, there's training again tmr.

the first two hours i was playing with eugene n his friends. hmmmm. they improved. i can sae that onli. but still rather nt that gud yet. ok-ok. but i was taken aback cox they haf quite alot improvement (am i contradicting myself). so we played doubles. i change teammates mani times n played mani games. i think i won all? or did i lose any?

anyway at first i tot i was damn off form, but since my stunt keep acurating..i felt more confident in executing it....and keep doin till i manage to repeatly do it. i think max was 3 continous one in one rally, but i lost it though!

after that when court time over. there was two other guys, who seem quite pro in their body lanquage came to take over our court. so i suggest to them play doubles. so b4 makin dat decision..i was thinkin " to take eugene or kerk (eugene fren?) ". so i decided 2 take eugene.

we won. at first we were losing 0-3. then 3-5. then finally dunno what happen, we immediatrely zoom up to 13-5. woo. i think cox i was concentratin more. the enemy, one of them wif he orange racket grip, had quite an above avg smash, n i was surprised eugene cud deflect them quite neatly. so usually they wud lift back. n when they throw high ball at mi, normally we win the point from there. i dunno why but they sux so much at netting...that they carn take my slice drops properly and end up net wrongly or give chance ball. if not it was becoz of tyco smashing...that was soo straight but did not go out. lol. they managed to give us a tough fight, reversal of game to 14-11. (we 14), somehow that match pnt seemed to hard to win. i for once tot " maybe we cud lose? ", but somehow, dat last pnt didn't seem too hard to win. i think i exploited their nettin weakness n won that pnt. we won! lol.

well quite a gd game. den after that stroke wif other pple awhile den go off liao. gort one father and big son beside us that r quite friendly n call mi stroke wif them. n later i tok to them n found that they have been seein mi play since last yr liao! omg! lol

haha anyway today nrt a bad day. tmr chinese new year eve liao. lol. ang pow time! i type until finger abit tired liao (quite rare u noe)...so im gonna stop here!

suay

2006-01-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

let me tell you guys something first. i realli realli do not want to post today. but since ive been religiously posting everydae, i felt guilt in stopping my rountine. lol. anyway today was quite a bad day and i realli dun wan to tok about it. typin makes mi feel mad, sad n abit sian diao.

so here it is. physics. 12/40, i din realli feel sad. just lik "ah-uh expected". then we were supposed to go for remedial, which was today afternoon. it was only told to us....lik 2 hours b4 the actual thing. what short notice! and bleh...luckily it was cancelled!

then during homework period, vlee came into the class. he saw some pple who changed seats. (actually i was guilty of it), but i was simply lookin at glenn's rough book, just happen at that time. so i immediately went back. he began his rant on the classroom untidyness. the rubbish....the table. the fact dat we did not bother to make new noticeboard. basically he screamed about every single thing. n mainly becoz we changed seats.

more and more matters caught fire in his wrath. including my hair. yeah i know it's long, unkempted and my fringe is almost at my eyes liao. i know i know! and ive been like evading tiger all this while. he saw, but he didn't tell me to cut. so vlee told me to cut, i was supposed to show him today. but i manage to drag it to tommorow. oh shit im gonna die. i told myself.

so i went home, took taxi. immediately took my jagged scissors and start snippin of my fringe. ok, now it's uneven, but quite ok. it's not long anymore!. so i went continue working on the sideburn, thinning it. i din really bother touching the top and back cox it's short already. one advantage of cuttin ur own hair is u can cut wherever u wan. but the major con is that accidents do happen, and u do not have professional control...

u must have tot an accident did happen. but guess u're wrong!. nth realli did happen. but i still think my hair is gonna be scolded by vlee agian tmr. it's short, well, in my opinion. but if u take note of how short vlee's hair is......., i hope he doesn't use that as a typical standard. if not i'll die!
i dun mind not havin long hair, but i just don't lik super short hair.

ok, i think my post make mi seem so sissy rantin about hair....

and another thing is that vlee saes " im gonna to ruin ur CNY celebration tmr " , by makin us clean things....tmr in the classroom. aww that sarks lor. hope nt too long..

i feel so sian now. tmr gort to go sch wif guai lan hair again. den vlee gonna sae it's too long n call mi go recut and show him after sch. haix. i hope he just forgets about it, or accepts it tmr....thats wad i pray for. and tmr....there's still lessons. there's still cny celebration.....

and cny is coming..but i feel pressurized..and stressed for no reason...., only if i did not bother about my hair...., but thats just like.....i carn help it..

bleh. i just feel so shitty dat why aren't i born wif such good looks lik my 2nd brother. i mean, as in. his looks, though his small. but his lik versatile n can fit any type of hairstyle..., why am i not him and why am i mi..? dis is somethin i find hard to accept..>_<, though sometimes when i think of other things i wud prefer to be myself. sometimes i just carn help it to envy other pple...haix.., n my 2nd bro is gud lookin.....well pple sae my 3rd n 4th bro and mi look nort much different..

i guess my mood is so fucked up today. i dunno why but i just carn even concentrate on playin dota. which i planned to spent the whole afternoon doin. i only played one game which i left. ( nt becoz i was gettin owned), but had no concentration.

but overall, the problem seemed to small. but it ruined my mood. somehow, and im not even sure why...im sooo not looking forward to goin sch tmr. but the end of tmr's sch...yeah im definitely lookin forward to it..

gues im just gonna spent my time playin one more game of dota and maybe watching some tv den hopefully i can get to sleep in peace. n pray nth happens tmr.

SIAN AR

contagious lameness

2006-01-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

i din notice dat my day pass so fast today. now it's close to 10:40 but i feel as though it is still 8. though i am starting to feel tired...lol.

anyway i feel as though i totally forgot the existance of sch tommorow. first lesson AMATHS. i dunno, lah, now just rmb liao. den feel damn sian dia0. lol....sch feel stressless nowadays, i dunno y. a good sign? maybe nt? cox dis few weeks have been slacky...

the reason for me to go school and be able to pull through tmr is the rewarding weekend and chinese new year.

seriously it's just like cycling. when u endure, put in all your strenght to go uphill. there's always downhill coming soon. unless if you're on a mountain, but ur gonna come down one day.

the weekdays, you are cycling uphill....strugglin, painfully, to reach the top. by wed, u r already in the middle, reaching. u feel better. by friday, almost the top.

but something different, weekends r as relaxing, comfortable and shuang as downhills...u feel as if suffering thru the uphill was worth it. especially that is what i experienced today.

the greater your pain, the greater the relief...., and relief usually is quite shuang..

i still think worryin is quite a complicated type of pain and agony. seriously i dun lik to worry ,but who likes. " a day of worry is more painful den a week of hardwork ". i find that very true...i think i typed this b4, but i wud just like to stress again another time.." the relief of a worry, is ten times the amount of hardwork u stressed due to the worry ". though the 2nd one is my quote. dat mins it's copyrighted. (nah im being lame), i hope it made some sense though.

anyway today something lame happen......., it was about a weird joke wz played on mi. the actual story is quite lame n childish, but i do nt wish to post it here. how the whole thing came about is another amazing things....pple just wanna disturb mi. haha.,.-.-. n dex, if u said i was happi? maybe u were onli less than a quarter right. but u weren't exactly wrong. i was more of "wtf" and i was very interested on why wz come into mac for no reason n sae dis kinda stuff. im more interest in the motievs of wz..n wad he has to gain from disturbing mi....., and well......., looks like..i carn decipher much wif the amount of info i haf now. he his lik guai lan mi for no reason....den i think wz is now as lame as dex..

anyway speakin of lameness. something lame c8-ed today..

" y dun come mondai on monday. wednesday become wednesdai liao ".
by dex...

LAME right? ok dis is nt flamin, but it gort abit of creavity inside.....-.- good effort, try harder. haha

but im guilty of being lame too! seriously. today i went around asking people 4 riddles, about names of people in our class. i shall present it here. so u all can be infected as lameness is contagious!

1) whose turn izzit?
2) dexter sister shld be call what?
3) what is rui he sister name?
4) who is the most jian guy in our class.

ok..well ans r

1) whose turn? johnathan!!! ( just read it out, it'll sound right ). LAME right?
2) dextress! ( lik actor n actress, dexter n dextress!)
3) rui he is a boy, his sister shld be called rui she (made sense?)
4) jian hui lah...(jian mah..-.-)

as u can see, somehow i have become lamer day by day.

wr claims his goin to be lame tmr in sch. lets see. (literally LAME).

ahh, and seriously there aren't any aches on my thigh and back anymore...

Mandai Zoo

2006-01-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

Today visited Mandai Zoo. realli a gud experience. well, very different experience. cox normally people take bus/car/sch bus go to mandai zoo, but we went on 2 wheels! on our bikes! wow....so fun. abit of sarcasm in dat statement. it was a journey with fun, laughter, mixed with pain and bitterness. seriously, let me tell you why.

immediately after we got home from sch, mi n wr met at e playground outside my house. so we cycled all the way to glenn's house to meet glenn and wp. on the way i was tryin to guai lan so i suggest making a big turn towards the school....and then detour to BP. lol. dat was quite stupid, but quite farni. we pass the bus stop n people who recognize " oi " at us. feel quite diao and farni lol. seriously.

if you're from BP and u're walking to lot 1 one day, you might see us cox i predict that on days where we haf limited time we wud probably be cyclin around dat area! lol....dats one gud reason to walk! jk jk.

so finally, after enduring the LARGE uphill section from BP to jelapang, it totally burned my thighs (im nt that weak period, but read on..)..., we fianlly reached glenn;'s house. with wp n glenn waitin outside his house, and they wanna immediately CONTINUE the journey. then mi n wr were like..." ahhh we nid a break ", but well, we continued.

next we went to BP plaza to meet dex. who went to repair his specs? then wz and jeremy was with him. they're joining him. lol. n dex recruited jeremy into clan lego known as lego.gluttinousrice, (aka jia lor me, jeremy lol!). so we decided to cycle to mandai zoo!

we took the way via stagmont ring. behind my house dere. on to woodlands area. the journey was memorable, and quite difficult for a n00b for me. at that time, my legs couldn't take it liao. n guess what? onli half the journey, i realized my tires had no air and i needed ALOT of xtra effort to cycle my bike. that hurts. realli. i was laggin real bad. and thanks to wz for keepin mi company for being sweeper.

so there was lots of UPHILL all the way to the mandai zoo. my legs almost gaf up halfway up a hill but i perservered and managed to reach the top. thanks 2 glenn n wz for volunteering to change bikes for awhile wif mi.

so after like 45 minutes, we finally reached our destination. the REAL, unVIRTUAL thing, the mandai zoo!. we parked our bikes dere n went into KFC to eat. (yeah the zoo's KFC). they bought meals to eat but i just bought the biggest pepsi i cud see. WOOTS! that felt so shuang.
we chat a lil, den we prepared to embark on the tedious journey home..

well, it was ALOT better than the journey there..

so we headed back. lots of uphill at the coming so means lots of downhill back...WOOT. lemme tell u finally i felt that climbing the uphills is worth it. cox the downhill is just too shuang! but my chain became lose and made alot farni sounds.....

but it didn't stop me from continuing. FINALLY we reached a petrol stand n found a bike pump there. seriously, i din noe who's idea it was. but it saved my arse! thankS!. pumping air is FOC too. woot! so we all got our bikes pumped up! (literally and figuratively!), stocked up on some water and proceeded home. the journey home took us less than the journey to the zoo. haha. and it was enjoyable!!

my wheels suddenly feel so good, pedals feel so light and i feel as though i have been reincarnated....

anyway here r the highlights. and difficult journeys

Difficult areas of the "course"

BUMP paradise
A 20-30 metre long stretch of SUPER bumping road. with tiles on the road all messed up, and all displaced from the ground. it felt as though an earthquake had occured there. it was impossible to drive straight!! seriously, and all of us where like "uh-oh uh oh...ahhh" all the way....bumps r good,. but not twhen they r continousy. some really hurt bad, even with my suspension, i pity wr n dex. damn trees! erosion oso no nid so kua zhang right..learn to control ur roots man!

The leg breaker
It seemed not really difficult, but climbing hills three continously times is nt as ez as u think. esp to amateur cyclist like us. and wif a bike without AIR, it's SUPER hard. i think it was ten times more beneficial than goin to the gym....esp the amount of strenght n endurance i had to put in....
it was almost all the way UPHILL to the zoo!

Puddle of SHIT
There was lik oil/greese on the floor, or whatever shit brown stuff. strechted over 2 metres. wz n the other went on the outside road..so they din suffer from it. but when i passed it, the rapid motion of the wheels cause these SHIT to splatter all over. it wasn't really torturing, but it felt dirty n disgusting. i had some splattered all over my shirt. YIKES!

Lol basically thats all. i think cycling on the double yellow line on the road is quite fun. seriously. i love cycling man! well, maybe i exaggerated it. on the journey dere i was lik kinda regretting. this is the first mission i haf completed. nxt time to woodlands? jurong point? buikit timah! im goin to join in! woots

insane

2006-01-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

i called glenn at 9:05, wei zhong at 9 plus too. and guess what? both of them are asleep! wow! and dex is not on MSN, so either his doin some secret studyin....or almost off the bed liao. omfg! y r pple sleeping so early???

i juz read 2 weeks' copy of digital life. lol, 2 copys r quite long to finish, but i just brieftly read thru both, which took mi 20 minutes in total. LOL. seriously, i think dats quite fast.

the rest r coming on CNY. to eat my CNY food!! ahhh....i dun mind, but pls dun come on every day. haha. n most pple shld be welcome, (if they wan to come)...but tell me first. N.......if my hse gort other pple ( like relatives n such ), gif them respect........, we gif them the downstairs, we take the upstairs. kay? anybody wan to gamble??

aww..glenn din hold BD party dis yr. sad leh. nxt bd up is mine liao. april loh. wait long long lah. hmmm actually quite fast, considering dat jan is almost over liao. lol. 2 more months +++ more. hmmm, i should be throwing a party. every yr also lidat, since small dat time....lol.

dunno why our class pple start to have a trend of reading manga. n worst dey reading those old old manga such as chobits. lol. pls lor, dat one i think i sec 1/sec2 dat time watch liao lor. all the guys read first few pages then sae pervertic. haix loh. immature lah. dis kind of thing pervertic den hentai is wad..? lol. hmmm actualli it is quite pervertic.....but it's normal lah, alot manga/anime haf this kinda thing. it's a matter of getting USED to it only.

ahhhhh, POT (prince of tennis), is another one MX lik to read. sayin POT moves in chinese just sounds weird.....? well. i heard pple sayin HXH's art is quite bad, i first saw a copy of HXH manga and found out it does sux. seriously lol.

haha. is that SOO nice reading manga? i think watching anime is tenfolds better. except the fact that normally the anime is quite downgraded from the manga ( due to the studio's additions and subractions from the original stuff ). {though in bleach, i think they kept it neat and nice..., with even exact quotes and conversations!! gud! but i see it going downhill if the fillers don''t get anybetter}. usually, manga storylines r better. they start of usually the same, maintaining close relationship, then the anime dives into some unknown plot. (with several censors, cuts here and there). and fillers r a usual suicidal move for animes. well i dun read much manga. cox my chinese suxs real bad.....i think if i realli go n read manga it wud probably be eng translated over the net...or jap ones from kino......but kino is TOOOOO far...

ytd i watched 2 new series i DLED. Idaten Jump and Lemon Angel Project. Well, no pics yet (hopefully to be updated ). but well Idaten Jump sucks like hell. it's a show about biking. yeah we all love cyclin so i tot i might gif it a try. guess wad, it turned out to be some power ranger-ish show that revolves around a young boy knowin mani stunts on his bike. he n his friends strangely gort teleported into another world thru some dark cloud and ended up in the X-zone where he has to take part in Idaten Battles. (aka races). with some talisman at stake, and they nid to collect 10 so dat he can go home. well dey gort this real "cool " start-up laungher to laungh bikes.......which is damn realistic (note some sarcasm?). hahahaha. if got the chance, stay away from it. childishness is contagious..

2nd, Lemon Angel Proj. Its a show about a group of Idols, which r very famous in japan, which suddenly disband at their peak of fame and popularity. nobody knows wad happen to them. n suddenly, there is a proj to audition for new pple to remake the grp "lemon angel proj", while keepin the leader. the leader n the main char attends the same sch, but seems to be on bad terms. interesting story. though they refuse to play the full version of the "theme song" of lemon angel proj yet. it's called "evolution", quite a nice tune. but they still have no played it!! only heard the piano version and first 20 seconds of the actual song!! awww..i wanna hear it!!1

ok thats all for this post. quite lame anyway. going to sleep soon bye!

wheels

2006-01-24T19:07:00.000+08:00

once again, i decided to go cyclin wif the rest. i called dex, n found out dey were at limbang. at least not some bp plaza. i knew it. they wud be cycling around my area. so i decided to go. seein the rain just stopped, there wasn't much a risk of it raining again. i just dun like getting caught in a shower. it sucks.

so i went out. woo, the wind was so comfortable. dunno y, suddenly i felt dat cyclin is damn fun and relaxing. and today i actually cycled as fast as i cud to limbang, which made mi sweat alot. but the cool wind, just made it so coolin n comfortable. i din die 2 any hot sun or whatever.

so we cycled to school. it was a test of our control! seriously. so many people walking, i feel so weird on wheels. saw mani pple from our sch walking out! lol. i din see much pple i recgonize though. but realli, cyclin through a congested bus stop is NOT easy.

anyway here is my like/dislikes list pertainin to cycling.

LIKES
-good wind, comfortable weather
-sense of freedom (go anywhere you wan)
-company of friends

DISLIKES
-bad weather, (too sunny/sudden downpour.zzz)
-GEAR BREAKIN DOWN
-irritating perdestrians (or whatever u call them)

irritating perdestrians. now, imagine if you can. i signal my bell. ring ring ring, three-four times. and the person still refuses to budge from his or her location. seriously. ive seen a wide variety of people like this. some of them r teens, (especially malays, but no racism here), mostly in groups. they dun budge, n wan to c what you can do to them. usually i just slow down, n duck my way through them. it's hard...n irritating.

2ndly, gort some seemingly deaf people. esp old mans n aunties. dat dun seem to notice the bell sound esp when it's soo SHARP. i bet people across the street can hear lor! n they r just a few metres infront yet dey dun hear. (or pretend not to). what an arrogant/ignorant bunch...gasp.

lastly, there r people who overestimate the skill of n00bie cyclist. seriously. they give you a tiny bit of space when they hear your bell. that is freaking annoying, n i haf to turn on my concentration cap ( got such phrase ), to try to control my way thru that small path. which sometimes is hard cox the side is a drain/ground of signifant difference in height. n scary also.

haah. and this one is nt realli annouyin, but quite farni. when you drive into a bus stop, filled wif school people. esp when the bus is not here. u ring the bell, try to get thru, and EVERYONE stares at one for that spilt second/ second. now that feels funny....

i dun realli lik traffic lights though.......they r the reason y journeys aren't that short anymore...

lol had my bike since long ago, but this is the first time im typin such an analytical post about it..WOOT.

oh yah i was thinkin about a dota team strat, consisiting of techies, necrolyte, KOTL, omniknight, tinker.

top lane-omniknight
bot lane-necro
mid lane-*techies,kotl,tinker

*wandering around suiciding/planting mines

omniknight goes for eul---> guinsoo
necrolyte goes for mekansm + dagon
techies goes for eul ----> guinsoo
kotl goes for eul + dagon / ---> guinsoo
tinker goes for mekansm + eul ---> guinsoo

basically a pusher strat, revolving around heal. Strat uses tinker, rearm+mekansm to get infinite heal, with infinite mana using KOTL's chakra. necrolyte has heal as well, so does omniknight. when the team pushes, they can afford to fight. retreat to tower, heal/chakra up, and then push again.

and adaption from the other mass heal strat with tinker + mekansm. techies is to disrupt enemies's overall strats by planting mines/suiciding. slowing them down by forcing wards/gem.

feel free to make any ammendments/comments on this strat. thanks

boring post

2006-01-24T17:26:00.000+08:00

concentration after school nt veri gud dis few days. everytime during afternoon, i will feel damn restless, n hard to breathe. n sleepy. i feel as if there r lots to do, yet i dun feel like doin any. homework is one of them, dota is another. i try not to touch dota if my friends aren't playing. so....soo..

ok, today i got back the first diagnostic test i passed!! guess what iz it? chinese! 25.5/50. surprised dat wz and dex failed. feel quite happi. lol. finally at least nt all fail. e others r all 2-2, (pass-fails), while im 1-3 (pass-fails). quite sad. maybe the onli one ill pass is english, for those we haven get back. and maybe SS? i know my physics n emaths is die for sure one. geog i dunno.

ok well.....

end of post
bye!

Dota

2006-01-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

today there were some questions dat made mi think. one of them was " who is the n00best in dota in our clan? ". Well, i know mani of u wun believe, but i actualli asked myself "izzit me?", then after some analyzing. i concluded dat i was nt. wr said i almost said " wp ", but trust me, i did not think of him yet for the first 30 seconds. and it's a good thing.i see drastic improvement in tj's skill. seriously. now his quite guud liao. wz have nt played for a long time, so i carn guage, i think dex deproved. but to what extent, i dun think im fit to comment. wr n glenn r still gud, maintining their powers.

but i dun think wp can play any of the heros on the "versatile" hero list. all hero are balanced? true. but some of them are more useful. all can play played to the almost the same level of gayness, all can attain holy shit, but not all r beneficial to a team.

one hero not in the list in tiny. but from the tone glenn speaks, tiny seems quite jian. he has a AOE spell also. aoe spells r valuable right?

if by 6.30 nothing is done, the game will drown into a situation of "meta-game", where only certain staple heros are used and a game will be decided on how both team player's play these heros. obvious ones are keeper of the light, and omniknight. KOTL is a really gay team player. nt onli does he terrorize his lane, but also push realli deep early, and late game, he becomes a wicked supporter and a pool of infinite mana for your team. mana leak is also very gay!! omfg, i think he has overall the best pushing and supporting spells! his ultimate, though not as "on-par" in terms of gayness as his other spells, is also used for pushing and healing. omniknight, can heal, can give an entire team invulnerability....that is enough, plus his degen aura will disable escaping enemies. omfg...

teams will fight for which one gets the omniknight. followed by KOTL. then the other four heros would most likely be flexible. drafting from heros such as lich, lion.....silthice. TREE is also a damn versatile and gay hero. also a damn gud team player.

haix, dota is nt a game that has strats for heros. individually. it's a game with an overall tactic..n team strats.., when i hear n00bs talking about item X on hero X is damn gay. and when Item X takes so long to complete and almost has no value to the team. i understand, most pple play bnet. the selfish way to play dota. i dun blame them...

but how often do we get the play on a team-level basis. thats suxs. now we must find a scapegoat to test our godly strats...AWW.....

hard

2006-01-22T18:04:00.000+08:00

i finally found my set of NYGS amaths in my house. woot. just when i was so happi, i sat down, tellin myself i gort to finish it in 1 hr. (when vlee sae it will take approx 3 hr to finish). so i happily finished the first qn, nt dat hard. but i din expect, it gets ALOT harder subsequently. OMFG. i gort stucked many times here and there, and there r so mani blanks on my foolscap paper. haix. tonite i go to go clear abit fortunately, tmr is quite a slacky day. i dun rmb it's contents. but....but...gort CME, n amaths no lesson cox vlee going for tournament.

in dota ive been training my tiny,silencer and techies. though im quite familarized wif all 3 liao.i nid to get them to the level as my CK. as in, level of familarity. guess still gots lots of hardwork to go...heeehee..

lol. after today, no dota again till friday. woots, dats four day again. dun worry, sch dae will pass damn fast (im consoling myself.....zzzHaix)

approaching

2006-01-22T10:45:00.000+08:00

chinese new yr is approaching. it's nxt sunday right? monday is public holiday too? so do we get tuesday off? im abit confused here. if that is so,i think most likely bah. they carn be cheating us of one public holiday right?? so unfair.

nxt week friday shld be celebration. sch never sae yet. but most of e time, sch lik to put damn last minute den annouce one loh. lik 1-2 days b4. so guess nxt week will be almost like a 4 day week. lol. dat means it will pass damn fast again.

so wad do we have nxt week? mon gort time prac for geog. i dunno if vlee will come gif us time prac on wednesday anot. but dunno y dis month (which iz finishing liao), seems so slacky. it's lik alot more relaxed den last yr. but i think the days ahead r goin to be tough. or izzit we r too adapted to sec 3 life......

so dis weekend's homework. sian lah. gort nygs amaths to do. i think gort like 14 questions? and now worst is i carn find my NYGS paper. den nid to go glenn hse to photocopy. n juz nice now i haf e urge to do it. finish it so i can enjoy e rest of my day properly. so guess now...i wud haf to watch till 2-3 pm to start doin......i think i will take 1-2 hrs to complete it bahx.

so CNY is coming. ang pow time!

boo!

2006-01-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

7 more minutes I need to go out. yet i still try to type this post as fast as i can.

ok, today was at cck hall again. training!. so wp join us. lol. and today gort lower sec marsiling pple. one of them i feel lik whacking up, lik so attitude problem loh. ok so first was lobbing. then dropping and netting. then was lifting. standard lah. dunno y i kip sayin every saturday when i posting. only thing was i plae match wif glenn today. lol lost 8-15. i think i enjoyed the game quite alot. but still lost. cox i tried doin stunt.

today ok lah. trainin quite slack. so went lot 1 eat LJS. hmmm. ate something diff. den upsize to the super big coke. lol. den drink until damn song, cox very thirsty. haha. den we sat there talk cock. after that it started to rain so i took car home.

den i went to play with my brother badminton. at our house the park dere. ok bah. hmmmm. i feel the effect of the LJS meal takin it's toll. feel so sluggish but still can thrash him. after dat as i promised him i go plae soccer wif him. fun lah..but damn tiring. feel so tired liao leh

so came back and i played one game of dota. haha.

Disillusioned

2006-01-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

I dunno why but nowadays suddenly start to feel damn disillusioned. feel so no meaning in life. feel so sian that dis year is O levels liao. I feel so sian that after probably after chinese new year, time pracs and tons of homework will take effect. we will be feelin sibeh tired everydae....comin home very late. nt onli disillusioned, but damn scared. scared no time to rest, no time to play. everydae just zombiely do homework...yeah, im scared of that..

while now, being the slacker me. tmr whole sae burned cox goin trainin. i doubt i will haf mood to study on sun..n i burned today dunno fixin my blog n playin dota. wah sian. on the other hand, i still feel quite lame-d but everythin. if i dun put in effort, my o levels how? DIE Lor....either ways, i suffer. but which path shld i take. obviously the first one...obviously iz ez to sae, it's ez to choose the right path. but it's hard to follow.....

each day become meaningless. the days where i live for weekends, while i stagger thru the weekdays. these kinda life iz very meaningless. i dun even know what am i supposed to aim for? to be more pro in dota? suddenly i don't see the point. so what if you lose a BNET game? nah..pple call u n00b, u leave BNEt den go bac to ur original life. there's no point, the point is no!. so what if u're soo pro, dota carn earn u a living.....

afterall, studyin is what we r left to do. the most painful route. i suddenly feel the hype of badminton goin down this few days. my urges to play has gone down, though it's still there. waitin for mi to embrace it tmr. though pple r startin to plae badminton during recess. what crap r they playin wif that amount of wind..? with that long, stuffy pants? lik glenn said, it's nt realli playing badminton..it's like performin a show for every1 to watch...almost..

now sb dun let mi borrow his racket. i also dun know y. dun even know where i offended him. but haix. maybe his being sore....he let gx play. let wz play. i think if wp wan to plae he wun let also. maybe he let those he acknoledged to be proer den him play. but e problem is....no matter how mani times i win him, he feels bitter n lik very no satisfied. dunno how to explain....., but gx is pro, i cannot deny dat.. but sim is another level higher..

but after sim's level will be another level, of more pro pple. den another level. and probably 4-5 more levels before u can see natioanl standard pple...that is where we stand. bein semi-n00bs. well, i think we can plae liao. but we r at the bottom of e people who know how to plae. know as in know e basic stuff....., basics etc....but just aren't that gd at it yet....

Actually i dun even know why im posting this. cox after dis im goin to sleep. u see, why do i blog everydae? or more den once every dae? cox i lik bloggin. i lik typin. dat explains y i can spam fast, and effeciently. cox i train my fingers. i lik typing. typin for fun. actually i like writing EW also, cox i have lots to write. but problem is, i dun realli have e hand energy to keep writing for ages. typin...my hand does not feel anythin. i juz naturally transfer wadi m thinking into this screen. it's just too ez, convinient. too convinient dat i can blog so often.

finally tmr i dun haf to wake up early again. ahh finally the friday night happiness is here!.

ahhhhh i think im off to sleep!

Bleach 64

2006-01-20T19:24:00.000+08:00

LOL. Upgraded my layout to level 2. i think this one looks nicer. but i think opinion differs, since it's nt much of a change anyway. if possible, type ur comments in e tag board. {dats y it's there}..

I watched bleach 64. SPOILERS ahead beware!

So, Ichigo n e rest returns to e real world. The first half of the show focus on them going bac to school etc, while Inoue tells her friend tatsuki that she hasn't been of any help during the journey, and instead, she dragged everyone down. Quite farni the way she puts it cause she was actually going to a "relative's house"..lol, quite alot slapstick humour. esp wif kon and e other jokers in ichigo's sch..

Later on, renji appears. Ichigo went off to fight some random hollow, while Renji was trying to get used to his faux body. LOL, the way he tried to get out was soo funny.....

looks pervertic? coz it keeps repeatin itself. {it's an animated gif btw}
credit to animesuki forum.

so guess e new filler arc will be based on Inoue. Later, inoue meets her brother somehow in her house. (he rang the bell, she opened n brought him in). something fishy. e brother seems to know inoue has been to soul society, and pretends to be very nice.

Renji's handphone rings (same as rukia's), to detect hollows. So he goes to ichigo's house and wakes him up. Then they sensed it was near inoue's house. They rushed there, n all of e sudden, a demonic gate appeared and sucked Inoue in. While 3 evil mysterious shadows were giggling sadisticly on top of a building. Ishida And Chad appeared! the end of e episode!

Overall, i do not really know what is goin to happen in this filler arc. Will be be as long as naruto's filler arc? nay? well, hope not. since they ruined how ichigo n e others return to e real world. (yeah i read e manga part about dat liao)...

Both overall, not a very bad filler. But i would prefer them to do it tenipuri style. (like prince of tennis), make all characters chibi, then let them exist in a totally different world, with different roles. with quotes and characteristics smilair to their orginal characters. i think dats a splendid idea, but too bad bleach did not use them. i hope this filler arc will be 10 episodes at MAX.

but not too bad. fillers get 5/10 in my book this time.

2006-01-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

thank u for every1's comments on my blog, esp tj for being such a critic. lol. i agree that the top white/light colors den bottom suddenly black is quite strange, n byakuya has abit green on him? pls, dats lighting leh. LOL, actually the original pic is nt lidat, but i played ard wif wad marcromedia fireworks offers. lol. i change e contrast n hue by abit, makin it lidat. i think quite nice wad..

so finally it's friday again. the day dat i look forward so much to. but when it comes, i feel so empty with nothing to do. so today school was slacky as usual. PE was damn fun, e captain ball. dis time alot lesser pple playing. i think 5v5. or 5v6 if im nt wrong. nt so mani pple, more fun by alot lor. nt to mention u get more chance to plae. so i think we won? we count score but we went scoring pnts relentlessly at e end. quite fun. cox we played lik 45 minutes! woot! finally PE felt quite long.

den physics n eng passed quite fast. geog also. lol, e new IT rex room look so cool. wif all the cute tables n chairs. lol. den EW period pass fast also. n b4 we knew it, we alreadi at KFC eatin lunch. lol......

so wad i goin to do today? i guess dota bah....lol. nth else to do anyway....

I not stupid too

2006-01-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

This post contain SPOILERS. Spoilers can ruin a show/movie for someone, so please refrain from tellin pple things dat haf spoilers....so if u haven watch e show " I nt stupid too ", pls dun read. cox if u read, it's nt my fault liao.

PLS DUN GIF SPOILERS SO OPENLY LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS!

Ok the show was lik semi ruined cox mr tan gaf so much spoilers. even dun wan listen also gort spoilers. for wad? to show dat he watch b4..? to hao lian? i dun understand. it ruins the show for pple u noe.

Seriously...the show ROXS

suddenly i dun feel like elabortating. some found it sad, most found it farni. i think it is e best comedy ever! sad? i dun realli think so, maybe quite lah. cox i saw pple crying. though some parts r quite predictable...some r REAL farni...it's a show where u watch n realli luff ur hearts out. i realli admire the script-writers n those whu thought of the jokes especially. they were damn creative n funny. thumbs up!

ok dats all bah.

finally today is thursday. means tmr is friday. n we haf the slackest layout of periods tmr. with onli 4 lessons, no homework period and one of the lessons is 1 HR PE. dat roxs. actualli i think tmr is a damn slack dae. now can almost feel lik weekend le...lol

i dun realli feel like typin abt today. cox too long, n im TIREDzz juz feel lik goin to rest now..seriously. anyway how come no one tag yet???

finally

2006-01-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

Finally new layout. Spent like 2 hours doing it. Yes considered quite fast liao. This time, INCLUDING creating e graphics. which i used 2 pics making it. found it on animesuki forums. lol. byakuya-sama iz juz too cool! lol....i love seikei!!!

anyway the columm on the right. i still carn decide what to do with it....lol. anybody can help mi wif suggestions? also added a taggy on the top. since it's on a top. pple who flame/spam/insult, except myself will be banned from it. im serious. lol. flashboard looks so much more cool. dun u think so?

Got Owned

2006-01-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

Today school felt very noobish. I got owned in many things. First was the emaths paper, which does not seem to live up to it's name. emaths=easy maths, but this time it became EVIL maths. the 2nd question, which had almost 1/2 of the total marks, was quite a killer and many people dun noe how to do. in fact, after e test, i still carn find some1 hu noe how to do. first qn i also stuck, but manage to do something. last 2 were gif aways. and dats it, our 4 question emaths diagnostic test. wow. amazing. i got owned.

i din realli worry in the test itself, as in, i din panic. cox i c infront of me...., glenn sittin there still, startin at the paper, n his page very blank. den jeremy beside mi keep takin pencil n eraser plus ruler, kip rubbin n rubbin. and when i take a peek, the page is full, but full of correction tape, eraser crumps....and not realli much blue ink on it. obviously his stuck also. behind me...., i heard crys of desperation from glycen. den i look around, every1 seemed lik they r still doin, despite onli havin 15 minutes left. if they knew how to do, they wud haf finished the paper. so what did i conclude? EVERYONE is stuck on that damn qn...ahhh fark.

oh shit, now i wonder how pple will fail.

well i gort owned in chem. gort back paper. ahh 16.5/40. i was quite happi seriously. cox i see other pple gettin owned even worst. lik 11/40...was quite a popular number. however e row i sittin in full of pros. even glenn failed, 19/40. but dex the gay and wz the gay got 20+++++. omg, dex gort 26....WAH GAY!. n behind mi..zibin gort 28.5!!! wtf. jeremy nt bad, gort 20.5. I feel SO NUB. glycen gort 11/40 lol. wahhh den ENG YIAN the super GAY SHIT gort 33/40. dats exactly double my marks right?

right now i feel lik i understand if i studied for this test i wud have at least PASSED. cox b4 the exam, i was persuaded by glenn nt to study my redox since he sae alreadi "too late". but i know my redox...as in....i learn b4, i gort e memory in my head. but long time din do, i nid to take out e notes to do. since no1 haf e notes, den i juz hack care. i figured if i learn redox, i wud have gained lik 5 marks more..OMFG. and so mani careless mistakes...i shld haf passed! but i din lah. all the yuan mistakes...

social studies was quite okie. i wrote almost 2 pages. dats all lah. some falkland story. never heard b4....but quite interesting..

tmr is physics and lit wor. OMG i dunwanna get owned in physics tmr. hope it will be ez paper. i just now studied waves and convergin lens liao. light n reflection haven. last term stuff i hack care liao ( i min last yr). im aimin to pass tmr. (which is so damn hard!!!)....

lit i dun realli care. it's gonna be some ez shit.

anyway dats all liao. for today. wad a n00b day.

Wow

2006-01-15T20:47:00.000+08:00

I think my A button is dead. I can still type A. but the button feels weird.

I think that must be the result of aggresively typing A on the keyboard when attackin in dota. haix. Anyway, i think finally shld change keyboard le. Now gort so mani bread crumbs in between the letters. argh

anyway today has been really a dota-ful day. ive been playing dota and writing my guide, which has fianlly hit the 4000 word count. woot. and im onli on chapter 2 i think ( just beginning it). lol. anyway i think wr's friend, justin is nt bad. aka viscy. we won a 3v4 together with a nub death prophet. actually Tj and WR were in it, but wr dc-ed and tj LEFT. omfg. im so dissapointed in tj coz he just feeded and left....of coz, there r times where i just leave lidat when im gettin owned.

but seriously, we tot we were goin to lose. real badly. cox they had quite a powerful clinz. that was lik 2 levels above us. so he was CK and i was razor. we managed to pwn them real badly after we started going together. they came to us, one by one and keep getting killed by our combo zaps n slashes. den we defend their pushes cox i tot our DP to just keep carrium swarming them!! lol. AOE spells does help alot against pushes. 2 Swarms n all of them like half life liao. no nid fight liao lor. n we were 3v4 lol!. juz 3 of us. we chiong into their base n zap every1 to death. of coz i was quite gay liao wif burize n maelstrom ( i gort my maelstrom damn earli btw), i had some leaveri tem lik oblivion staff n preservence and eul's scepter. lol. quite weird items. den i was thinkin " get refresher orb u wan mi to refresh wad? lol...i wanted to gif CK the orb so that he can dbl image (after finish..) or double stun...or something lidat....but in the end, we won lik 10 minutes after TJ left..woot. just one super gay push on the top n throne went down!

lol...my space bar is faulty also liao...XD haix..

tmr gort sch. dis week dunno y super lil hw. onli gort lit n chinese. i think tonigt (though it's 9 liao) i go finish up lit bah, tmr SSn emaths test. no nid study lah. lol. nxt week is the first week dis yr with 5 days in sch. last 2 week we had 1 dae holiday rmb? lol. haix.so chinese new year is coming? yay? ang pow? lol.......i think im gonna use my money to buy a PSP so i can plae e bleach game!!! yay!!!

bleach juz roxs...

haix dex wan mi to burn for him 60-63. actualli to be exact 64. cox 63 is 1hr special. hmmm.wait it's 63 onli cox half of the episode was OMAKE (which mins xtra, so it's not counted as an episode). hmmm but isn't 3 episode in 1 DVD very waste of a disc..??

do u haf some sort of super thumbdrive or portable harddrive i can put inside for you??

haix, so now. no more dota till nxt weekend again. i think i can live by this policy. i dun realli miss dota during e weekdays anyway. lol....

cya.

Senbonzakura!

2006-01-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

もしわたしが雨だったなら,
それが永遠に交わることのない,
空と大地を繋ぎ留めるように,
誰かの心を繋ぎ留めることができただろうか.

What is this? Lol. It's the opening words to the Bleach manga if im not mistaken.
Anime haf anot, im not sure. cox i totally forgot wad was the first few episodes like, and
how the whole thing started.
(Nt sure if u can c it anot..)

It translates to

If I were the rain,
Could I connect someone's heart.
as the rain could unite
the eternally seperated earth and sky.

Lol wad a lame way of starting a post. XD

anyway somehow dexter has a amusing interest for quincys?

oh yah. my ranked top 5 chars fav list of Bleach
#1 Kuchiki Rukia (yeah no mistake)
#2 Abara Renji
#3 Hitsugaya
#4 Kuchiki Byakuya
#5 Urahara Kisuke

lol, gort alot amusin n nice chars. but too bad i onli can pick 5. very tough choice liao. ichigo almost made it, but i dun realli haf a habit of likin main characters..

nxt week, bleach warps into a filler arc. ahh i hope it will nt be as bad as naruto.

today all my dota games ruined by super-attitude n noobs/leavers and such. so maybe currently no mood?

right now top 2 songs of bleach r probably Houkiboshi by Youna and Life by Yui. Both r ending songs, i think 3rd and 5th respectively. Openin nt very gd...

oh shit, now im feel im totally drawn into it.

nth happened on friday 13th

2006-01-14T11:44:00.000+08:00

nth happened on friday 13th. at least i wasn't involved in an accident. lol. but anyway. i forgot to blog ytd (OMG how cud i). i think so, unless i blog liao den i forget. hmmm. well first about ytd. nth much, went home quite early. though supposed 2 be released at 12:40 but mrs hoe came in n guai lan us so we went bac abit later. i din go mac eat so i straight away came home.

i din do much. juz couple of games of dota. and watched the bleach 63 special. OMG. now i nid to wait weekly for each episode. bleh, it becomes like naruto. no more sensational feelin of chioning ten eppys at one go. omg, dat one very shiok lor! VERY shiok..esp when the storyline is darn interesting....

so far, my fav fight. lol. i think can expect lah, it's Ichigo VS byakuya. lol. it was so farni how byakuya's personality change after he found out that the room 46 was killed and he was being maniupilated by aizen sousuke n ichimaru. i dunno hus the last guy? tousen? he seems rather week, nt bein able to beat Zaraki Kenpachi even with his bankai. his bankai alos damn weak. actually i kinda like Renji's zapukuto. ZABIMARU! lol. the name damn cute, n the shikai form roxs. so cool. like some kind of toy sword den can extend in n out. but the bankai form abit farni lah. anyway i think the most retard shikai form of sword belongs to Mayuri. dat technoglogy guy who fought wif ishida uryuu! lol. his zanpakuto so friggin ugly lor. n the most plain one probably is ichigo's one. permenanent shikai form! lol...

ok dats about it. dota also quite sian lah.

after dis i probably will go trainin le..

den come bac probably more dota or go out eat dinner

den sleep
den sunday again. sian. den when sunday comes, tommorow becomes monday, the sad day.

thursday

2006-01-12T17:06:00.000+08:00

im happy right now, cause tmr is finally friday! woot! finally e weekend again. lik i said, sometimes i feel lik im livin my life for the weekend. weekdays r just plain boring, though i look forward to sleeping everyday. n besides that, probably recess and then going home each day. the more i dread the next day, there more i wud appreciate my sleep. and for some reason, the night feels long, and when i wake up, i don't feel more tired than usual.today had chem n geog. actually i think i did quite ok for geog. but the problem is, i think i died for chem. seriously.

bleh. i only watched 4 episodes of bleach this afternoon. lol. feelin quite dizzy n cold because of the weather. don't feel like chioning finish liao. maybe wait till tommorow or something.

today shawn wanted to jump off the building. off the 4th floor! YES NO KIDDIN. im not bluffin u. there was commotion outside my classroom. where i think shawn wanted to jump off cause yixuan broke up wif him. den gort alot commotion......., VP came..., vlee came..chiam came...and after dat i dunno wad happen. how notorious can a class get??

of cox, if you wanna jump, dun do it in school....do it at home. at least no 1 knows. den nxt thin is tok about funeral liao. dyin cox some1 wan to break up wif u is stupid. seriously. izzit better to have love and losted or not to have been loved b4. (somethin lidat??). lol. suddenly i feel so lucky wor.but...but.......somehow i feel sad for him. but everytime i look at his sad face i feel lik luffing. am i sadist or wad.

when i went toilet i heard one NA or NT guy say " eh u heard gort some1 from fourth floor wan to jump down" to another guy. wahhh so famous liao!!!..interesting!!!

today for once, no amaths hw.! yay! i think tmr amaths n chinese. nth to study de! yay! finally i can relac tonite..n slack slack slack...

and FINALLY..

one more TIME!!!

FRIDAY!!!

wr...WHAT THE

2006-01-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

I just read your post.

and oh man, u're retard!!!
more retard then i imagined!

well since you made me angry, first thing DO NOT STEP into OUR CLASS TOMMOROW MORNING n FOREVER. u wan u can go ur 4p4 n hug ur beloved wp. but not our class.

So why do we wait for TJ for 15 minutes and we cannot even wait for you for 5 minutes? well, the ans is obvious. even though, i myself i dun expect them to wait for mi when i get holded up by something. i take that as the default. meanin, i dun realli haf any expectations.

Anyway just today they pang seh me in group work cox GX asked first to join their group n i was forced into the other pple grp. U UNDERSTAND HOW DAT FEELS? bein abandon by ur own clanmate. Anyway i toked to wz liao n he said dat nxt time i will be in, cox it's bad to suddenly reject gx since he ask first. Anyway i once tot my tolerance is DAMN low towards dis kinda thing, but guess urs is lower.

CAN u QUIT bein that lil baby n GROW up!!!

anyway do u notice dat most of the time the decision of wantin to wait anot is decided by glenn. subconsciously, i think he doesn't even know.

and knowinn glenn for lik 2-3 yrs. i think his decision is made by just the feelin of that moment, dat time.....n happen we din wan to wait for u..

anyway if thats the case, gd for u. no reason to get angry. period.

BUT i dun think they care whether u go wif us anot..? why?

do you know despite bein known as clan lego. we r considered on the ouskirts of the clan as we live significantly furthur. PPLE WHO live on the LRT track in our clan haf their bond. AND BEFORE we joined in. they go home together. eat together. n take the lrt together...but we take CAR home. so dats the diff....we do nt belong to them in this aspect. or we r nort supposed to...
but we still go wif them n eat. juz dat they dun appreciate it. (not like they should..). they don't know the xtra effort we make to walk to lot 1 n eat with them, while we r able to flag a cab or take our car from the sch gate home.....

btw. im not dumb. i know whats goin on. just toleratin it.

anyway clan lego has more "spare tyres" than you think. we still haf our saturday trainin where me wz n glenn go.......and tj. while u wp ROT in ur church.

we r linked more than being exclassmates and dotamates. and IF YOU r the only one NOT linked together...., den it's not our fault.

COX the onli link was broken by u, urself. u smashed it by typin that post! bye!. ur the weakest link!

i admit maintain relationship wif e others of clan lego is difficult for us. it will require xtra effort. since whenever dere is an event, it will spread around BP AREA first before it will reach us. unless we r part of organisin something, it will forever reach our ears the last........

i may have no value to you.

but as part of the clan, i am responsible for bookin court n shuttle cocks. i keep everythin regardin to badminton. so as long as badminton is involved....u will find mi in the clan. however, once the dota fever cease. you can find urself out of place like last time. rmb, it was dota that restored our friendship in the clan. anyway whatever you want to call it......we put pasts behind....but why do you wan to tear open that wound. just because you r angry. do u know whats the minin of tolerate..? just a ten minute difference of waitin time n you get soo pissed. what izzit then? it's ur pride in action..........for goddess sake, pls take time to reflect ur actions. foolish one!

regarding wp, i have nothing to say. but sad to say, i don't think wp is very fond of you either...how much DO YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM? have you ever entered his house b4..??

ARE YOU SURE wp will help u in a time of crisis.

probably u haven't got enough of unrequited love. yes, im usin it in this aspect too. foolish one.

thats all. think twice, don't make the same mistake again. and bye!

sian

2006-01-11T17:26:00.000+08:00

school was lame today

very lame...
had english diagnostic test
i wrote on "some pple seem to haf talents, wad talent u admire in other pple"..
well, 1. 1/2 page onli.

before that was PE.
become more shiong liao wor
now 20 rounds of the hall
last yr 10 rounds
time 2 liao
SOO mani pple cheat
run the hall liao feel so shiok
long time din run until sweat so much
wasn't realli tiring anyway

lemme tell u something farni..
i passed mani pple dunno how mani times
i rmb passin glenn 2-3 times
xy ALOT of times.....i think gort 4-5
so IF i ran 20 rounds
they must have ran 20 minus the number of times i passed them..
issac still sae i cheat
knn...
i was runnin behind YY all the while.
n i did not stop runnin...
pls my stamina is nt that lan ok
n mx stop runnin halfway!!!! LOL BOO!
noob!

anyway speak of mx
i think he has grown taller
congrats to him...
now maybe his same height or taller den mi liao
i muz sae im shld be ashamed
but i dun realli care..
call mi short or whatever
i wun get so hyped up like mx
i dun care if wz,glenn,tj say im short
cox they r tall
but bear in mind...wr
dun sae pple short when ur like..
the most 1cm taller than mi..
n might be shorter or same height
anyway at least we r of the same leauge
so............maybe u shld look at ur own height first?
we never measured yet..
n glenn...
head long does add to ur height.....
ok dats all.
at least if short better den pple who haf some excess height
but r extremely unfit...
example, XY.
i cannot imagine how unfit he is..
run like 15 rounds then face red n pantin like hell
but i nt sae im super fit or anythin
just normal..
n his lik...way below avg

of cox. speakin of all this
nafa is coming...
no confidence in sit n reach
dats all..
i gort more confident in shuttle run liao!!!
sit up can. 50 shld be no prob.
pull up think can somehow manage to do 3 or 4.
2.4 maybe i aim for 10:30 and below.
hope lah.
last yr i gort below 11. now goin to aim 30 secs more
maybe i shld practise more sit n reach
glenn said below 11 for nafa is easy!!!
yeah i kinda agree

so today i walked home
woo the journey so lonely lidat
but sometimes i lik walkin home alone
feel like very free n no nid to "talk" to anybody
can talk to myself.
nort out loud of coz..

so dats all. came back watch 3 episode of bleach
den 5:38 liao!!
haix
tmr gort geog n chem test
geog iz population n plates
chem is whole thing
SHIT die!
den still gort amaths hw
DIE

I CAN DIE!!! anytime today.

what-the

2006-01-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

so fast 7 plus liao

god is unfair lor holidays dat time time pass so fast....

finish my amaths. almost lah. finally understood all those stuff...>_<

I MADE MY MIND

to start trainin my LEFT HAND
yeah im serious.
glenn! im gonna beat u left hand vs left hand!!!
woot
just joking actually.

anyway..

i think..
u dun nid to...wan to befren a person to add the person..
lemme juz check all my contacts
i dun talk to 90% of them
i dun know 25% of them..
10% are not from SG

so whats the pnt..?
i dunno..
block so long still dun wan to unblock..
not siao qi den wad..
nobody can murder another person thru the screen..

i know how to not hate school le
it's to do ur hw..
i finally found out..
that doin ur hw..
helps to keep stress down..
thats a good discovery!

vlee saes...1 week later
it shall snow in SG
den wr will haf to marry WP
...dun worry when dis happens
i shall sponser for ur weddin dinner
that is, if it SNOWS

lol. dats all
lame post again

BLEACH!

2006-01-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

Take The Quiz Yourself!

lol......LOL seriously.

took the quiz from bleachportal. omg, bleach is gettin realli nice. thanks to tj n dex for makin mi go bac n watch it, if nt i wud haf missed out this super nice anime. lol. XD, though the starting was damn boring......haha.

anyway im at episode 36 now. woot, im gonna catch up soon. considering dat im downloadin the high resolution 1, i carn watch veri fast. chars r growin on mi n i feel attached to mani chars. though i am not very fond of ichigo..

haha it's quite funny that Ishida Uryuu has a voice resembling Uchiha Sasuke from Naruto. Seriously, i haf not made an effort to match e seiyuus. but well they do sound TOO identical! and both of them are a "sole survivor" of their clan. lol.

I did not like Kuchiki Rukia from the start. but as the story progress i began to like her more...esp since she was captured in the tower of penitence. she seemed too LAME at the start. bringin her bac to soul society seemed to show the maturity in her...

right now e current episode is ichigo meet e gotei 11's captain. zenpachi! lol. omg, i dun think ichigo can win...>_<

heard somewhere dat kisuke urahara is e captain for gotei 12...

lol.....nice show overall. woots. i think almost at naruto/hunterxhunter level liao.

art style kinda diff, but i think it resembles e art style in get backers..>_<

cold

2006-01-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

school was not bad today. nothing happen n i cud sense tt every1 was quite happi dat tml is a public holiday.

anyway..

first period...

geog, listen some stuff. nth much liao

den..

eng....mrs hoe tok non stop......tok about so mani off topic things...den put us into grps. den after that, once dat finish. den bell ring! lol

CME...new teacher! lol. some lame lesson.1 hr somemore. i used the time to finish my amaths!

recess! din do much also..

den followed by lit

did some prose, den no more liao

finally amaths

den listen some stuff. he teach product rule n quoient rule plus stationary pnt. i find differentiation a very tedious chap n u gort to use brain power while doin which is quite hard. den require lots of concentration somemore if not will make lots of mistakes, and once make mistake,whole thing wrong. lol. dangerous...

den finish sch. me dex n glenn went mac.

den wr n wz joined us.

den suddenly saw qp dey all. den glenn dey all were pressurizing mi.

n wr dat bastard..

sae if i dun do their dare he dun let mi take his car home!!!

wtf nort fair!!!

their dare was damn stupid.

it was to go sit beside qp for 5 seconds. den come bac.

it wasn hard. but i juz din wan to do that. n it wud feel so awkward.

-.- anyway i din do. so i pretend i was goin to do. den i walk towards toilet

gort their hopes up, den smash it right down.

my little did i expect, my plan backfired!!!

while i was urinatin n washin my hands dey took my bag n hide somewhere!!

so i went out to find them. wr went home liao. den wz glenn n dex dere. so dex
sae help mi find.

wz sae he put it at qp dere. so we go find there. den they sae ask mac the people..

so we went to ask...

after walkin around mac for quite some time. OMG. u noe where it was...

GLENN HID IT BEHIND HIS LEGS.

n i was a damn idiot nort to realize it...

well hu will..

it's so hmmm..unobvious..

maybe i wud....if my eyes were bigger n can c e floor also.

but my eyes r small..

anyway den went home

wad a lame joke.

n made mi go wif dex to qp dey all dere...so paiseh u noe..
-.-

BAKA WZ

IM GONNA KILL U!!!!

maybe.....

lamepost!

bleach

2006-01-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

finally finished my Amaths essay!
woot 600 words!!!

anyway i spent today watchin lik 10 episodes of bleach!!
lol wah finally the story is pacin up
now damn nice
i watch till 20
where they goin soul society!
lol...
i lik inoue n zangetsu (ichigo's soul slayer)
lol..

anyway feelin quite bored liao
nth to watch
haix
downloadin e nxt batch
20-29...
yeah, i think tmr finish liao

carn wait!

wah

2006-01-08T08:56:00.000+08:00

wah....so fast sunday liao.

gort hw to do. sian

i gort 16 ews plus amaths plus amaths essay

song bo...

wah i woke up quite early today..
8:30...woot. record liao..for a sunday..
sky so dim..lik juz rain. did it rain?

tues hol
den after dat...
DIAGNOSTIC TEST
i think shld be
DIEnostic test..

haix.
sad..
sad..
sadd...
sad..
sadd..
sad.

wr...
rest assured
taggy on the way
soon...
someday..

more tired

2006-01-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

spent the remainder of the day
doin lame stuff

watched 2 episodes of bleach. 11,12. found it nt bad..goin to continue.
but bleach iz not an anime which u can watch too mani at once..
u're get bored

played few games of dota...
ok lah, quite fun....

now my house alot of guest.
y i also dunno...

anyway narutimate hero 3 roxs!!

woot nth to post liao

feel sibeh tired..
feverish somemore
maybe it's my metabolish rate goin siao
cox i think i overexert today..

tired

2006-01-07T17:25:00.000+08:00

went training just now.

woke up, played narutimate hero 3. which is the improved ver of narutimate hero 2 (which is the game i haf in my house b4, n u guys played it b4..)...well. not much difference actualli. maybe cox i din unlock e new chars. basically standard chars but gort e SOUND 4. kimimaro all these. woot. n kimimaro is quite a gay char. tenten's move still remain unchanged (my fav char from narutimate hero 2). anyway, i think they improved naruto, now he can spawn clones whenever he attack. n now there r non special combos. lik down down circle on Neji n he will use kaiten!!! omg. dis game roxs!

then i went trainin le.

today wz pon. dunno y. so onli we 4. adrian, me, john, glenn. quite ok. except very tirin today.

first was lobbin. ok. nort so tiring. since i lob wif adrian. nxt was e drop shot. mr sim incharge mi n glenn n our side was surely more tirin then the other side......., so his lift were all so near the line n i was lik dashin from both corners returnin them to one desinated position. ok lah. that burned out energy mostly. but my record was lik 1.5 min of continous droppin!!! im scared of it myself also actually!

then nxt was smashin. alreadi so tired liao still call us smash. ok nvm. first few smashes, still quite ok. smash liao den go forward net. then he lift. den we smash again. my max was 4 rounds loh. n avg was lik 1-2 times den mistake or hit net liao. haix. i think if i was less tired probably the percentage wud be better.

then went drink lots of water. den dis week different.., 2 o clock liao but we still continue to do drills. so nxt was e smash part 2. but dis time he will deflect crosscourt. this one damn tirin lor. since we tired liao, we nid almost double e energy to move ourbody, n dis coz us to be sibeh tired...

then after that saw eugene heeyi dey all. so we went toilet to change. den mi n glenn were discussin y today trainin so tiring. den we sae cox drills were longer. then my malay fren n his fren were there...they playin. n they playin very proly. serious.

i think they r damn pro lor...

then they try to call mi join their trainin wif their coach. but b4 dat i stroke wif my malay fren......then after 10-15 min i even more tired so i went toilet. after dat sit there eat lunch which i bought from outside dere....so i watch them stroke. so his trainin is 5-7, on sunday. n $60 per month. woo i think im joining.

dats all le.

now mani things to do.

narutimate hero 3
bleach 11-20 DL finish le (btw mine is gd quality one, nort lik tj pariah low quality 1)
soukyuu no fafner OVA right or left (whatever it is)
DOTA (FINALLY i gort a cd drive from my dad office)

woo so manin things!!

rain

2006-01-06T19:41:00.000+08:00

rain is a good thing, but not when it comes, then goes, then comes again. then goes, repeatin the process several times throughout the day. and i juz found myself being a victim of an unwarned downpour twice in past two days.

surprised? im typin dis wif my shirt wet. wif sweat n rain water. yikes. i better go n bathe first.

today experienced a very slacky day at sch. basically no lesson since mrs hoe n hisham couldn't make it to our class. then PE talked about LEAPS and cca pnts.

basically lemme tell u now cca doesn't help reduce pnts in our O levels. in other words, dey r for decoration...n for fun. possibly u can use ut cca pnts as an appeal for certain JCS. but aside from dat, they r probably useless. congrats to mi, since i wud possibly be getin f9-e8 for cca pnts! woot! anyway hope those pple who xin xin ku ku join 2 ccas hopin to get a 2 pnt deduction from o levels......feel dat they gort cheated of their precious time! heheh!. to those we enjoy their cca, gd to u. since u wun feel dat it is such a bore n chore to go to ur cca. but well. im happi too.

next was dental appnt. went to the mini bus near e DNT dere. den dex flirt wif e dentist!! lol. seriously. but she started conver first. we nvr c her face, but her eyes quite chio cox she use e clothe 2 cover.....hmmm i din realli care but i felt very embarassed cox dex was flirtin juz right beside mi. n i was lik..omg.......

very funny actually. den dey did some farni thing to my teeth...then go liao. after dat go hall watch opera. which was so lame. feel asleep. finally 12:40, n we left sch. later went to LJS to eat.

after dat i went glenn hse return him his burner. which turned out to be spoilt?? so..how? i think i muz pay him liao. $150..omfg. so i think i pay in installment bah. 1 week ten dollar?? or 1 shot..?

so went there played 2 games of dota. den dex n glenn went cylin so i was left wif george. lol. long time no plae dota. but i muz sae dis 2 games totaly quenched my thirst for it. now i nid to get on wif writin my book about dota. (yeah im serious..)

death

2006-01-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

im super free. dunno why. not started any work at all. tmr physics homework not touched at all. since CT postphone, tmr we will have our first 1 hr PE lesson.if lidat mrs ee never come den lidat 1 hr free period. n tmr no HW period! hoooray!!! go home so earli..wad to do?

oh yah. zixin dad died. sry i had to put it soo frankly down here. but i wonder how zixin feels? confused? lost? sad? motrified? i guess most likely sad. though in my whole life no one close to me has died yet..so i dun realli understand. as an exclassmate, n seein him so quiet n depressed in sch, i feel sad for him. wr n dex wans to visit him tmr. but actually i think it is not a good idea. since pple alreadi so sad. i think if u wan to visit him shld wait abit longer. i think during this period pple nids time to themselves. he still looks alrite n normal in sch. but his "normal" alreadi veri abnormal.

i wud gladly die in his dad's place. seriously. according to some sources, zx's family is workin very hard to make ends meet. y wud our creator just take away some1 soo vital in someone else's life. why izzit that useless pple r not taken away but infact people who r of great importance to another human being, esp his or her family is just taken away like this. either this is random, or our creator is some heartless being, or he doesn't have eyes.

withou his dad, his family wud go thru lots of hardship. but if some1 lik me die. my family wud feel sad (will they?), but they will not have any diffuculties in the future. true, when some1 die, close frens, relatives, family wud feel sad. that is what every1 has to go through. but not only dat. i think if zx's dad died.....his family wud suffer cox there's now nobody to put the bread on the table......Y NOT JUST KILL SOME1 LIK MI!! who doesn't even value his own life anyway!!

but whethjer i will visit him tmr, dats another question.

2006-01-05T15:24:00.000+08:00

common test postphone. yay! gd news?

this few daes been rainin non stop. den stop rainin become veri sunny. wtf. i hate e weather lor. it's either too hot or too cold. n again, dunno y lik i nort used to sch time come bac damn sleepy n sian. WHY?? n tmr's friday, faster den expected.

i dun realli haf much thing to post about actually..

SB n gang playin badminton in court yard again. wp played wif him for last 5 min. when i asked to swap, wp dun wan. SELFISH!. nvm. i dun realli lik playin in sch nowadays also....

i won sb the last 6 games i played with him. lol.

his style....gd for show, bad for practical...though his strokes r generally quite sharp n nice to c.

wp...dunno wad to comment. gort a strange lob. unorthodox. which is relied completely on strenght in order to blast one far. the projectile is farni as well, n i gort to sae it's nt very fast. probably wrong bah. but i nt veri sure on this on.

i gort to sae dat wp nettin quite lame.

his footwork quite farni. but decent for some1 hu nvr go thru trainin b4.

sb runs around the court, i think. if i observed correctly the last time.

it's interestin to c hu will win if wp vs sb. but i still sae wp will win. cox when i plae against wp, i feel more pressure. sb quite ez. dunno y..no offense ar.

to me, both equally ez to predict......, but sb has more mistakes. while wp has slower footwork and more bad habits. both haf quite same weakness.

ok dats all my observation lah. lol lamo i dunno y i suddenly type dis..

2006-01-04T16:37:00.000+08:00

ok today quite ok day

juz dun feel lik bloggin about sch todae

since quite normal. gettin abit used to e hw period..

so lik e first dae of sch, saw qp mani times..i wonder if dis yr will be lidat..-.- gd or bad i dunno..

anyway...

lots of crappin today. n i sittin wif jeremy now..

-.-

haix still gort physics n chem hw.....

physics due dis fri

chem due till 3rd week. woot!

lol..

den today. no hw. except lit. due nxt mon

alot of time hor.

den owe ew also. i think tmr i brin my bk to sch....hw period do..

>_<

today rainin. n i walk home alone.

dunno y feel damn depressed sia..

n startin to lik our classroom location liao abit lol...

anyway since lame i shall nt continue dis post

my eyes r about to close..

rainin so heavily

feel lik sleepin

2006-01-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

ahh im starting to miss dota. after going to school n hearing people talk about it.

i think abt 8 days i din play le. LOL. i think i shall wait until Bnet's 1.30 patch comes out den i can use euro server n access battle.net again. yay! but till then, my days r goin to be long. long long. n i think im kinda enjoying it.

haha, anyway. rmb the last time where i owned tj's friends from 3p2 (their gang) on bnet really badly and started to humilate them big time usin profanities n spam. n best of all, i was lik usin jinzhe account, and showed them what is the meaning of PRO. (my speciality), they still haven gort over it n r kinda bitchin over hu is tt guy. or sort of? i think memories will dilute wif time.....so...guess dey alreadi forgot about it liao.
haha so cool. gettin owned by some1 u dunno, but he knows u. it's kinda funny. n humilating.

guess dota is too borin, we r juz too pro. but i still yearn for it. lol long time no plae mah.

sry if i sound too zhuai, but i am confident that clan lego will cream any other team in our school. i dun even nid to be confident, they will n im very sure of that. if anyone else wans to challenge us, pls feel free 2 do so. we're gettin bored nowadays. n challenge us wif the mentality 2 c how far u can go n dun expect to win. cox dat will never happen!! after all onli a mere 3% of my actual standard is used playin on bnet. n pple actually get owned by that.

anyway i think im noobin more n more as the day pass. ive been absent from bnet for so mani days. haix. thats sad.

today i saw qp mani times. lol. i think dis yr i will see her alot of times lor. realli. cox same recess all this, same level. (as in storey), ez to meet. i think if i count gort 4-5 times. dats quite alot. lol. lol, i think wad i juz said make mi sound lik a stalker..??....

i think after all, i still carn lik any1 else. i dunno y but it has been almost 1.5 yrs since the end of school of 2004.........n now wad..? i still carn forget a simple person. maybe nt forget, as in cannot stop likin. i dunno wads wron wif mi. im juz pathetic. right? or if stubborn, or refuse to accept reality is a better substitude. sub it for all i care....., i dun even know why im typin this. but i admit the feelin towards qp haf been goin up n down throughout this 1.5 yrs..

those 3 words, i shldn't haf spammed it so directly. maybe cox im such a direct person i juz say anythin straight to e persons face. wad cud i haf done. many things. but y didn i think of it durin dat time. no one else to blame. except for my impatience, rashness and straghtforwardness.

DEY SAID TIME WILL KILL YOUR FEELINGS FOR ANYTHING, BUT ITS NOT WORKIN ON ME!!!!

actually when sometimes i c wr tok about grace to wp. sometime i feel that " STOP BITCHIN ABOUT THE PAST, it's over, u failed. try harder nxt time n stop botherin about it". actually forgettin dat im the victim of the exact same situation. y carn i juz........realized it from a 3rd person view..n forget about it. lik wad my brains tell mi to think of wr...but i juz carn help it..

sry...

sry..

if this post doesn't realli make sense..

first day of school

2006-01-03T18:36:00.000+08:00

the first day of school felt quite crazy. sooo mani changes. so mani farni ones too. some gd, some bad?

well lemme start my elaboration.

first e most major one.

change of timetable

now periods all r 1 hour. lesson ends at 1.10 each day. but consist of homework period which drags the day till 2.10, then we r officially released. so we r allowed to stay in class, do our own stuff, but cannot go home. though no teacher supervise. i think every1 wud automatically do their hw in cls. well, to save time at home.
at least now lessons have their time reduced by 0.5 hrs each day. thats lik 3.5 hrs of lesson reduced per week. and homework period isn't dat bad either. it's lik. doin ur hw in sch. which allows u to finish it faster....and more effeciently when you have friends around you. though kinda....encourages teamwork n copyin. gd also lah. at least can go home wif a clear mind.

2ndly...

change of classroom.

dis one dunno whether to sae gd anot. we din get cabin class. we gort the one the furhurst end of the right side of the classroom block. if you look at it facin the toilet. yeah, dat direction. it's the far end. one side e view is the sch carpark. e other side is the corridor, (which normally u wud c other classes), but instead u c an empty area with the old folks place. anyway our classroom is the most isolated in e classroom block. probably. aside from cabin classrooms. which r probably more isolated anyway. p1,p2,t1,t2 gort their cabins i think. while p3,p4l1l2 all on the right side of the 4th floor of cabin classroom. while opposite is 3t1,t2 and p1.

thirdly

change of...teachers

nort for our class.but other class. lol wr, (4t2) gort vlee n ho as their amaths and english teacher respectively. now we can welcome wr to our weekly time pracs. woo!

i think 3p1 n 3p2 (yr 2006) r also goin to suffer from time prac. yeah!! last yr 3 class do time prac together......now gort 6.!!! tadah. double!!!

so anyway dats it.

went cyclin. cycle to glenn hse. den back. lol. wif wr, dex mi n wp. den wen to sch saw some pple lol. dats all lazy to type. lol

2006-01-02T10:23:00.000+08:00

wakin up in the morning n feelin lik u haf tons of hw to finish. thats nort a good feeling.

at least im ahead of schedule. i intend to finish 4 newspaper cuttin (yeah XD slacker mi din do anithin ytd nite), by 11:30 and now i have finished 3 and it's 10:20. roughly i spent lik 15-20 minutes doin one bah. i started at around 9:30!! so later probably going to wz house to collect dex's amaths paper. either use for reference n copi abit here n there. 3 papers is gonna take long if u realli go n do......but maybe nt if u copy.

yeah n now i think i nid to find or buy some graph papersss. so i dunno how to spent my today also. at least my remainder hw is at least goin to take 2 hrs more. mins i haf e rest of the dae to enjoy liao ar. i heard chem gort alot. i think if i gort time i do abit.

so right now i still left, amaths, 1 newspaper cuttin, 1 situational writing and chem. nrt realli alot since i finish situational writins in 20 min also. when exam gif u 45 min lol. i think i write fast. den u roughly noe y my handwriting so ugly liao.haha, wonder if tmr gort time prac anot. hope nort......actually im fine with anything lah. just dun gif us test can liao...>_<

2006-01-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

i find it amusing that after six days (which is almost a week), i show no sign of missin dota. dota is a drug, but probably not a very addictive one.

after tommorow would be school reopen day. 3rd jan. i am ssoooooo NORT lookin forward to it. anyway abit excitied also. i think being back in school is definitely better than KNOWING you r supposed to go bac to sch soon. last few days of hols r realli sad, with a tinge of excitement, fear n anxiety. seriously, i don't even know if i like this feeling. probably not.

ive been jumpin alot at home nowadays. tryin to get the timin of jump smash. now my legs hurt. i watched some videos and i see that u r suppose to jump wif ur knees bend at almost 90 degrees, then realease at the moment of the impact. den ur hips r suppose to rotate alon wif ur body when u followthrough the shot. wah hard. hard to practise also. nort lik lobbin n stationary smashin where you can stand dere n try to get ur form right. jump smash i think after jumpin ten times my leg abit tired liao. very energy consumin. i dun think i will be able to do that so mani times in a match even if i manage to learn a bit of it.

oh yah i forgot to say that changed all e grip of my rackets. woot. lik change clothes lidat. my at700 is now wrapped in white grip, at800 is in orange grip n cab20 is in lime grip. all looks refreshin rite now. i think white grip roxs.

ive been playin wif my brother lately. trying to get him to improve. but mainly im using him to practise my nettin. since he has decent nettin, unless i realli wan the pnt i avoid liftin n lobbin. aside from that, i just use him to try to practise my stunts..which r doin quite well now.

success rate today i think is 4/12, which is 33.3333%, which manage to cross the net. while 11/12 actually made contact with the shuttle. so if i run n do my stunt, chances r that 91.67% of the time i will make contact with the shuttle but of all my shots onli one third will manage to go across the net. im satisfied at least.

right now my crossnet is improvin. smashes r gettin slightly faster. i think im gettin faster abit also. lob nort realli much improvement. by feb i think i wanna rechallenge wz liao.

1 more day

2006-01-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

tmr is the last day i haf b4 sch start.

today went down e drain. cox i din complete much hw. i ONLY did one situational writin. still left 4 newspaper writin to go. i think i shall do dat tonight. HENG dat dis yr no compre. whew.

den tmr gort 3 amaths paper to finish, plus tidy up. the onli reason y i mention tidy up cox i think e last 5 paper i abit rush n nvr pay attention do de. lol.

den..

den ar..

was readin some other pple blog. esp de sec 2. see them spilt apart....felt quite nostalgic. lik last yr dis time. last yr dis time, we all lik holiday until soo sian liao. but dis yr holiday, inversely, felt shorter. ALOT shorter. den i rmb last yr tmr evenin i will be talkin to tj on the fone discussin how dey will put us together into classes.

lol so vlee teachin p1 n p2. he take p3 n p4 for e sec3s in 2005. at least he will nort be our form teacher liao. cox he becomes form teacher of p2 i heard.

anyway i think e sortin iz by register number one.

lol at e 3p3 gatherin vlee sae if i retain he will put mi in 3p1. lol.-.- actualli nort bad oso lah

year 2006

2006-01-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

feelin abit pressure now. if i have done my hw dis pressure wud nt even be existant. so guess dat i shld start doin my hw today. there's not much hw to be done. luckily i went sch for amaths n completed 5 papers liao. if rt 8 papers now i surely die.

anyway i intend to do this 3 papers on monday and today i shall clear up all the english. 4 newspaper n 2 situational writing rite..? i think e 9 ews i hack care for e time being cox i dun even noe wad title.

so the new yr is here. ytd night went for dinner. cox my dad's birthdae oso. so had ex food lah. lol. long time nvr eat. den beside us the table was singing happy new yr. den i told my brother " aiyo, holiday over liao, happi wad shit ". put it another way, pple like celebratin hols over and goin bac to school/work. maybe adults nort so, since they haf to work all year round n haf no school holidays.....so maybe they r the ones hu r happi. but is it just me that was thinkin " arhh anothe yr have passed so quickly", while watchin the countdown on channel 8.

it's realli sad. dis yr has been the most interesting yr in my life. actualli more detailed, the good parts are really good but the bad parts are very bad. i wud rmb sveral events such as the wonderful bd i had, the parties, n the WOW gatherin which was soo fun. all the clan outings were all filled wif fun, and also the stayover at glenn hse. ive done all that i have not done b4.......ive enjoyed the gd parts. but still, the bad parts are still as bad. rmb e weeks where i was barked continously by tiger all day all week. it was lik hell broke loose. seriously..........and all the troubles n stress ive gort from school, which r all caused by me though. lol.

i hope nxt yr will be a better yr. well, though i dun realli think i can happen. school is goin to be miserable at least for the nxt 10 months. the only thin i can look forward to...is the EOY hols nxt yr where we haf 4 months hol. for now, i haf to endure n work hard. ive been sayin dis everyyr......end of every yr to be precise....

i think i shall stop playin dota. anyway just to let u guys noe i haf not been playin dota for the last 5 days. not that i dun wan, it's i haf no way to do it. i haf found dat my day certainly feels very long without dota. since durin hols once i sit infront of the com, time just flies withou mi knowin. and when i finish the 3rd game, one afternoon wud be just gon like that. compare it to days without dota. i would spent time surfin net, pacin up n down my house, wonderin wad to do. i feel as if my day is very long....n i haf lots of time. suddenly i feel dat theres no nid to play dota anymore....

of cox, nxt yr. when the need comes of if weekend i happen to pass by glenns hse. i wud probably drop in for a game or two......i wud still miss it eventually. but right now, if you playin dota, not for the sake of competition, i feel dat it's meaningless. since bnet gives us zero challenge and only not even one braincell challenged.
i dun think im dat fond of tree tag or xtra custom games oso..

prepared to stay bac mani times a week nxt yr in sch. seriously. i think nxt yr the school gonna gif us sec 4 hell. n i dunno y the school set our paper so hellish one lor. wif murder n killin intent. i cud sense dat while doin e papers. dey were marked as if they wanted to kill us. i think failin some r inevitable. but when the real O levels come, will it be dat difficult?...

ok, i shld set some goals for o level. i noe abit exaggerated but im aimin 15 pnts for o level. glenn sae he aimin below 10. i think if i work hard 15 shld be quite ez to get..but if i dun, maybe i carn even get into poly..

so i shld start workin hard from today, 1st jan n start doin my hw effecienty n properly.

so wif no dota. wun my life be some plain shit. i dunno how to say this lah. but nt that i can afford to luxury of time to play dota everydae. i think i shld be concentratin on my badmitnon. since i feel quite enthu about it right now. i shld find some time each day to play badminton. i think at least 3-4 times per week.

when sch reopen, i guess monday n tues afternoon taken up. wednesday thurs n fri, i bet 1 day wud be eaten for other remedial. dat lefts 2 days. n my sat is burn cox of badminton trainin. so left sun. time is limited..haix.

nvm, i shall end dis post here. this post is for mi to organize my thoughts de. lol.

oh shit

2005-12-31T16:49:00.000+08:00

2 more daes to end of holidays.

im goin bac to crappin format
cox im sad
no mood 2 type in proper paragraphs

HW left

-3 amaths paper
-5 amaths paper de linear law + tidy up n fill in blanks which i dunno
-9 ews (which i haf no idea wads dis)
-2 situational writin
-4 newspaper cuttin
-some chem hw (which i haf no idea wads it about)
-literature sound of thunder

BASICALLY..

i onli haf 2 days to do this. but amazin thing is i wan to leave them for monday.
intend to copy all 3 amaths paper. cox i think i did 5, den veri tired liao. at least do 1 out of e 3.

9 ews i shall finish lik 4-5 de rest go school n complete.

situational writin i doin tmr i think. somethin i dun leave till monday

newspaper i shld be doin tmr oso

literature i leave it till sch reopen

chem ar. leave till sch reopen.

so basically im doin e amaths n eng onli. which has e most hw.

shit sch reopenin. im worried about e haircheck...u noe normally 1st dae of school after june n dec holiday dey will check hair. hmmm. my hair nort considered long, but fringe damn long i dun feel lik goin to cut. im quite skeptical about goin to salon or barber to cut. lik wp, i nvr lik cuttin hair...

den i haf lots to worry about.....

HAIX. 1 horrible year ahead. i feel terrible!

2005-12-30T17:01:00.000+08:00

today is a weird day. really. mainly many hours have passed and the only thing i can blog about is badminton. what a pathetic life i have. anyway i felt mani different emotions today, good or bad. all together right now, if u ask mi to sae how i felt n how im feelin now, i wud sae confused. i realli dun noe what im thinkin now actually.

so i went to cck stadium cox i booked court. wz suddenly bac out. cox he had a quarrel wif his parents den grounded. blah. lol sad. so nvm, luckily glenn n wp was kind enuff to come n join mi. so i went there. den the soon beng gang was there. so i joined in n played wif them abit. i dunno why but it seems lik i felt off form n such. din do much lah.

just stroke stroke n stroke. it's called tire urself out.

den beside us 2 small boy wan challenge mi n one of sb fren doubles. fine. accept lor. wun die right anyway? lol. so we own them. literally. ownage lor. dun even feel lik sayin. their serve all lik dunno how to serve 1. lol. all become a prey of tappin. so i tap tap smash smash win pnt so shuang. lol. den finally finish at 15-6. starting we gort make quite alot mistakes btw. den 2nd set. oso win lah. den after finish finally glenn n wp come. u gort the idea how early i went bah

lol. den i was tired liao. so we stroke abit. den later e 201 pple came. but we still continue strokin. so we had 3 pple so we were takin turns to torture the person that has no ally. lol. dat was tiring bah.

den after that i fight wif SB. plae match! lol. he sae " i ren u very long liao, everytime lose", in chinese to mi. lol. wah, so honoured gort pple sae dis kinda thing. so well. i play. den cox shuttle farni den my lob all half court kenna smash. den 2-5 or something. den later hmmm. i decided i nid to use somethin to turn the tide. so i did. i changed my forehand short serve n use e backhand short serve! lol. den afte doin in. i realized e shuttle will fly faster to e enemy court since the distance travelled is lesser. n i can put the racket face nearer to the net. since it's BH short serve. so i did. n indeed it managed to help mi turn the tide. end of the game it was 15-5!. lol i rmb 2nd game also. becoz of my BH short serve den his lift were half court, or he became too reckless n blast the net. lol. so i think 15-5,15-5. both match kinda same. mi losin lik hell at the start den once i switch to bh short serve. lol. den pnts came in ez.

so i won him both rounds. but i think abit tyco. if i din change serve probably the battle wud be more even. lol. so later wp went e 201 court n plae. lol. veri farni. wp wasn't being gentle. in fact. lame!!! realli lame. den glenn went in also, use his right hand to play when his a left hander. n i gort to applaud the fact that his right hand iz actualli nort bad. of cox, he carn use it to plae against us. but them, i think still quite ok. make him drop to their level bah!!

lol. den plae awhile. den i think e girls wan to play so we siam lor. den did alot lame things like jugglin shuttle across the hall. plae wif wall. plae soccer version of badminton. n mi n glenn gort stroke quite abit in the middle of the hall.

den after that, abt time to go le lah. lol. den i drove my bike wif glenn n wp to lot 1. park there. den go eat food court. den tok about alot lame stuff like comparison of primary sch to secondary sch. dats so lame. so after dat i went to cck hall again to see if they all go le. actualli dun realli care about e rest lah. juz wanna noe if qp go liao anot....

go n haven go, nth i can do. i think i was bein abit stupid. but...nvm. so i stroke wif e uncle dere for lik 15min. den cycle home liao.

if sec 3 n sec 4 was a preperation for O level. at least sch's startin nvm. at least we're halfway there. HALFWAY!! yeah! actualli slightly more den that. at least feel sad for e sec 3 who r startin their end of honeymoon in BP. sec 3 is goin to be a year of torture. n if u did wad i did, as in use sec1/sec2 slacky methods n try to pass sec 3 ure gonna end up in alot of shit. realli..unless u're super talented n genius. n nxt yr gort M class..?

ok cabin or no cabin nxt yr. i prefer nort cabin class. first, cabin class too cold. realli after havin a sneak preview during ftp, cabin class=no good. it's near e canteen, yes, quite near e hall n ez to get around. ez to go home also. but dun forget, after PE, e classroom will stink lik shit.literally n figuratively. of cox lidat den e class will become damn "anti-social" liao. u wud haf no chance to c other pple from other class..so locked up. fucked up also.

so. its' gonna be the end of year 2005. but i haf no comments about that.

aha inspiration

2005-12-29T10:47:00.000+08:00

after reading wr's new post i get some inspiration to post oso. dun blame mi if i post too much. some1 has yet to be infected wif e inspiration virus. (HINTIN to u DEX, PLSSS post something).

e first part he tok about mainly love. hmmmm. well i agree wif wad he sae. but pple haf something called immunity system. after some time, no matter how much it hurts, it will just feel numb. you feel as though u r supposed to feel pain, but u r not. den u question urself, why? at least this is how i feel. dun worry, wp n wr, im lik on the same boat as u all. almost? there r mani other better things to do, dats what i found out. well. it's almost 1.5 yrs since the last day of school of 2004. i don't realli care now. since then, i don't think i cared about hu i like, and all this stuff. den came wz's BGR problems then i was lik helpin him by talkin to him all day. i dun even noe y he bother to ask mi when i haf no experience at all. im nub. at least in this, i admit.

right now i still feel lik it's a veri sensitive topic to tok about. well, regarding wp, i feel dat he is actin to lik michele onli. realli. he lik switch targets so often dat i dunno wad he is tokin about. boy cries wolf, rmb the story? well identical situation. anyway i think the story typed in wp's blog is written by glenn. like what he told me. and according to him. i was surprised dat glenn's english so pro. and im down here, writin in broken engrish. i phail at engrish! i didn't bother to read it to the end, but all i can sae. its the story is well writeen! thumbs up!lol. but i still think writtin biography is lame, especially when u're onli 15 yrs old. there's no point, ahemm. the point is no!

2nd thing. class outing. DEX and WR pls STOP sayin " ty u shld learn from MX the good host ". its realli dumb. im not as "wan face" as him, so despo for girls to come 2 his house to treat every1 food. i noe events lik my birthday party i should. thats ok. but if you ask mi to call pizza on a simple party. don't think of it, don't ask, cox my answer wud be a straight no. no bargaining.

u shld see how mx behave. onli live condo den so hao lian. n warren is nt some high class condo. it's quite cheap, accordin to my dad. n his mum treat every1 pizza. more of bein forced to. by mx. after all, the midget wants face. he wans pple to c dat his RICH, when his not. look at mi. i live in the house 3 times or 4 times the size of his, but I don't anyhow treat people pizza when they come. Seriously, money is hard earned n u carn anyhow spent it. and my pocket money is nt much more compare to e average. or maybe less. gasp. time to get a pay raise! dats why i didn't hesistate to eat as much as i cud, while not feelin bad. i think mx deserves it. lol. this is the price to pay if you wan to be so hao lian, act cool. i even lithered everywhere in his house.

den to add on. ytd while playin e guessin game (forgot name). mx suddenly sae urgent gort fone call. den tok 2 lines den put down. den dex say " xtra lah mx, act cool buay cool". incase u dunno, mx de act cool is so li pu and lame. realli make u feel lik pukin n vomittin. den he rebutted " see whether u can find a GF first den sae". OMG. i was lik so taken back. i mean, u gort gf nort my problem right. no nid hao lian. i cud sense that spilt second of awkwardness in the air, even from mr goh. every1 muz be thinkin OMG. i think even if mx has a GF it must be lik the last time case. where he continously flirt on his handphone wif girls. n he thinks dat they r his gf. and end up, when questioned, the girl dun even like him. well rmb dat handphone-exam case. lol. i think i posted it last time, i dun wan to post again. anywayhe is the most. act cool buay cool. retard, person on Earth. n hmmmmmmmm....sorry for flamin. but i think he deserves it. he dis type of pple deserves to rot in hell.

i veri bu shuan wif him. who isn't. i think nxt time if i haf the chance to go his house again i will mess it up. even more, download virus into his computer.....dats gud!!! any1 wan to support mi!!?

2005-12-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

i dont feel like typin a title. n thus it is blank. it's very late now. my eyes are about to close. my brain is about to shut down, but im still typing. ok. just to comment a little. there's only like 5 days countin from tmr to the reopening of school. thats sad. 5 days. 1,2,3,4,5. it's gonna pass realli realli fast. argh.

to matter how i try to make myself feel better, i know 5 days is just goin to pass just lik that. sometimes i realli wish i had control of the time. but i don't.

im goin to make an annoucement. im goin to stop playin dota. not as in quit. as in, just stop playin. shld be temporary. since glenn's dvd burner is malfunctioning n i dun think i wanna go thru the hassle of buyin another dvd drive. i guess my life wud be spent just dlin stuff n watch. which i found quite amusin recently.

right now my body is itchin to play badminton. i dunno y.

anyway just for fun. im goin to elaborate my observations wif badminton players, aka e different type of badminton players i have seen in cck hall.

firstly..e undisputed..

school team boys

This group of people are easily distinguised from the rest. Just by watching them stroke, they have a form that is unique and special. I would call it a flashy style, with a tinge of arrogance and elegance. Watchin them play is always a pleasure. They have stunts, many flashy moves and interesting deceptions. Normally when they play in groups, all will be clad in flashy badminton shirts or school team, or school PE shirts to make them look more powerful and easily distinguished from afar.

e Ah Pek Group

This group of old men, do not really have a form. they just wank the shuttle with all their force to produce their moderately loud lobs. they are mainly trained to play doubles. have solid defense and quite a decent attack. makes little mistakes due to their experience in playing for a long time. they don't really have any flashy moves, neither are they flexible enough to perform any stunts or deception. though some may possess a decent arsenal of trick shots, i think their forte is their rear court drops. their lobs can be fast, their smash can sometimes catch you off guard, but there's a good reason why they play doubles. one is they get tired easily, and second is probably of court limitation. easily distingusied when you see middle aged to senior citizens playing doubles with lots of hokkien swears and shrieks of excitement. most of the time, you would only see lob, rear court drops, followed by lifts. then smashes or lobs. and then the process repeats.

the fit man group

This group of people, I would consider it quite rare to see people of this catogary. reason is very few exist. A group of young, powerful men that play a high standard game. they aren't old, sluggish and move extremely fast on the court even in a doubles game. they have superb footwork and very deadly smashes. probably the group with the most powerful smashes. but the reason why it is easy to distinguish them apart is the style of game they play. they play a game closer to international standard. they have a considerably higher standard of net play compared to the ah pek tier of players.

the family

quite often we see people belong to this group appear in cck hall. groups with one mother, one or two son/daughters and one dad. the dad is usually the proest among the few while the son bein the second. the mother usually can hit the shuttle but cannot play very well. this group of people probably don't play badminton very much. as in, they play it as a family thing. you know, sunday is family day (or is it not?). nothing much to comment since they aren't really playing badminton anyway.

the BGR

ive seen quite a few. when a guy, calls out a girl to play badminton. it looks like both of them are goin steady. but i don't really care. most of the time, the guy usually play onli to a limited standard. and usually misses. of course, thats the typical "teenage couple" i see in cck hall. and the girl, who probably don't play much, seem to play better than the guy. they usually chit chat while playin.

Group of Guys

rather suitable title. ive observed that many guys that do not play much badminton like to gather together and play badminton. usually with 1 or 2 girls in their group. sometimes watching them play make me feel like laughing. so all 6 guys are tryin to snatch for that 2 girls. or are they trying to flaunt their "skills" to attract the girls. i doubt so. since probably they have limited skills and r probably concentratin on makin the surface of their strings hit the cock nicely without hittin the frame.

this r mainly e pple which i observed playin in cck hall. of cox there r mani more. but im juz lazy to type it out. maybe nxt time.

free lunch exists! just nid to find hard enough

2005-12-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

there's no free lunch in this world. dats bullshit. now sadly, yet another day has been crossed out of that legendary 7 days remainding. well, there's still the night. but there's nth much i can do either.

class outin was quite average. it wasn't that great, but decent. of cox better den e sentosa one. of cox, since we went to mx house, which we had free dinner. pizza. man, his mum called 4 pizza n lots of garlic bread. end up, garlic bread carn finish, den i bring home one loaf. lol. anyway we did things like plae cs, plae chinese chess, watch troy. plae scrabble. for i think 1 hr plus onli. e rest was at cck part. cyclin n tok cockin.

saw glenn's bike. wah nice. n light. i felt lik i shld have bought dat too.

rants

2005-12-28T10:55:00.000+08:00

Im goin crazy wif nth to do at my hse.

Now not looking forward to anything, I feel emptiness, loneliness. and dey seem to fuse together to make the mega creep-sadness. i feel as if i have been purged of excitement. the thrill of life. nth thrills mi anymore. for some reason. life just goes on, for the sake of it. this is the plague, the disease i suffer from when it's exactly or less than 1 week before school reopens.Why am I continously rantin on the fact dat skool is goin to reopen. when i carn change it. im juz childish perhaps.

Ytd nite had a wet dream. ( i noe i shldn't be annoucing it, but this is MY blog, as long as i dun sae anythin racist, im safe k). long time din haf le. i carn rmb the contents. lol. but after i woke up i tot it was quite enjoyable. lol. seriously...i think this is e most enjoyable type of dream....

sometimes i wish to be born into a super rich family. i know right now my family is doin fine, quite above avg n stuff. but thats nort enough! nort enough for mi not to go school n not to work. realli. lemme tell u my darkest fantasy. that is the day that i dun haf to go to school, dun haf to work. just slack at home n haf all the money to spent. dats a very insane dream i wud guess.....after watchin hana yori dango. seein those family wif houses like estate-size. and with hundreds of maids,bodyguards. those tycoon family. y carn i be born into those family..? and izzit a sin to be not contented wif wad u haf?? i think if u calculate all in all, i think i wud be poorer den most of u out there cox in the end i have to share all e stuff wif 3 other pple...dats alot. all in all, i still haf to work when i grow up. yikes.

either i find a job dat im happi wif and enjoy doin, or im goin money crazy n im goin to retire by 35.

dat day at LJS mi n wz n glenn were tokin. sayin stupid stuff like "we're 16 n haven accomplish anything". badminton nort pro, dota nort so pro (even though i think we're very pro liao), n studies also nort pro. so wad..? we lik very sibai? no way. i think we r better den off den mani pple liao lor. no offense to other pple. but how mani pple can play badminton AND dota as pro as us. of cox there r mani pple proer in badminton den us. and dota as well. but when u combine both as a condition. u c how mani pple can plae both as gd as us. i think few.i think we're not pro in anythin yet cox we balance everything. we dun go hardcore in badminton or dota. even though i think we r goin quite extreme sometimes. n studies. even though i sux at sec 3. but dun forget, after o level. all e report book all these can throw away liao. end of the day, it's ur o level cert dat counts. im not goin to study for any other exam den important ones. dat is the piority i set in my life in kindergarten......n im goin to follow that.

actually lemme tell u frankly i despise mani pple dat i meet. im those type of typical arrogant bastard. and im proud to admit it. i dunno y but i haf a super big ego, pride n confidence (even though sometimes i dun seem to haf), but tthink my frens noe. u noe pple like GX,ZS,ruihe,jian hui. basically those pple from our class. i think dey all veri loser lor. i think in their whole life dey never played anythin seriously. for us, both our dota n badminton, we play them seriously. we seriously try to improve n train new strat. for them..? i dunno what they doin actually.

heard from ZS dat guoxiang play badminton to thrash pple in our school. end up. it's all for face. i DESPISE pple who play badminton not for the love of the sport. but to actually play to show off, and to thrash others. it's simply retard. it shows that the person is bein too practical and is an attention seeker. it's ok if you plae until pro den show off abit nvm, but to plae to show off its ridiculous, its insanely crazy n an insult to e sport. but end of the day. he still cannot beat sim n wz. n he has not beaten me n glenn till today...im not sayin dat hes lousy, just dat his attitude SUXS like hell.., let this kind of pple ROT in hell.no offense to ZS. but actually i think his quite a happy go lucky guy. i dun realli depise him as much as e others. but the junjie,ruihe n jian hui gang realli sux lor.

dats all.