< ~ `` sEnbOnzAKuRa `` kUchiKi ByakUya Version 2
//Zanpaku-to``
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+15 yrs old+
+bp govrt high+
+4p3[2006]+
+10/04/1990

//Bankai``



//Division 6``
[*]Dexter
[*]Wei Rong
[*]Jin Zhe
[*]Hui Min
[*]Jasmine
[*]Weini
[*]Yih Fang
[*]Hee Yi
[*]Wen Pu
//credits``
* Fireworks
* Animesuki Bleach Image Request
* Fanart of Byakuya and Ichigo VS Renji


~*Tuesday, March 28, 2006*~

//last word, last post

this blog is going to be closed.
dun worry, another one will be opened soon enough.
im writing my dota guide now. so temporary, instead of typin daily events, i will update my guide instead..

address, i decide to keep it another secret AGAIN
afterall. open blogs r nt exactly a good idea.
Anyway this is post 201. i thought 200 wud be a nice idea to stop.

this blog will not be deleted.
haha, maybe u can start guessing the new address..

Activated Seikei @ 7:14 PM

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~*Saturday, March 25, 2006*~

//spirit

so how it feels wifout taggy?
bleh, it feels fine to me.
just that i dun realli check bac when i know there's no obvious diff to my block.
instead of checkin my blog first, now i straight away go to blogger n c8 post.

ytd i managed to DL the entire (or almost) digimon song collection.
what hit SG (the 4 series), was peanuts compared to wad hit japan.
believe me anot, there r like. 183 songs listed on anime lyrics....
thats not including repeat versions, and drama cds.

every single character (since adventure, to adventure 02, to tamers, and finally to frontier), has at least 2-3 image songs. and every openin/endin as lik 4-5 versions? (slow/fast/diff singers etc..), even enemies have their image song....n even evolution theme all also have their own songs..and many diff versions..guess how big the fanbase was at that time?

they just ended at frontier. now on 3rd april, in japan. digimon savers is coming out. (also known as digimon 05). im lookin forward to it.

listenin to these songs, haha, realli..revived the childish side of me. i realli admit tt...err....digimon (as in the anime), is childish. i used to lik it when i was sec 1 and 2. (BEAR WIF me, i didn't watch that 1 on channel 8 or kids central), i was DLIN those subs from Bit torrent n watchin the actual jap version.....

the songs r actualli nt bad. sung by wada kouji...

i was watchin frontier b4 many pple knew abt it in SG...

i was more of an in-depth fan. i didn't realli care much of details in the anime. it's those doujins, image songs......, specials n omakes that make it special.

digimon, the plot isn't very good either. but i loved adventure 01 the most..haha

Activated Seikei @ 10:22 AM

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~*Thursday, March 23, 2006*~

//LAME

farni. i juz removed taggy
STOP SPAMMIN

and first, i dunno hu is "spammer"...
but i know it's a..nub..
i dun realli care
now i go no tag, see what u can do
congrats! u flamed it odwn......
but whats after that..?

NOBODY wins me in flame wars..

yeah! retard noob!

i don't care if my tone i use is abusive, offensive or aggresive
i state my stand n views very firmly
u dun lik them, GO AWAY. shoo..noob
u think i sux? too bad, cox i think u sux even more...
thats how it works
never offend mi
i may be nobody now
but 10 yrs down the road.
i may be ur boss...
so watch out wad u sae..

if u realli hate me
y dun u show urself..
y dun u...use ur real name as ur nick?
dun dare..?

to gx
ive flamed many pple in my blog..
that is strictly my opinion
if the other spammers r CLONES of u
then just use ur own name n err type wad u think
spammin such things wun get u anywhere...
this is my KIND advice..
dota is juz a game. yeah. badminton also a game
life also a game. everything also game. HAPPI?
badminton? haf fun..
dun forgot u got 7 pnts from jonathan when i got 8..
we nvr played 15 pnts b4..
dun be too sure u can win me

anyway wad haf i been postin nowadays
nth much actually..
juz borin daily things
nth much to sae either
so i mite stop postin.

thats wad happens when u blog too often
pple get jealous of u n flame u..
so sad..

Activated Seikei @ 10:16 PM

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1 more day to weekend.

why sometimes when u wake up...
u realli feel lik goin bac to sleep
u feel as though u dun wan to go to sch
u wan to pon...
but somehow, u decided not...
u try to convince urself u're sick
when u're actually sleepy...and
juz wan to slp more...
why izzit so hard to get up and go to sch
i know i wake up at 6:30..
but isn't that abit too early?
why muz sch end so late?
HAIX...

weekends juz roxs so much.
school was quite ok
amaths...farni.
the rest, bleh. quite ok.
SS period was the best SS lesson ever.
become art class..
whole 1 hr. DRAW ur ideal home n present
grp work! lol sooo fun and undry!
good! nxt time haf more of this...
got bac progress report.
L1R5 37....0_o
i failed eng
the paper passed ard class..i 50.3
progress report inside 49!!! (WTF..??)
emaths E8
Amaths D7 (49!! YUAN AR)
Geog (47 also quite YUAN)
chem C6
chi b4 (LOL my highest)
combined humans C6
physics F9 WAHHH
lol. i love my result man!
progress report is juz a report...
about progress. so it doesn't matter

i look forward to leave this SCH
once n forall
i look forward to a peaceful life wifout sch
for lik mani months?

haix
tmr friday

den weekend le!! yay!

Activated Seikei @ 4:43 PM

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~*Wednesday, March 22, 2006*~

//2!

had to stay bac in sch today
waste of time
wad parent cher meetin
it's prinicpal braggin talk
talk about sch achievement
luckily our sch lao ya....
if nt talk until tmr morn

LOL. den today got Pe
first lesson.
run 2.4 (or almost).
my time...11:20+ (nt veri sure)
damn WZ cheat..
behind me all the while, den still..
reach goal faster..
cheat mi 1 round
i pass mx 3 times
lol mx cheat 2 rounds!
lol...so mani pple cheat
den go try pullup
YESSSSSSS i feel SO RELIVED
i can do 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah heng i tot i couldn't do any u know

today quite alot hw
but nw goin 8 le im still nt budgin
OMG....LOL.
tmr is bad luck day
even week thurs is my most bad luck dae..
HAHA...

thats all. nth to post le. LOL
dun blame mi, blame my yawnz, borin day in sch

Activated Seikei @ 7:48 PM

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~*Sunday, March 19, 2006*~

//!!!!!11

haha. last few moments of a holiday. guess after this im goin to sleep le. then wake up and itll be sch day le. haix. once again holidays past so fast.....at least they seem to.

let me try recall wad i did.

friday:cannot realli rmb? played tennis!, yar then go gym and i came home watch xing shan shan den sleep le.
sat:no trainin, so go play tennis. den at night some dota n anime den sleep
sun:i rmb i stay at home until trainin time? (or what did i do)
mon:go sch for eng. den play badminton in afternoon
tues:go sch for chem test, again played badminton
wed:ahh i stay at home n play games the whole day
thurs:played badminton again err, quite almost the whole day
fri:played badminton again.....almost whole day
sat:training. den after that went dad's fren's house
sun:do my lit homework (rest untouched), then go trainin.

ok lah, wad a weird holiday.

guess nxt "holiday" is june?? well i dun think dat can realli be counted as a holiday bah. den got till end of yr. sep holidays i dun think will exist.

at least one term is over. i feel as though 1/4 of this year (at least sch time) is over. and now after lik 3/4 more, finally LONG LONG LONG LONG and peaceful holidays will come...ahhh how i wish that time can come faster

den b4 that i haf to tackle the ultimate megacreep (not roshan), but o level. honestly if i go do O level now im goin to die real badly. i think time to chiong ard june. where everythin else has to be put aside. now even if im goin to do smth or study more, it's goin to be slightly less intense. at least ill try hard for this yr's mid yr..

ahhhh how i wish...how i wish....

HAIX......sad sad sad...time to go n sleep

sch reopening...

Activated Seikei @ 10:19 PM

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feel so damn bloody sad now. actually not so one. but haix, this is the sunday-syndrome i suffer from. school sucks, especially when you have not done any homework.

lemme try to rmb wad homework i have

*3-4 amaths paper ( by thursday? ) [ can wait? ]
*lit proj ( pple present le i haven do my part yet )
*lit hw ( huh? got wad ar?)
*SS (wad? i know theres smth but wad izzit)
*chem (juz alot to do)
*physics ( about 1/2 hr of work? )
*chinese memorize 35 thingies
*chinese 2 newspaper cuttin

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
completed ZERO

i realli lik to wait till last minute huh.
ok at least there's cme tmr...
n no amaths

LOL. wad shall i do today
i think i finish physics, lit proj ( muz finish mah )....and lit hw? whatever that is..

later got trainin somemore. gd, but haix. time feels lik it's stranglin me...

this mornin had hair cut by my dad. quite ok.....again, it's long n short.

ARGHHH last week probably i was too excitied over holidays dat i forgot to DL fate stay night episode 10. den dis wk 11 come out, den i watch den "huh uhu huhuhuhuh "..lol

Activated Seikei @ 9:39 AM

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~*Saturday, March 18, 2006*~

//Dota

finally dex posted some post dedicated to dota. well here's my take. actualli im about to post something about dota someday, but i didn't expect it to be that soon.

though i did not play much dota during the 1 week holidays, i tot of mani things and analyzed several games that led me to various conclusions about the game.

first, in order to pwn like mad, rampage into godlike and farm like a saint, all at once, you will need something identical to err "continous luck". like for example. enemy is noob, you pwn him twice. you secure a good starting. then u run into the middle lane, you meet several low health hero, then you pwn them. ( if not with the help of alies but YOU got the kill ). then without retreatin (or even with), you push the tower and got the gold. u r now filthy rich and goes home to get some shiny n beautiful items. though, that may be only one 2000 gold item, but that will give you an edge that will help you to continue to pwn. if this cycle repeats, you will find yourself godlike, holy shit, and even bein the richest in the game..

that was maybe an exaggeration, but thigns lik dis do happen. (esp to glenn..)

this is the only scenario i can picture in order to balance farming and killing.

otherwise, if you play like ben. all you could do is to sit and wait for kills to come to you, and farm like crazy.

the solo and middle lane is just like singles and doubles in badminton. last time i did say b4. it's about how to lure your opponent into their weakness and finish them off. with both creeps continously clashin, and heros not bein able to go close to avoid damage. it's almost like a stalemate. when lookin at hero matchups, (and your enemy hero at your lane), i think one can already visualise a situation (at which level and such) that will enable you to kill him or her. if there are soo many situations, there is a higher chance and your job is to force that chance out and go for the kill. even if people just look lik they are farmin and do not wan to bother about kill you, they MAY be plottin a viscious plan and waitin for you to fall into it..

knowin a hero is to know his skills, and how to use them
understandin a hero is to know his strenghts and weakness
masterin a hero is knowin how to pwn enemies and own the game regardless of situation.

i was teachin my brother how to play dota. with abit of guidance, he manage to 6-3 with lich. don't laugh, it's quite gd already. he doesn't play standard game. and err. he doesn't even know you can sit by the creeps to gain exp....well i was teachin him all these...haha.

lol. anyway gx thinks his very pro. i beg to differ. by sayin " i hink im on par with glenn ". he is indirectly insulting me, wr, dex, tj. and mainly every1 else. if you wanna start, start at the BOTTOM of the ladder and don't try to be to hasty. (though haste rune is nice..^_^)

oh yah, that viper game which i pwned your arse badly (to gx), was a present to show how disatisfied i am with your cocky attitude.

glenn said this, " from all the bull shit he talk i expect him to play better "...
i said, ' what do you expect from someone who bull shits?"

LOL. no offense but. you r still mada mada dane. continue playin like this and you will not be able to beat any of us...

i doubt you read my blog anyway.

another thing i got enlightened. right now, OUR dota is not about technical skills, it's about our mental state and such.

seriously, if you agree that technically all of our micro (with the exception of glenn), and all these r lik around the same, and other techniques in dota........the way we play is decided by the decisions we make, and the decisions we make are due to two factors. experience, and our mental state. so puttin aside experience. mainly we are playin a mental game right now....

thats all lol. suddenly i ran out of things to write

Activated Seikei @ 9:12 AM

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~*Friday, March 17, 2006*~

//end end end OMG

it's the end!
end of the weekday holiday.

AUGHH...did this feel lik holiday at all..?
ans:no...probably not...
maybe a few days onli bah
it was so...."badminton" dis holiday
everyday except wednesday was badminton.
LOL. tmr n the day after tmr too..
6/7...HAHA. thats quite..ALOT?

haha, today..I almost plucked out my TOE nail
the big toe...AHAHHA maybe later i post some pics...
i took pics wif my hp!
now it's soo gross
oh yah. half of it is detached. yeah (even at the bottom)
half of it still attached
i came up with a ingenius plan to make it stop hurtin
as well as not to pluck out the whole thing
i used two plasters..hehe..

LOL ok....
today danial played with us..
HAHA i lost him again
15-12 dis time.
i deproved by 2 pnts..
HAHA. quite ok lah.
quite enjoyable
i lost wei zhong also
15-9...
quite fun matches
lol cox i put up a fight
quite a gd fight at the start

i think when we play...
besides technique....
mental affects our play alot...
i dunno how to explain but..

i can feel danial's will to catch up when he losing....
then he did...
while when i was leadin....i was happy with the lead,
and stop wantin to pursue more points...
somethings that connects both players r the shots..exchanged..
lol...WAH chim sia.

on the other hand
probably i feel more confident wif my singles play now...
TMR IM GOIN TO WIN WEI YANG!!!!!!!!!
SURELy!!!!
AHH 1 week of trainin cannott go to waste

i learnt quite alot things..actually
smashin improved by quite a notch....
more of it actualli the GUTS improved
last time i didn't haf confidence, now i do.
nth to do wif know or dun know..
err.....my drop shot gettin more....sharp?
not floatin anymore..??
and my backhand...
if im tyco....and abit....accurate i can get a 3/4 base clear! lol
overall maybe level up by 1..??

hahahahaha.....
lol. homeworks untouched..
how?? maybe i dun do lor..
haix bad boy...

Activated Seikei @ 8:49 PM

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~*Thursday, March 16, 2006*~

//triple post!

omg, dis sat may nt haf trainin AGAIN. looks lik this will be quite a ballful weekend (tennis??)

today i went cck. i saw vlee n his boys. court was so UNCLE today. so mani uncle. u know uncle grp also they wan to flirt leh. so lihai right. haha, but 20 men n 2 girls....so weird. not girls, i min..auntie...

den 2 court were used for coachin. last time dat guai lan coach. but dis time he quite nice. he offer us some space to play. (rmb we playin lik beggars got no court 1, WANDERERS!). so we play doubles. against the same 2......that won me n glenn

haha. quite ez game. but wad can i sae..? fun? 15-6. LOL.

den later abit croweded. so we went to run....1.2km. no kick. lol. run liao tired for few seconds nia. den ok liao. feel lik nvr run. of cox lah. 1.2 nia leh...

so later. got some empty courts. so we went in. den train smashin. quite ok lah.....just that till today...I DON"T LIK TO SMASH, cox it waste alot of energy..

but nt dat i carn...

HAIX, felt lik postin but now..err..nth much to post..LOL

Activated Seikei @ 8:52 PM

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saw dis thing from weini n huimin blog. so decided to try it out...

~~in no particular order..
list down
3 ppl you talk to online
4 ppl u see at school
2 teachers
3 ppl uu love going out with
3 ppl in ur sms box..

1) wei rong
2) dexter
3) glenn
4) ming xian
5) qing ping
6) wen pu
7) jin zhe
8) chiam
9) vlee
10) tayye ( my brother..)
11) wz (nt realli actualli..)
12) tj ( AHHH runnin out of pple)
13) danial
14) heeyi
15) jeremy

So what do you think abt no. 4? [ming xian]

retarded...>_<

How nice is no. 6? [wp]

VERY nice, onli to wr...

n a scale of 1-10, how good looking number is no.5 ?[qing ping]

10..

PS:i did not c the question den put purposely 1...it was..random ok

Will you ever fall for no.11? [wz]

huh? im NOT gay...

fall down maybe will...

Honestly, if no.8 met with an accident, what will you do?[chiam]

pray hard cox theres no better form teacher...
of cox, i will feel sad....
chiam roxs

How much do you lyk no. 2?[dexter]

quite...

but 6 tennis balls isn't enuff, can bring at least 15??

Will 7 & 13 make a gd couple ?[jin zhe n danial]

ERR..they dun know each other.
If NOT gay, NO. even if Gay..still No...

Would 14 kill you one day?[heeyi]

dun think so.....
maybe ill die of cold n lame jokes...

Who do you lyk most ? 3 or 10?[glenn n tayye]

of coz my brother..

Get 5 3 ppl with blogs to do this thing
(smth wrong??? y 5 n 3, nvm lah juz copy n paste)
#1 dex
#2 wr
#3 wp???

Activated Seikei @ 5:20 PM

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i woke up, got quite pissed.

but nevermind, after a while, dunno y but my anger subsided. whats the point? whats the pnt in goin thru all this pain to try to fufil that impossible dream. the pnt is no. probably is when i know im playin badminton today, i suddenly feel more..relived. as in, badminton always helped me to forget about this problem..., i haf enuff, i dun wan to go thru this pain anymore....im runnin away.

each time i tell myself this (the above), i always feel a relive, yet.....a tinge of sadness. it's very...err.weird. but then, my resolution and decision always get overided again, and the cycle repeats.

nvm if u dun understand wad im tokin abt.

drownin myself in the latest bleach episode realli helped mi to.....stop thinkin about my pain. seriously.....ive discovered anime for 4 yrs, and all these yrs it helped mi evade my problems. ( i wonder how right? ). gd or bad. i dun even know...

i woke up early today. but now i cannot find anything to do.

AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

it's thursday le...time flies...time kills...time murders..WTF. but TIME SHLD just LAG abit durin holidays...

im still quite angry actualli....i realize anger doesn't magnify your dota-skills..it hinders ur play...

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first time seein mi spam here on my blog...yeah.......that shows how pissed i am right now..

im reali angry. now, about what, i dun even know..., im just angry for no reason....

2 o clock seem so long to come...i wan to...i wan to smash to my hearts content today...smash lik no tmr.......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

and btw...

i THINK i know how to put more power in my tennis serve. YAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!ill be the first one to master it..WOOOHOOOO..YAHA THInk onli lah.

it requires a secret trick...., and i found it. but now i nid to practise a perfect "BALL TOSS" if not my serve cannot execute that secret trick. the special reason and how to make the ball cross with power and near the line!!!

ytd my ball toss went nuts.

YEAH!!!!!...

n wz still doin the same thin n carn get the serve in.

"only fools do the same thing over n over again, hopin to get different results.."

somethin like this was a quote on talweez's nick LONG time ago.....n i was arguin against it....>_<, well, how true izzit now?

Activated Seikei @ 10:27 AM

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~*Wednesday, March 15, 2006*~

//LOL

just felt lik posting (~again~?). haix. i woke up abit too early today. wanted to sleep somemore, but carn liao. dunno y yesterday while tokin to tj n qp i suddenly felt lik slpin sooooo much. lik drowsy lidat. so i went sleep lor. HAIX today is wednesday....LIAO...ARGHHHHHHHHHHH

homework completed ZERO

im hearin shoutins from downstairs....ARRRR..not this early in the mornin...HAIX

ok ok. it's 15 march le. about 25 more days my BD liao. LOL. guys, wad u all wan dis year?

gif u some options. Vote.

-badminton?
-tennis?
-in-house lanparty at some lan shop
-call more pple n come my hse and lame ard lik last yr...

if got suggestion, feel free to gif. thanks.

ytd i clocked one of my biggest ownages in dota. lol. usin viper. 14-0, enemies weren't noobs (maybe?), GX, XY and Glenn!.

i got godlike, holy shit triple kill and practically all the rewardin sounds...WOOT....den we owned them. hahaha

nowadays, everywhere can hear pple tokin about dota. dat day i take lrt also hear pple talkin. LOL. den wz told me to shut up cox he know im goin to spite them...

lik sayin things lik " wah lao dota so sian cannot lose 1 " . LOUDLY.

last time i eatin in kopi tiam wif my brother den beside us 2 middleaged man talkin abt dota. den they sayin some1 very strong or very pro.

den i pretend tok to my brother about dota.

den i sae

" we proest in SG. " VERY loudly, they turned to stare at us...LOL. so farni

followed by my...fav..line " aiya dota CANNOT lose one lah ". * i said it VERY LOUDLY*

they got abit pissed. lol.

Activated Seikei @ 8:46 AM

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~*Tuesday, March 14, 2006*~

//badminton

lol. realize nowadays i refrain from postin about badminton, i post too much. pple sae i think myself pro. so cannot anyhow post lor. so more "memorable" badminton sessions den i post.

today y memorable leh? (actualli nt realli, juz abit special). normally i play with wz, (at most glenn n danial), so nth much to post about. today dex came (probably pressurized?), and e ex201 pple were here.

hmmmm....qp was there also.

first n foremost. DEX, WZ N GLENN WERE "VERY early". glenn late abt 15 min. then beside got one coach (dunno whether pro or noob one), demand change court wif me....WTF

call us go court 4. den i guai lan him say " DON"T WAN LEH cannot ar ".

normally i will just oblige. but this time, it's different. why? figure out urself. aiya, qp playin beside how can call mi go all the way to the other side. KNN. of cox i didn't agree.

den later wan to play doubles. so finally glenn came. den he rode his bike here somemore. 2 small boys. strokes standard quite ok de. den tell mi play singles. I DIAO. i phobia small boy ok. so i sae " i tired ". true my muscle abit achin from ytd.

so doubles. KNN we lost. cox glenn made alot mistakes. of cox i did also lah. glenn haven warm up, how to play....but quite close lah. we play until deuce....AWWW..

den ltr i stroke wif dexter. hmmmm. i think dexter quite ok liao. can at least hit the shuttle. shuttle sense is here. though i think im confident i can 15-1 him quite easily (or zero if i make no mistakes). dex nid some proper footwork and once he know how to lob and drop. he will become quite a avg player liao. lik i said, shuttle sense is there! u didn't play badminton for half a year for nth u know...

so later i play with wz. den wz keep sayin i hum ji dun wan to smash. IM A PASSIVE player, i onli lob n drop. actualli i know cox wz keep gettin caught by my new drop shot. so.....AIYA...change to smash...

then we take turn...jump smashin...i no confident in smash 1, but after today, abit more confident liao...WoOHOO

AWWW....one hour nia. feel so freakin tired. so we go "secret" shop and buy drinks...no offense. glenn said, " r u sure they r so noob "...when he first come...LOL. den i -.-, i sae " u think they play every day ar.."...they referin to qp dey all...

aiya, but pple plae badminton is for fun de. err..we play...to get better? diff mentality. eh normally i dun think so "passively" lik this ok. but i urge dex to get out of the " play for fun " mentality le...when u haf e potential n time to do so, why not..??

but seriously, i onli watch qp dey all play ABIT onli....., i never reealli observe actualli. but from what i see...they r nt that noob wad...at least wun miss shuttle...

and today..i quite off-form. GOT miss shuttle also ok....my stunt all miss....hit den hit net onli....KAO..

i got a killer strat to win wz in singles!!! nxt time muz try..WOOHOO!!! i wun sae here of cox. it's secret! win le den i sae...lose, den forget it lor...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

thats all.

im cravin for movies now....WHY???
im cravin for tennis

PLAYIN tennis make ur badminton racket feel damn light.
YTD and ytd the ytd (which is sunday), i felt my racket was too light..LOL.....feel as if....i was holdin air. SERIOUS....

cross-trainin is GUD.

LOL...
i feel lik swimmin today...
i feel lik playin tennis
i feel lik goin gym
i feel lik sleepin
i feel lik playin dota...
i feel lik watchin movie

but theres onli lik 6 more hours b4 sleepin time...
what shall i do??

i am goin to...
-achieve jump smash
-backhand SMASH!! (ROAR!!!!)

ahhhh i usin forehand grip to hit backhand u know. the bird lik fly...err....downwards, i turn around " eh was that a smash ? "

Jokin lah...so hard...

Activated Seikei @ 5:16 PM

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~~~ KAOZ ~~~

whose stupid idea izzit to...haf chem test at 7AM....
i woke up at 6:30, i know it's later den alot of other pple...
but i still feel so tired...

chem test. OK bah
no MCQ { -.- aww }
ok lah. at first. blur blur blur. blank blank blank
as warm up liao, den more answers come to my head
i think..i think..
CAN PASS!!! ARGHHHH

lol......lol.....lol...[=.=]
lol dex is just postin jokes in his blog nowadays
wr...is postin about chim things
im postin about casual things..
lol...now even mx come n tag my blog
err..thanks!
thanks to any1 hu tag my blog. i mean...

nowadays....
one game of dota enuff to wipe out my stamina
maybe cox i slack too much dota liao
now one game....i shack liao..tired..etc..
even if half game (those wif so mani leavers)....zzzz...
i still feel sian....
I NEED VERSION 6.3!!!!!!!!!

i came home. after chem test
still went n sleep....
sleep until now.....
still in sch U

now listenin to Deep Forest. fate stay night endin song
nt bad sia...
lol

i very little things to type nowadays....
haix
im turning...turning......


turning....

boring.....

HAIX

Activated Seikei @ 11:13 AM

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~*Sunday, March 12, 2006*~

//ARGH

nothing much to post about actually.

my damn neighbour (or neighbour the neighbour) playin some weird music so loudly. dunno wad celebration sia. sound lik indian song. sibeh irritating..

sian lah. tmr nid to go sch. spoil my holiday mood again. wtf.....haiyo..

last night had a strange dream. haha I DREAMT i was playin warcraft 3. standard game. I tell u hor. it was SOOO real....it was a FFA game. den i was undead. i massed aboms and dunno y i had like ALOT of aboms walkin around the map. i killed every1. except 1. i rmb it was a tournament or something. den in my dream i was tinkin " wah win liao " n the prize money is alot of money (dun rmb exactly). lol. den as i approach the last base.......guess wad. i saw...the guy massed frost wyrms. n i got owned. den seein the frost wyrms n the helplessness of my army..i was so depressed i woke up....wow, amazin dream. the whole dream was about me killin the other 6 pple n dyin to the last..WOW

so rare got this kind of dream??

lol. sometimes i love ahnd hate those type of dreams that..(no refrence to the above dream) where you wake up feelin u will be much better off in that dream. sometime u will wan to go bac into your dream. but u just carn. haix. it's so good yet bad. but overall, i think it's nt realli a gd thing to haf those kind of dreams. u will hate your life...

haha. the taggies reminded me about tammy's video. lol. DISCLAIMER:i NEVER watch it b4, just read some comments and stuff like that. back then, i saw the link and didn't dl it. (LOL, tot got virus, seriously). but from the way pple describe it. it's nt nice lor...my sunday grp frens got the video on their hp, maybe i call them send mi. but they lik reluctent. lol....haha....sae dey dun wan to corrupt me.. WTF...? ya lah they all quite old de.

anybody think i nid a raise in fontsize of my blog? suggestions? im starin to feel it's too small...

surprisinly i haf wr's blog open in another window. was readin his while writin mine. lol. i can multi-task. hmmm. was readin the part about compo. 1000 word essay. i admit i never wrote such a long essay b4.......i just didn't have the hand energy to do so. ideas? i dunno. most of the time, after writin n goin to sleep immediately without checkin, i always think of "what i shld have put in" and i can usually think about that for 20/30 min. yes, i usually have lik 40 minutes of time left after writin essay. thats so long?. haha, i normally the first one to finish but the marks always first one from the bac. amazing!

the noise just dun wan to go away..ARGH i gettin headache liao lah...

ahahhahhahaa.....just to end this post. wonder y mr goh so free nowadays to go ard taggin blogs..LOL

Activated Seikei @ 10:26 AM

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~*Saturday, March 11, 2006*~

//flight

i feel so tempted to post about casual stuff..

finally, this is the first and last real "holiday" of sec 4. though some may argue otherwise. my this holiday is quite slack compared to others. monday and tuesday have school. maybe becox i dun have a CCA. homework, is realli realli ALOT. man, i think if i pile all for the last weekend, im realli gonna die. seriously, dis time..

saturdays feel so queer without training. now im lost. what to do? how am i supposed to past today?

i think going to gym is very fun. it gives you realli a sense of fufilment after goin. yesterday i did so mani things in the gym...(the machines..), did alot leh. but dunno why today my body didn't ache at all. next time must do more i guess...but well.

i feel so tempted to change my layout
i feel so tempted to go out
i feel so tempted to bathe
i feel so tempted to eat lunch now (when im nt hungry..0_o)
i feel so tempted to buy a good tennis racket

tennis is really really fun. our clan standard is improvin quite drastically. haha. but still mada mada dane..

i think nowadays. my life is sooo "gay". i mean lik so literally. i have almost zero interaction with girls except in school. my weekends r solely at badminton courts.......if not then on my comp playin dota and watchin anime...., when we play tennis on weekdays. it's all boys. lol. sometimes i wonder if it's "healty". maybe one day we will realli turn gay....lik a certain 2 people...LOL

so let me just see what i did this week.

after school
monday-tennis
tuesday-badminton
wednesday-tennis
thursday-come home slack, at nite tuition
friday-tennis
sat-bleh unknown
sun-bleh unknown

im cravin to go out somewhere........aside from....a court..., though if u force mi into a badminton court now i realli realli DUN MIND.i close my eyes. i see the badminton court, i see the tennis court. WTF. im goin...realli.....realli....i wonder one day..what am i goin to do...without...without badminton.

i need a LIFE. ARGHHHHHHHH......

Activated Seikei @ 12:16 PM

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~*Wednesday, March 08, 2006*~

//tennis

ok. double post. WOO HOO.
ran/walk all the way to dex house at bangkit.
i jogged my usual 2.4 km speed to ten mile junction
(exactly from my house doorstep all the way to the traffic light)
i took...9:45 min.
checked the distance on my dad's car on the way home. it says 2.3km!
woot. wow. under 10 min

haha, but actualli tell u something.
at traffic light, i stop the timer.
doesn't realli effect, except i get like 20-30 seconds rest
thats realli helpful.
probably thats y u cud sprint so much..
if i reali can get under 10 in 2.4 ill be soo happi lor.

then go there. play tennis.
lol. gx, glenn, dex n wz.
i had a HARD time tryin to swap in.
cox 4 pple mah.

just to comment on other pple's tennis. (as of today, played like 3-4 sessions liao, for this year).

starting with..

dexter: personally i think got improvement, especially today. very "rally-friendly" and help to keep the rally going. THOUGH i think his form is quite strange. quite ok lah. average overhead.

Estimated overhead accuracy:3/10??

wei zhong:i think the way he play tennis damn kao peh. dun wan to swap out. and always doin overhead serve when his CANNOT hit in (net or anyhow blast). loud, but whats the point if your serve carn go in????. then he keep telling people " don't do overhead lah". EH, YOU cannot do doesn't mean other pple cannot do ok. den keep playin those LOBBIN ball. tennis nt lidat plae one lah....LOL. i realli dislike wz way of playin tennis ALOT. he always hit OUT ball, drive also out. knn. if you wan to rally, i think u shldnt call him lor. always end the rally....

glenn:very passive. i think he haven realli try overhead yet, but i think his strokes quite ok. always i tot he cannot take then last minute can take. i think in term of stroke abit better den dex bah. cannot realli comment. form, normal lah.

gx:i think his drives r good. but accuracy lik 50/50 one. when in, powerful. serve r very fast, about same speed as wz, except his GOES in. and not fly in any chaotic manner. at least he know how to control his serve better. though i think his serve onli has 30% max accuracy rate.

well. haven comment on myself. today i try my new dropshot serve. lol. which is a totally NO POWER serve, which functions lik an underhand but it's overhead. im quite surprised since i can hit lik 8/10 of the serves in quite accurately. which means it's quite gd chances of nt gettin double-fauled in a game. (i think currently dis will bring me alot of advantage). my drives are gettin back. i wanna relarn my backhand drive, (which i know last time).

so far all weve been doin is....strokin with 4 pple on court.

maybe one day we should try...MATCHES. single matches. that would be more fun...

best OH serve power:gx
best OH serve consistancy:me
most service faults:wz
most out shots:wz
most successful drives:gx,glenn

OH*overhead

haha. but do you think i should do anythin about my dropshot serve, which lacks in power. currently. im like....using it as a ....standard stroke first. lik. instead of underhand (which obviously lacks in power), i wud rather use an overhead that is slightly more powerful but considered powerless for an overhead. instead of branchin into the "power department", slices r the next step im goin to climb in the stairs of serves...

then later went gym. den came home. watched abit stuff, watch abit tv den about to settle down le..haha thats all. lol

Activated Seikei @ 10:02 PM

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lol. leg achin lik hell. seriously.

ytd played badminton. supposed to be 4-6.
doubles,singles.
played 21 point system. quite like it bah
lose 16-21 to weizhong. fine nvm.
but was quite off-form and tired.

after that....somehow
my physical strenght came back..
so i went runnin with danial and wei ming.
we chiong the track.
ran like 3-4 rounds and walk lik 1-2 rounds.

haix. den was sHAGGED lik hell.
then after that
DISCOVERED a "secret shop" in the complex itself.
food/drinks SUPER cheap.
carn believe i didn't discovered it..
after that saw mr ong and gerald ong there.
wah sia lah, personal training.

den he let me play. against gerald.
OMG. 15-0.
level gap. somemore he P6 nia.
sound very rubbish right?
or make me look n00b?
wei ming lost 15-2 also.
and his 18 yrs of AGE...
BAHAHAHAH...
his good, his fast, his precise, his agile...and powerful.
what more do you wan me to say.
his on par with gerald tay from kranji?
and his startin P6..
offered a place in sports sch..
aahhhh how i wish i haf a coach as my father..

so by the time i came home.....
9:15 liao. wahahahha 4-9. i was too tired.
came on com awhile, den sleep le..

well. ive been...passin dis kind of "lifeless" life nowadays.
TRYING very hard to push myself to limits.
ive trained less than 1 yr for badminton.
ive comed quite some distance..
now i need to train hard...
speak of "lifeless", i think my life is kinda meaningful.

later...LATER if condition allows.
i will JOG all the way to dexter house and use him gym..
i wanna power up...i wanna...be more powerful...
thats 3-4km...of distance..or maybe more.
good trainin for 2.4

then today had PE. luckily nvr run so hiong.
run 4 rounds of field.
kao eh, i run finish lik no feelin lidat.
i ran 2nd i think.
girls run 3 round..
n i beat most girls by 1 round...
i won wz by 1 round.
shld be quite fast liao right?
my leg was....already dyin when i chiong so much ytd..
lol..but 4 rounds..
is TOO LITTLE...WTF...
then go bac up play hockey
lik hockey will benefit one's fitness.
at least not ours..
RUN lik 5-6 more rounds lah
how i wish i in LJS's PE.
den i will grow stronger faster...

haha. my physical level still cannot be compared to gerald ong.
still got lots to go compared to danial. and wei ming.
somehow i think my stamina is on par with him..
dang, his 18, so much strenght. i need more of that...

i just realize..
playin badminton casually won't improve..much
you need the correct drills.
gerald ong improve so fast because of his dad's multiple shuttle feed...!!
gah that drill so fun to do.....
and will help you improve..
but too bad i onli can do once per week...

im changin tactic...
haix. so mani "pro" geralds..

Activated Seikei @ 4:35 PM

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~*Saturday, March 04, 2006*~

//lego

haha, juz read dexter blog and haf lots to say. nt to mention i didn't post ytd or the day b4 even. haha. now i got quite alot inspiration abt what to write. firstly, im goin to comment about all e lego members.

first...

"regulars"

wz: im havin 2nd thoughts. sometimes, i dunno if i shld trust or rely on him anot. he is easily influenced by the crowd (thats wad i think), and very kiasu actually. (just a statement and i do not wish to elaborate if not this post will not become a post but actually a book. 0_o). last time my "shifu" in badminton, and now im tryin to defeat him. i think always following majority n dun haf his opinions on things. even if he has, he will nt feel comfortable executin his own plans.

dex:quite an overlooked person in the clan. at first (last time), i didn't realli lik him. but as time pass, i think dex is quite reliable. lol. he is a good host also (better den me) [lol, serve me drink when i just stoppin at his house for awhile onli). haha, but sometimes. i dunno what he is thinkin in some situations. sometimes i think the decision he make r quite illogical and stupid.....but thats my perspective onli. last time i use to say his childish, now, in some ways. yes, but better alot le. haha. also take initiative to organise things...

glenn:last time, i realli HATED him for anyhow talkin about me on the net and spillin rubbish and crap. but now, sometimes im guilty of spillin crap and cold jokes around. but well, it's the past liao. right now, i think his quite a good guy, lol. dota pro somemore, and if you wan logical and constructive comments about dota you should talk to him. sometimes the way he talks about dota can inspire you to play better.....

wr:i dunno what to say. but i realli respect him for keepin his cool when i was insultin wp that much. but well. i dun realli care. i dun realli lik him (and vice versa). but ive learnt that sometimes what pple think, u can dun care and dun let them annoy you. just in reality, dun haf much trouble can le. lol..

wp: ahhh, sometimes i think his the greatest lamer. i don't like him. up to today. i think his actually more arrogant than mi. everytime fake know how to play guitar. even know also know abit. what piano grade 8, till today i think he hasn't proven. and durin music lesson in sec 2 he carn even plae a tune on prodikeys. is knowin how to play music a great thing to boast about??
haha, regardin guitar, my dad is one of the first 10 pple in SG to achieve grade 8 durin his time ok. he performed b4 and had a music school which helped him start his business. so, try boastin, very man men long fu. (HYPY suxs sorrie). if i wan to learn i can overtake you in 1 month.

tj:haha, i think his a great person to talk to. EVERYTIME maintain a very neutral view on things. but sometimes, when he ka jiao pple, combo-ed wif glenn can be super annoying..nowadays seldom see him le. haha, but i rmb one of the pple i talk alot on fone is him. hehe...lol. sometimes wad he advice n his views r quite...accurate.

jz:lol. sometimes i think his very mature and very joker. i realli respect him for takin glenn's irritation without doin anything. pple poke him, call him orge. he just ignores them. realli "ABSOLUTE defense" man! haha, but sometimes. ( i mean, most of the times), VERY nerdy..

"senpai-s"

george:glenn bro, and part of lego too. lego.cow. im realli err...quite no comments. but i think his quite friendly and allow us to play his comps. actualli. if i realli owned 3 coms and my brothers fren wan to come and hog i will surely chase them away. haha, but thanks george, and glenn of cox. for lettin us play at ur house..

ben:deathangelx. lol. ive seen him twice so far. one at the career exhibition ytd. he gaf us a TREAT at mac. super rich i heard. and goin to NS soon. haha, i like his hair. looks dyed. and im goin to have those kind of hairstyle after sec 4. LOL....school rules sux right?? haha, his dota is very soloist...and erhmmm...selfish?

" recruits "

GX:haha, quite a person which i do not interact very often with. his dota is improvin very steadily. but i think it's still quite far from wr and glenn. (my personal opinion). maybe his even better than me liao. sports wise, i think his badminton is good. but i didn't really play with him an actual match b4. (onli 7 pnts, which i lost at 4-7). tabletennis also nrt bad. but accordin to dex, will lose wz and him and of cox sim. currently he playin tennis, and i think his tennis is also nrt bad. compared to the others lik jian hui and rui he. i wan to play wif him singles in tennis but yet to have the chance.

PS:I HAVE TO MASTER MY SERVE....!!!!

Jeremy:i think jeremy is very smart n friendly. lol. at least, he is willin to help me, who is a noob in studies. seriously, i realli enjoyed sittin wif him for the first month until seats changed. haha, right now my disciple in badminton. haha (for startin quite good liao i think).

ZS:i think his also very friendly. but sometimes...err..abit too friendly. very casual feelin and err..comfortable to be wif. haha, i everytime borrow your fone. sry ar....

ok thats all le.

sometimes i get very irritated with jian hui, who keep "disturbin" me with cold jokes and weird...weird..insults(??), but i think i always tactfully "disturb" him back....always exchange of sarcasm wif him. haha...so lame.

anyway i got a few new lame jokes..

1)What is peter's sirname?
2) whose turn (part 2)?
3) Which planet Wei Zhong is from?
4) Who like to take a nap and listen to tunes.

lol, almost all thought by ZS, if they r repeated or some1 else c8-ed it b4 us. den too bad lah.

haha..

ANSWER time

1) Joo.
(Jupiter...mah)
2) saturn! (jonathan turn over liao lah..haha)
3) Pluto...(why? Plu toh wei zhong)
4) naptune lah..(quite obvious actually).

all so planet related. we must be damn lame..

Activated Seikei @ 8:09 PM

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~*Wednesday, March 01, 2006*~

//thoughts

im tempted to change my layout. FINALLY the layout sickness have once again....infected me. i think i kept this layout for too long? but, action still speaks louder den words. you can expect the layout probably few weeks later. i have to do..

1) picture sourcing [ 30 min to INFINITE] {till i find something satisfaction}
2) picture editing [ about 30 min ]
3) basic codes and layout [ 15-30 min ]
4) fill in personal details/blogger codes/tagboard [30 min]
5) testing and more testings [ 30 min ]

sounds short right? normally picture sourcing takes a long time. normally i go minitokyo to get images, but..the site LOADS DAMN bloody slowly (izzit my comp), and i find it damn troublesome. either that or i can't find any satisfactory picture. haha, i look for "how easy it is to modify " factor too. it helps if i roughly have an anime/theme i want to do on. as it wud be eaiser searchin for images that way. aimlessly takes too long. i spent 1 whole day image-hunting b4, and it was fruitless. >_<.

i admit my codin and layoutin takes alot of time. since each time i make changes, i preview it on IE, lenghtenin my time spent. maybe my concept of html is not too good, i need to keep previewing to remember what's going on.

personal details. don't overlook this. fillin in ur names, and makin your blog personal. i think it takes quite alot time. fastest i ever did was few seconds (copy and paste), but now i make it a habit to rewrite it each time i c8 a new layout. just feels better. haha, try diff styles too maybe?
addin links is goin to take sometime too.

haha. finally testing. you know like 3-4 times. I did the layout NICELY,i felt proud of my layout and design. and it previews very fine on IE and even blogger's preview. but when i publish it. it becomes totally MESSY! wtf. reading the above process, you gotta imagine how pissed i'll get. and not to mention, it happend continously b4. luckily my byakuya layout didn't mess up. haix.

afterall. i think html sometimes can be quite fun. nxt layout, ill do one on eyeshield or fate stay night. gettin bored of byakuya le. and im goin to make it more DARK this time. no more white white fade fade feeling le.

today didn't do much. just that episodes 37-40 finally FINISH dlin. yeah the raws. i watched 41-44 le, so not much suspense. but it was nice. i still love eyeshield 21 (the anime!). it's gettin better better. but why does the animation style (anime only, i don't read the manga) feel so much like prince of tennis? are they done by the same studio..??

it's wednesday already. school's fine today. slacky day overall. tommorow is going to be quite slack and quite hiong at the same time. haha, the day itself is slack. but there's chem remedial tmr, which burns 1 hr after school. shouldn't be a problem. but i hate remedials because by the time it's 2 + and after lunch i barely have any energy to do anything. even homework period i can fall asleep. ive been slackin quite badly dis few days, owe so many homework. basically my HW period became sleepin period. i nid to change it soon.

this damn weekend. our sch being damn considerate. friday, they eat up our afternoon with career exhibition at suntec. finish at 4+ right? sad. that means cant play badminton on friday liao. so one day out. but somehow i think this will be quite interesting. haha. but burnin FRIDAY afternoon is not funny. to add on. sat mornin got newspaper collection, and if it doesn't end by 12:30 i cannot go for badminton training. or at least ill be damn late. last few yrs collection end ard 11-12 right? HOPEFULLY!!!! ahhh, dis weekend. burned. i should consider playin the 7-10 grp at bukit gombak on friday. so that ill not die from lack of badminton.haix. somehow, i sooo DO not look forward to this weekend. but jia you! 1 more week then it's...march holidays! yaha!.

this post too long? haha, i feel apologetic for nt bein able to get court on sat. haha, maybe i call too late. but it cant be help cox the pariah line was....was.....engaged the whole of ytd night. and i called only when i got back home today. so....cant be help lah.

today is wednesday, bleach SHOULD be out. ygo gx and eyeshield tmr! yay!.

oh yah.

to dex:lol since u temporary stop cyclin, maybe u can plae wif us badminton. cox me and wz find it quite lonely. maybe you can find another guy hu is interested and play halfcourt (since 2 pple book 1 court is soo bo hua and only can be used to play singles ). then on the way, me and wz can guide you.

but only thing diff from last time is no jokers. as in. we play seriously and you must want to improve. cannot have the same attitude as "play for fun". true. play is for fun, but cannot be satisfied too easily.

you can call some1 hu is totally noob to start playin. i think after about few months u all shld be ok liao. when u plae seriously and anyhow hit, is totally diff. the rate of progress will be significant n i think u will be surprised wif e results also...just see eugene n kerk. they improve quite alot. (i dunno if they plae seriously anot).

rather then startin basketball. (which u gurantee will not jump one). i thin badminton is more beneficial. put the past behind, just treat it as a new sport. get a new racket. me and wz can guide you along and teach u the proper way of playin. if u concern about studies. u c wz, (nt mi lah), he play quite often yet he still doin well (got better den u?).

why not follow us? weekend, several dota games here and there. then the rest of the time, spent playin badminton. dont be a geek by playin dota the whole day. what friday is dota day? quite crap don't you think. wan to play. can. i never sae dota is nt fun. i still got play mah. just play 1/2 game in between things to do. weekdays if free just play one game. i think that is consider quite alot liao. one week maybe u can plae lik 7-8 games. rather then spenting one whole.....friday/sat playin dota.and cyclin. maybe 1 day u spent for cyclin lah

Activated Seikei @ 7:21 PM

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~*Tuesday, February 28, 2006*~

//15141415

just when you thing the numbers are random and is I anyhow type one, you're wrong, got meaning one. school, was damn slack today. with form class and emaths stacked together (continous periods). lol. den we had this...BLOODY chinese test. i coughed alot blood doin it (figurtatively). first section, tian zie han zhi and zhao qu (SORRY MY HYPY suxs), tt 20 marks upon 50. guess how much is my total.....? actualli i know liao lah. ZERO, it's TOTALLY BLANK....BLANK..BLANK. then passage was fine, coughed a bit blood nia. den compre was lik abit....Killer? lol. at first i read once. mind=blank. 2nd time=slightly less blank, onli 3rd time den get wad it mean. and the questions ar....so......so.....own self do those type. no more copyin from passsage...AHHHHHHHH. this is the 3rd test n im goin to fail it pretty bad. pray no single digit. my aim is 15/50. AIM!!

then afternoon went play badminton. actually i booked one court onli. for 1 hr. then danial played with us. ok lah. at first stroke until damn off form. then to start off the "match mood", i play wif wz seven pnts. ok lah, die quite okly. 7-3. we plae 7 pnts nia.

then actually the point of today's game is. weizhong versus danial. i wanna see hu is better. actually, i predicted danial will win. (in my mind lah), but i wan wz to win. becoz if wz mean, means danial is nearby to him rather den sim. (somehow lah). so i watch wz struggle. he was losin by quite alot. 4-6, 5-13.

i sat there, watchin wz's backhand kenna aimed. his drop shots all r going wide. (very wide in fact, to the obvious extent) . his backhand was getttin aim real badly. and both of them were havin a backhand aimin contest. it's whose backhand die more worst den hu will haf disadvantage. of cox, danial was leadin in this case since his backhand could lob. though nort stable.

but suddenly it was 14-7, wif wz losin. then SUDDENLY, three continous illegal service by danial (hit net twice and one long) which gaf wz chance to recover some pnts. i saw him becomin more confident when he caught up to 12-14.

somehow, miracously, he manage to chase up to 14-14. WOOT? u might think? yeah. so danial reach 14 first so got decision whether to set to 17 anot. normally pple is choose to 17 right. SAFER, can play long...blah. but this guy.......CHOOSE 15.

then guess what happen..??.....service...., SMASH, PIAK, hit net. game set. 15-14. suay right? nt to mention he led by alot at the start becoz of devastatin line shots which r "on the line"....so mani loh. lik 4-5.

morale of the story, ALWAYS choose to set to 17?

ok. then my turn. i face off danial in full 15 pnt match. (1 set). then i was leadin real well. i think strokin wif him helps alot since i can "predict" his movement better. compared to wz which was dyin to his drops since he cannot read his form yet at the first few points. i manage to get a lead of 8-2. (REAL big lead you thought, didn't you). and 13-5. (THATS again, a big margin).

don't know why. i was just thinkin of flickin double action lifts to his backhand corner. which force him to execute his backhand lob. and sometimes drop. normally, if you know a person carn lob you move infront. so this time i move to the right. since he can ONLY lob straight. and chances of cross court BH drop is quite slim. so i always move to the side, and since the lob is actually quite slow, (compared to forehand lob), i manage to intercept usually with forehand slice which send it to his forehand corner, forcin him to run diagonal distance. and only have the time to net back at a low level. then i flick it back to his backhand side. somehow i repeat dis many times.

for once, it felt great aimin pple's backhand. he was aimin mine also, but somehow, i always initiated it first...., he was erhmm...PLAYIN NETTIN game wif me at the start. he was enticin me to engage in net battles, but i refuses lol and flick it to the back.

ok, then at 13-5, his score began risin quite constantly. soon it was 10-13. n i gotta admit i was QUITE out of steam. (MY stamina is soo mada mada dane). so i lost some pnts continously when he start smashin. (yeah his smash is actually quite precise when it crosses the net......). so he manage to reach 14 first.., i tot it was over.

then finally, somehow. i manage to make it 14-14 (REPEAT of just now?). then i was given a choice..(SET to 17 or not). then somehow. somehow..somehow....i was feelin quite tired liao. so i choose. NO SET to 17. meanin 15 pnts. then it was my service. i lost my service somehow. then he got to 15 in his nxt service. GG to me. lost 15-14....very close game. too bad i didn't have the mental power to keep my lead. but i wasn't expecting to win anyway. so......it's gud enuff. for me.

then i was really quite tired after the battle. but i dragged myself to a battle against wz. felt quite proud i lead 5-0 at the start. then slowly....again something like 10-3. and then, just one BANG, and in one instant, i was on the losin end.....15-3. i was totally out of steam.

finally i know wz's weakness. it's his drop shot. though it always catch me off guard ususally, but it keeps goin wide if he wan to maintain it's sneakiness. i have to think of a way to deal wif his lob, which is actually quite fast. faster den denial's one. and if he aims my backhand i have to practise my around the head.

i revived my ordinary drop shot, which i forgot. i have 2 forgotten skills right now. which i actually know it last time, but too long didn't execute then totally forgotten. i admit it was my ordinary straight drops and my long serve. LAST time i cud hit it quite high, but somehow, once i change to short service, i lost the "flare" to hit a long serve. now my drive serves r quite precise liao, now all i nid to do is to revive my long serve.

when you're already gaspin for air. a long serve, realli...realli...IRRITATES YOU. i finally experienced that today.

haha, have i been talkin too much about badminton. i realli think i like it alot. i think the passion of my life is badminton. too bad i started too late to make it anywhere. but either way, i will enjoy it to the fullest.

Activated Seikei @ 8:31 PM

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~*Monday, February 27, 2006*~

//sleepy

today is monday. ahh what a boring start of the week. haha. last weekend was fun, somehow. but just to reflect on what i did during the wkends. like wad dex did on his blog.

friday i reached home. i think if i rmb correctly i chionged eyeshield 21. (yeah!), and played couple of dota games in between. exposed myself to card shuffle. lol. thats all. one boring day just pasted.

sat, i was at CCK hall from 10-5..came home. i slacked more, (played dota). and then slept.

sunday, morning and early afternoon i was chionging eyeshield (and monitoring the damn raws, hopin the spd will pick up) and then i was clearin some hw (which i only managed to clear ABIT). then 5-8:30 i was at CCK hall. then came back. slack around, then sleep.

my parents went china. but it didn't seem to affect me much. well, they'll be back in a week.

yesterday training. haha, quite fun. i think i play alot better on sunday than on saturday...

juz found out my new frens names..LOL

malay guy-danial
tall left hander-wee meng
the green shirt guy-chong wen?

i heard from the sounds onli, i didn't realli haf the spellin, lol. tmr danial playin wif wz match. lol.

then got 2 monfort guys there. (lol...). i heard them talkin and heard that they win gerald tay from kranji or smth. (HEARD ONLI, im nt sure myself), but they r quite pro and i saw one stun by one guy in the first like.....5 seconds? lol.

anyway chong wen and wee meng played against them doubles. both of their enemies r sec 3, means uppersec catogary liao..(??). and i just found out wee meng is actually....18 YRS OLD!!! heard from danial lah.....wahhhhhh...-.-, wonder if correct anot. chong wen is 17.

so 17/18 pair vs 15/15. lol. UNFAIR anot? lol. chong wen and wee meng lost the first set due to soo mani mistakes...., then 2nd set they won. lol. den no 3rd set..?

ahh i rmb liao. then got one tofee match (or trophy thing). where random shots r blasted to you...and you can do anything to return. as long as legal, then counted as one. then one mistake. then out. person doin multiple shuttle feed is coach. lol.

gerald (the coach son), record....20. haha. i 10 onli at max. i first try 5 loh!!! >_< (kenna trick).

HAIX.

Activated Seikei @ 5:18 PM

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~*Saturday, February 25, 2006*~

//eyeshield roxs!

today quite ok day lah. except badminton abit...err...depressin. nvm, i dun wan tok about it...

just realize something

my back dropshot is shit, im half-smashin for god's sake..>_<

i can slice but cannot do the tap 1..liaoz.....HAIX..WTF

i have problems with reverse slice..

i get err......all fu*ked up durin AROUND THE HEAD DRILL

wei yang is now quite strong...

stronger den mi......haix..i nid to improve..

i wanted to go joggin..but it's....9:44...i dun wanna meet ghost..

oh ok, y am i typin lik err..dis?? nvm that..

watched finish all the subs of eyeshield. till 35!!! ARGHHH GUESS WAD...

the subbers r DAMN slow poke...KAOz. now i haf to probably wait lik 2-3 weeks for one episode.

nah i dun care, im hoppin onto the expressway of raws. dis way will be faster....n i dun think iwill haf probs understanding..

prob is. NOONE WANNA SEED THOSE OUTDATED RAWS.....damn it...

at least tracker is still there....0_o, still got hope. nvm BT is lidat. startin u c...[ DEPRESSIN LIK HELL ]. leave it there for a nite or 2.....nxt day. when u wake up. MIRACLES will HAPPEN!

eyeshield 21 roxs ( the show n e person!! ). woot! nice show!

anyway...anyway...anyway.....

THIS WEEKEND damn lot of HW..argh. tmr nid to rush all. den 5 o clock go trainin.

SAD....ZZZZZZZ

Activated Seikei @ 9:42 PM

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~*Friday, February 24, 2006*~

//628

finally, i manage to force the gates of bnet open today. and entered us west. WHEW, somehow, just managed to do it. felt quite happi and excitied actualli, long time didn't play. how i did it? actually, im nt sure myself. i think the gates of bnet some how recognized it's friday today. friday-the day of freedom!

today, school was fine. had physics test. pple sae quite ez, true, it's easier den expected. but i think ill still fail marginally (HOPEFULLY). lol. got back my chinese. e quite hard one. i got 32.5/50! lol. quite surprising. TYCO-ism at work!

day past quite fast. den went home. watched eyeshield 21 (watched quite alot). gettin nicer n nicer!!! i also dl-ed intial d 4th stage ep 23 or smth, haven watch yet.

im still contemplatin to plae wif e adults tmr at 7am. (ARGHHH....i dun think i can wake up seriously...n my parents r realli gonna FROWN if they find me sneakin out to play badminton wif a SORE THROAT and unsettled flu )......and it's sooo early. wonder if i shld go at 8....

at least im goin for training. can my body withstand 6 hrs of badminton tmr??

ok. some news. 628 released. LOL. 2 new heros, new wallpaper/loadin screen. (NICE! yummy screen! ). 2 heros, err..one damn strong, one damn weak....haix. troll priest n avatar of vengence..

lol...i havent tried vengence yet. but troll is realli shitty. how to sae. they brought bac death ward. BUT wtf?? it's channellin now. and his 3rd spell, maledict(?), i Realli have no CLUE on HOW TO USE that shit........got somethin lik a pemanent heal if u haf enuff mana........ok lah, maybe i haven't realli found out how to use dis guy..

about avatar, goin to try him soon. ( in the veri veri near future ). hope he will be nasty...his moves r cool..lol. VS him b4....but first blooded him. lol..damn skinny, fell prey to my tiny. lol.

got new -CS function which allow u to track no of creeps killed and no of creeps u denied. WOOT, i love it...

several buffs/nerfs/changes here and there...im not goin to state these..

played card shuffle today,. didn't turn out as fun as i expected. probably my expectations too high bahX...lol..

ytd i got new tuition teacher. teach mi chem n physics (seriously the most headache subjs for mi ).....lol, quite gd lah. overall. not mani comments to make also...he from army 1..LOL..make mi feel dat 3 more yrs im goin to have my freedom...erhmm..couped by the government..

dis wkend, siao. alot hw.....due to 2 days sick. YA HA! muz chiong! start on sunday! ya ha!

ahhh and today. W T F ,every 1 brin DIGIMON to school. they sae kiddy palace sell 1 for $10. den junjie, zhong shun, joel, jian hui, issac and alot other pple in our sch bring DIGIMON and durin recess they BATTLE. omg. childish! lol. but i damn tempted to buy...!! lol...haha.....maybe to cure this "fetish" for digimon, maybe i shld start tryin to complete my digimon world 4 on PS2, instead of gettin myself into all these...erhmm..waste of money..

Activated Seikei @ 9:04 PM

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~*Thursday, February 23, 2006*~

//erhmm

why is every1 posting chimnology in their blogs...
this is not meant to be an insult..but..
is wr pretendin to be sad..?
well..........and im here postin daily events
but still better den nt postin rite
lol...
today din go sch
honestly, i felt worst den ytd
but feelin much better now..
thanks to medicine and sweets :)
finally tmr is friday
argh gotta take physics n amaths test
shit, so scared...
lol.....

friday friday friday friday friday..
i took my time to think bout mani times today
lyin on the bed.......wif that..err....torturin throat..
how much time is wasted thinkin abt....life n death..
seriously ALOT..haix..
we shld stop thinkin about whether we r better off dead..
or why r we alive...
becox it's a great waste of our time..
nt lik thinkin will bring u anywhere..

right now it seems lik..
there's no drama to my life..
everything's settled down..
borin and normal..
HAIX...

when was the last time i opened blogger and think to myself
"what's there to post "..
usually, thoughts just flow out naturally..
and nowadays....things have changed
i actualli have to thing about what i wanna sae..
this week onli badminton-ed once..
haix, feel real sad about it.
i feel lik playin tmr...
hope my body allows me to..

thats all
sry for the dissapointin post....

Activated Seikei @ 8:06 PM

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~*Wednesday, February 22, 2006*~

//ill

i know, again i haven't been posting regularly. this week i haf been sick, on and off many times. since sunday, which was the start of all these. fever, fever, fever. dat day i didn't really have running nose, but after my fever subsided, all these started attackin me. arghh, izzit just me or fever is better.

nt that painful, but damn irritating. monday, reluctent to go sch, but still manage to drag myself there. sore throat was comin up, cud feel it, fever went down, but runnin nose also comin up. i felt giddy sometimes, (on and off AGAIN).

tuesday, sore throat and running nose went all out on me. ARGH. in the morning, i coughed blood into the sink twice while changin (no, it's not from my gum), it's from my plaegm and all the millcus thing....disgusting. and the blood was sooo..., haix lucky for u guys earli in the morn if nt i alreadi take pic n post here..

den i went to sch. i used up soo mani tissue paper. and finally the day ended. end of the day, i was feelin quite ILL......., and my action was quite...err..contradictary....guess wad. I WENT TO PLAY BADMINTON. arghhh. i felt lik dyin. but after playin a while and sweatin, i cudn't feel my sore throat temporarily. my runnin nose didn't realli bother me much. but it was almost lik my sickness was temporarily shifted away for that short period of time and payed back after that.
i was still smashin as hard as i cud.....>_<, DAMN

and by today mornin. i was dying. coughed blood four times into the sink while changin. i felt realli realli ill. luckily dis time i decided to rest at home, if not ill literally DIE when i go to sch...i feel damn...err.....terrible n cuddled myself to sleep...

woke up at 11+ and cudn't sleep anymore. i just lazed on my bed, watched some anime etc..and there goes my day. im goin to see a doctor soon..

i heard from glenn there's amaths and physics test tmr. well nth much i can do about it now. nt very confident wif futhur differientation, still got some doubts needed to be cleared......>_<, n physics.....erhmm. no comments about that.

but again, time pass very fast...tmr is already thursday le. lol.

btw, even week's thursday is the most unlucky day. (in avg), compared to all other days....., i don't lik even week thursday. haha, if somethin bad happens tmr (again..), then probably...err..dat day is realli cursed. so far...so far...almost all even week thursdays r bad luck. ( at least to me )..

i think i nid to stop badmintonin for at least a few days. till friday at least, or maybe sat liao. now im not certain whether to play at 7-10 on sat.

haha, and btw, bleach fillers r gettin...gettin quite nice..as for eyeshield, im at 17 now. (right now 35 episodes tt), means im half way thru...

Activated Seikei @ 6:20 PM

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~*Monday, February 20, 2006*~

//eyeshield 21

woo! i spent whole afternoon watching dis new dl-ed anime, eyeshield 21. it's an anime about american football, aka rugby. OMG, after watchin......., i felt as if i shld haf treasured my days in rugby last time. it was....i mean, it is...actually, quite a fun game....afterall.. the anime itself, is good. quite smilair to whistle and ...1 more which i forgot the name....

well...today sch...err quite ok bah. emaths time prac, i din do at all. den the rest, err past quite fast? the lines on ur palms r actualli E and LN graphs..LOL. quite lame, but an interestin discovery for me...haha

nth else le actualli....bye

Activated Seikei @ 7:32 PM

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~*Sunday, February 19, 2006*~

//testin my hp camera


lol testin my hp camera n decided to upload a few pics.. any other way of uploadin beside blogger's way cox it's soo slow.. first n foremost.. my leg blisters..
don't freak out pls!
does it hurt? quite lah.















at700 haix, realli regret puttin black grip...



closer view of at800 off

LOL sry my arrangement is so damn lousy....











Activated Seikei @ 8:24 PM

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finally i went to check temp. check 4 times total. now is 37.3, before was 37.7, 38.3, 38.2. u may sae " no big deal wad ", real fever is smth lik 39 degrees. but bear in mind, my normal temp is somewhere at 35 degreees, usually when i reach 36.8 i feel quite uncomfortable. my range of fever is diff from normal pple...

so i spent lik 3-4 hours in bed. endurin all that sufferings. lol. kaoz, long time din feel so xin ku lik dis liao lor. haix. den i non stop thinkin about badminton. cannot plae den muz do visual training >_<, lol. den i thought " shit at this rate i cannot finish my amaths homework den GG so most prob tmr i dun go sch ". but somehow. somethin just tickled inside me and miracously i took out my half done amaths paper ( HAD 2 FULL PAPERS plus SOME LN GRAPHS TO DRAW 0_o ), so after doin lik 30 minute i completed the first paper (half done first paper), which was quite ez. den i suddenly tot " EH how come i dun feel feverish anymore ". lol i din noe amaths can cure fever. so right now, im on my comp, feelin soo normal. just becoz i did my amaths. i went on to the 2nd paper, which was significantly HARDER, lots of blanks. and i stopped at the last question, without graphs drawn. i guess i'll finish up tonight, and errr. my LN graphs..

so i guess i wud nt go trainin today. though i feel fine, i feel as though im goin to cock up some fever if i go. n in addition, the trainin is quite..hiong? so better nt overexert myself. my body is tellin me to rest..., well at least my sore throat is starting to get better and my appetide is comin back.

why i went to do amaths. i just felt lik i didn't wan to pon sch. ( THAT COMIN FROM ME?? impossible u tot? ). now i feel enlightened, last yr, all my ponnin of schs just worsen my situation, i sank into deeper shit, which entices me to pon sch more times, which result in what happened last yr....total failure. so guess im tryin my best not to pon sch. SHOOO! go away fever!!

remainding homework:
ENGLISH compre
Physics TYS (long dued)
Amaths paperss ( just touch up abit )
Amaths LN graphs

That should be it..ARGHH.....,

something impressive here. morning, Fate stay night RAW 07 came out. by noon, (which is now), the sub is out. WOOO. good job subbers, i realli appreciate dat!

reflection on badminton now. im goin to train back movement intensively. my footwork was slightly wrong till corrected ytd. slightly onli hor..

my brother kao pei go ask mr foo " my brother gd ar ? ". guess what he said....." good but too mani weakness "...0_o, actualli. i kinda agree..lol..

Activated Seikei @ 4:04 PM

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KNN, wake up feelin sickish. long time din sick le, long time din pon school le. but why on a SUNDAY??? i still got trainin today. lemme elaborate more. throat felt so stucked-up, like got alot of plaegm stuff. then i try to force them out, carn come out. wtf. right arm achin, yeah, expected lahs. but i feel my body lik very reluctent n move. lik fever dat time de muscle ache on the rest of my body. it took me really some effort to climb the stairs. OMG. that one probably not to bad, but my throat is killin me. later i think i nid some medicine le.

yesterday i think i overstrained myself. i was campin at CCK hall from 7-4:30. workin hours leh! lol. many of pple will call mi retard cox i woke up at normal school time. showered in that super cold water n went there lik....half alseep. i was supposed to plae wif people from BC (badminton central), {it's a internet site}, who plae one a weekly basis as a group. so i arrived there. it was 3 hrs from 7-10. den i plae till my shirt was totally soaked.

i expected it. so i went toilet to bathe. forgot that toilet also another round of COLD FREEZING water. came out feelin so....err how to describe. farni. lik cold hot cold hot lidat. not comfortable. so my brother was havin training, so i sat on the steps to refresh n rest. lol. den suddenly wz call mi..

" u got socks anot, can help mi bring " ..

DIAO. so about 11 lidat. i rode my bike home. with my thigh which was quite goin to die liao bac home. den i took drinks,apples and his SOCK back to stadium. den i eat apple and drink those drnks i took. i took 3 packet lol. drink until damn song. ok, so finally it was 12.

den their trainin over n mr foo sat there eatin his food. den wz finally came at ard 12:15.

so we went the other side. to sit. fat coach n green shirt guy trainin. after awhile, my sunday coach (which is his coach), suddenly disspear. den he told us (who were sittin there), " wan plae anot, my coach just died " in chinese. lol. so i went up. den stroke abit. so he sae " wan plae match anot, dun wan waste the court ". DOTX, how to fight. so i told him " my fren wan plae also ". so wz came to court .den we 2v1 him. plae match somemore. n lost....err..15-6. his strong larhx....

so after trainin. today no drills. plae doubles singles the whole 2 hrs.

den went home. at night my brother wan to play. so i go wif himall the way to CCK CC to see got court anot..-.- end up got function. so sian diao come bac. by the time i reach my hse gate, i was lik...ARGHHH im gonna die..

realli strenous day....

Activated Seikei @ 9:56 AM

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~*Friday, February 17, 2006*~

//lol

ignore my last post if u wish. haha i reread it n found it very flamish. lol.

ok, let me discuss today. today err..quite ok. super SHORT day. first period eng den physics. passed quite fast. den PE. we went 1.7km again. hmmm i wonder y mrs ee dun wan make us run 2.4 km. well, my timin was 6:51. surprisingly, dis kind of lao ya score also can get first. hmm this is about err...70% of the actual, time. theoritically, if i continue goin at the same pace, i wud get 9.3 min. which is my target liao. so plus minus err..tiredness factor...., haix. shld be around 10:30, 11. ahhh, i know y i get first liao. cox issac nvr run....and......gx got plaegm or something...., yongyao also quite fast, lose me 4 seconds. haix, normally i lose him one. what happen to every1 todae..., i wasn't realli chiongin very fast also. at first mx was leading! followed by YY n teck liang. then GX, eng yian and jeremy were behind wif mi n wz. den i started pacin faster. n pace wif teck lian n YY for quite some time. den after that see guai lan MX infront. so i tot, lemme catch up. at first i wanted to wait till his "sprint-walk" strategy take place den i start chionging, but i didn't cox my patient ran out as he still maintain his slow jog. lol. so i tot " lemme catch issac " so i went abit faster.....i kept runnin but still carn see him. den i was thinkin " huh ", dun tell mi dat gay shit finish liao. den i was so confused. den as i jogged slowly towards the finish den i saw him there. den realize he wasn't sweatin. chey, he didn't run. i was lik chasin after an illusion...the terror that there is some1 so fast n u carn even see him. the feelin lik the next corner u will see him. the back of the person u're chasin dat will console u. lol, if suddenly the guy u're aimin suddenly dissapear. thats scary. so unexpectadly, i got 1st lor..but 1.7 nia, i bet 2.4 i will kenna owned..

so after that i stay back to pass up my chinese compo wif wz n yy who nid to respellin. den finally went lot 1 to eat......den after that i rode my bike home. i spent the afternoon sleepin actualli. den i went glenn house and saw gx and wz there. actualli i went there becos i was super bored. lol. den just reached home. cycled there den all the mud slashed on mi...KNN.., my bike felt quite smooth today though..

Activated Seikei @ 9:34 PM

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finally i got some sort of inspiration to post an interesting JUICY post. the topic i shall discuss today is " IDIOTS ". ok, b4 i continue, let me introduce you to the biggest moron i have ever met in my entire life. that is WWP. the brainless faggot. not only brainless, but retarded in some way or another, claims to be a genius....and does not even know how to put links in his own blog.

the reason why mainly he is an idiot because his damn fu*ked up. note that what i typed is already less intense than the actual truth. that fag's brain, character, personality and whatever r all beyond description. probably he was borned from a malfunctioning sperm and an egg that has passed it's expiry day. i know...i know, i know that my keyboard has a caplocks. i know the proper way to live. not like some moron who probably didn't know a cap locks exist....., poor computer knowledge. oh wait, i would regard that as common sense. that is what the joker is lackin in....

i once said that simplicity is the best. but why isn't it the best anymore. it's because WWP uses that layout. he doesn't know how to fit his own links..., it is evident that WWP has low IQ. not only that, poor common sense. compare and contrast, with the beautiful, and well designed layout of Kuchiki Byakuya. it took me 2 hours to complete and it took 2 hours for you probably to figure where is the notepad on ur desktop...

duh....the bottom line is. don't flame someone who is far superior to you. unless you are a bu zhi liang li de FAGGOT. you are not goin to get anywhere. trust me.

ok, aside from all these brainless flaming. i shall continue with the main, juicy part of this essay that will change how the world works. (jk)

first, why are you a faggot. because you suck at almost everything you do. you top lit because you have probably strong FINGER muscles that can last you the entire 1.5 hrs of the lit paper. if i cud do so, probably i wud get double your marks. if i had the girly hand writing of yours, beatin you would be a piece of cake. even though you top lit, so what? literature is about the culture of one, seeing how such a immoral bastard lik wwp top lit. i find it inevitable but to question MOE's guidelines on literature. does literature turn pple into brainlesss zombies like WWP? hopefully not. if so, i wud gladly drop the subject immediately.

secondly. i am cracking my brain real hard to find any good points about you. i mean, you are a complete loser. probably only wr doesn't see that, but i hope wr stay out of this. this is my battle, this is the ANT i have to crush. as you know, crushing an ant without killing it instantly requires alot of control, and it seems this bug i have to crush with my ant simply wants more attention. probably usin ant to describe such a loser is totally unsuitable. donkey is used for jiajie, i guess i'll remain with errr...errr.......FAG?

new simile, as FAG as WP, nice :), guess so. im sure pple will nod their head in agreement with this.

well. good points, nil. bad points. infinite. so let me reveal all the bad points of our dearest WPP. note that im doin this for a good reason. it's to expose the fag inside wp. though mani pple already know of his faggish behaviour (nice word?).

ATTENTION, this is not flame. it's ice.
It's nothing but frozen truth.


to all readers. wwp is a con man! YEAH! con man!. once he wanted to restring my racket for him and after months he did not return to me. guess what? he was plannin to keep it forever till i retrieve it from his house. good for me i did, because at that time i didn't realize that racket costs $100+. ahh, see? becareful....this wwp is a theif, a con man. but probably a very stupid one....
anyway, in any case, and either way, i pity his parents and his sister. for having such a retardish guy in their house. it seems like his dad is quite...ecentric. lik father like son. his father should be errhmmm...retard too? at least in bringin up his children...

secondly. wwp is a damn arrogant bastard. if you have the skills, you can be arrogant all you want, like me. now im sure i wud cream u in badminton any day any time. even with 0-14 disadvanatage, i will not lose a single point, as my strokes are designed not to lose points to faggots and retarded people.

well, probably ive over used the word retarded and faggots. let me try something new. ok, aside from bein retarded and faggish, wpp is lame. wait, thats too mild.

wwp thinks his pro in dota. ahh, no comments about that. noob,lame,faggot,retarded..

wwp thinks that wr is his true friend. in some case, yes...i do not doubt that. but pple usually mistaken pple who continously flatter them as friends. sweet words r nice to hear..afterall.

wwp thinks i have no real friends. tell me, what is the real diff between real and fake friends? afterall, fake friends are still better than enemies. and im sure your guilty of being a fake friend. but of cox....well, in terms of fakeness, im sure im on a different leauge from the likes of you.

sometimes, i think that wwp does not deserve to live....he was a mistake..? probably when his parents were havin intercourse. (probably anal sex?), some shit was mixed into the mixture. YEAH that must be it.

Activated Seikei @ 5:40 PM

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~*Thursday, February 16, 2006*~

//haix

tommorow. a very very diao day tommorow will be. now feelin uncertain. whether got detention anot, i think most likely. not? i dunno lah. hope not. den tmr. our sch playin vball in cck again. SIAN lah. KnN, then 4 courts taken up liao. Then err.then err..vlee will be there. dun wan c his face..

my week's schedule of anime.

wednesday-bleach fansub comes out..
thursday-supposingly naruto n yugioh gx (i dun dl naruto nowadays)
friday-akagi (or some other days i guess)
sat/sun-fate stay night, lemon angel project

so now nt watchin mani series actualli. so basically mon n tues r rather sad daez.

tmr we go sch for 3 periods. eng, physics n pe. den go home liao. woot! if no detention larz..
hope not. please dun..PLEASEEEE

Activated Seikei @ 8:11 PM

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~*Wednesday, February 15, 2006*~

//#167- yugioh GX

haha, it's quite late le. 10:30, im still quite awake. well, tmr is thursday. which means friday is comin. friday is half day!, no yay dis time cox our class kenna detention. pls do not remind mi abt this, as i dun think it's funny. it's S A D.

oh well....

i spent the day...errr, doin nth much. i came home ard 4-5. then slack around, talk wif my brother all this....., then at night le. then i dun feel lik doin any work. so i went n find a GBA rom, yugioh GX. lol. haha quite nice to play.

starter deck is fire!. woot! quite lan. but i manage to own every1 usin it. except i lost to judai once. WHY? he got use snatch steal COUP my powered up monster (forgot wad it was), then suddenly i kip drawin crap. lol. saw new GX cards lik skyscrapper, burst lady all this. woots! i fought misawa, shou, koala guy, the teacher liao. n of cox judai. manyoume still wan wan to duel against mi. haix

i think dis is a good game to past time...

haha, beside that. heard that march got INTER SCHOOL DOTA competition. then we intend to join, but prob is need school's acknowledgement. so today wr went to see tiger for permission. he say he support! woots, but tmr he wan all five members of our team to go see him and maybe principal. need to let principal noe mah.

lol. if we realli win...>_<

haha. com games, in the name of playin for the sch, sounds quite good.

lol...so the five pple r..

glenn, wr, me, tj, guo xiang.
i wanna believe in gx's skills though. lets win this k!! make it as far as possible, n grab victory!
but whether we comfirm can join anot, tmr den need to c the school's decision.

hahah, dats all. i postin less frequent le. LOL.

Activated Seikei @ 10:27 PM

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~*Monday, February 13, 2006*~

//#166- s t f u

first n foremost, let us both shut our mouths. im lazy to continue this. u hate mi, i hate u. so just STFU, i'll do the same. it's very obvious who this is directed to..

it was a long but slacky day in sch. quite contradicting. we had almost 2 free periods today. serious, one was HMT, (which every1 spent slacking) and nxt was CME. watch a video which was quite amusng, quite nice lah. overall. eng n physics passed quite normally n SS lesson was just so damn slack. no time prac today, postphoned to wednesday.

i don't feel lik typin about badminton in dis post..

physics suddenly due on friday. to think i was actually doin YTD. physics test on thurs..haix

tmr, medical checkup, hope it falls on the "right" periods..

tmr is actualli quite a slacky day......

wah short post. if i dun type about badmitnon i got nothing to say.

oh yah, tmr is valentine day. last yrs v day was quite farni, for me. LOL. but this year, i dun
think i'll be doin anythin. juz a normal day on the calender..

lionel started playin dota! lol. glenn told him to use lion. LOL. eeek, im not supposed to talk about dota..

>_< >_<

ahhh crap...ive run out of things to say..

it's almost mid feb. which means, march is coming. which means april is comin. which means by BD is coming.

shld i haf a bd party? ( no hostile comments regardin dis btw )..i just feel lik bookin 1-2 courts for like 6-10 hours that day. but too bad, sat n sun r 7:40 per hour. and then week days r school days i dun think i can find 6-10 hours to plae. dun worry, i'll sort it out somehow..ok, plans will change....

thats all, i manage to add in some lamer fillers. lol.

btw..

which letter is the most painful letter...

ans: R

y..?

RRRRRRRRRRR (pain...zzz)

which letter ask the most questions..?

ans:Y

self explainatory..

which letter likes to sit down..?

ans:A

why?...

reason: acid..

>_< get it? no? made sense..?

sorry for lameness..>_< all i tot off myself. but if some1 had thought of it b4, den i dunno wor. ok

Activated Seikei @ 6:30 PM

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~*Sunday, February 12, 2006*~

//#165 bleh

im not goin to fight wif some1 STUPID.

oh well, maybe i shld. to waste some of my time..

maybe some other bystanders shld join in n make a stand. at least some1 tell wr his wrong, just don't stand by n watch the show. do somethin abt it. thanks. thats the least u can do.

u c, im extremely kind hearted, im here, tellin u r OBVIOUS flaws. teachin u how to change for the better, yet u rebutt n do otherwise. sigh. hao xing mei hao bao..

first. u said, " if my dad wasn't rich,i wud b a nobody ". FIRST, r u somebody to comment that some1 else is a nobody. if i was a nobody then u wud be a noobody. no pun intended. oh well, u get the point. nobody is perfect and im nobody. so i am thus, perfect. get the point? no?

oh well, just some crap. and if my dad wasn't rich, which isn't the case, im somebody. well, ill take that as a compliment.

oh well. good or bad is another thing. the truth is, the scale of badminton is very large. there r lots of variety of players. while you are at the bottom of the entire thing, ( at level zero, basement or whatsoever ), and if im at the low middle area of the entire scale. that makes me lots better than you. get the point? i am superior to those playin in the courtyard, i am superior to those playin in our school, except some. im inferior to those pple playin in competitions, sch team players....n i know when some1 is better than mi.....so don't talk lik you know better than mi, at least in this espect.

futhur more, i do not expect some1, who knows NOTHIN about badminton like you to comment on our standards. what our standard r, we probably know it among each other. national-wide, we have seen more than u, we know what is the actual PRO standard for our age in SG. it's far, but not too impossible. we can see it, but still, it is beyond our reach..doesn;'t mean i talk alot about badminton means im good at it. in fact, it just shows passion, thats all.

no matter how far it seems, we r better off chasing something too easy. granted, if you spend lik 4 hours at least a day drillin dota techniques and the mechaism of the game into your head, you will naturally be a pro. there's no challenge in it. but compare it with the thousands and hundreds of hours one wud nid to put in to play badminton.why not you try to attain our standard in badminton within half a year, it's quite impossible. so don't underestimate our level right now...

and thinkin of whether i am good anot. i admit that there are ALOT ALOT ALOT more people far more pro than mi. and when i mean far, i mean FAR. usually if u notice in my post i like to mention how GAY and powerful other pple ar. i do lik to talk about myself for one reason-this is MY Blog and im the protagonist of it, if you have a problem wif it, then too bad.

by sayin i got owned by my coach 15-0, am i sayin im good? by sayin that my trainin as pple far more pro pple than mi.., am i sayin im good? NO? do u think im thinkin im good? of coz, good is a word used to compare. it's used in comparison from one thing to another. if u wan to compare mi to the pple playin in our sch, im good. i can own practically any of them except the few u know who they are.

just another food for thought, is your dota VERY pro. like what other pple on bnet say, " why don't i see u in WCG nxt yr, if there is even one "...., and even if the answer is yes..., SO WHAT?go ahead and pwn others in a world of illusions....i will be awaiting a great number of pple that will nod their head readily in agreement wif my post..

why don't you look carefully n observe the decline in dota activity this week. it was drastic. i got to admit. cycling activitity? never been worst. though cyclin to all those landmarks are SO DAMN cool. yeah i agree. but end of the day...there's realli no point to it..

ths post reinforces my point. if you wan to continue flamin my tagboard with childish comments, i shall not hold back but to block ur IP.

Activated Seikei @ 8:46 PM

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sori din post ytd. damn! again my frequency goin down. yesterday earli in the mornin went CCK stadium. quite earli. wz tell mi 11:30, den i go dere. he nvr come. >_<, wtf. so i sat dere. waited and waited. then i was listenin to my hp's mp3 player. den listen n blow the air from e "aircon". then infront of mi the court got a group of ah lians. (nt realli? maybe 20+) playin. i dunno y they keep starin at mi. STADIUM THE STEPS DERE CANNOT SLEEP MEH?? thats wad i always do mah..

ok well. four courts got taken up by soccer. dunno wad versus wad. so me and jonathan (who came around 12:15) watch awhile. then so sian. lol...

so finally 12 then mr foo came. so we play abit doubles here n there. then singles. arghh i lost glenn becoz of the stupid shuttle then fly so fast. seriously....15-13. at first was lik 10-2 or somethin. then he reach match pnt. then i finally got the shuttle changed. then BANG i catch up to 13-14. >_< arghh then one more pnt can deuce liao den i go make stupid nettin mistake. ARGHHH so after that mr foo teach us backhand. LOL. lob wor. haha. i think he must be pissed wif mi doin my stunt. then he thinkin " aiya backhand also better den stunt ". so we trainin backhand lob then c wz can already hit almost there liao. mine still KANASAI.....

then after that half court singles. lol. then no time the book 3-4 the pple SO Kao PEI and irritating. i was winnin weiyang 5-0. (we plae 6 pnts nia). lol....>_< ALMOST win him Love Game leh...HAIX....i feel so sad lor. then wz lost glenn half court somemore.

so went home. did nth much.....then ard nine my hand itchy n went stadium again. dis time my coach n other boys playin (dis is my other coach btw). then he tell mi plae against bernard. who is a small boy. then i abit reluctent. cox i wearin quite long pants den cannot move fast. so i got owned lah. i didn't realli try. >_<. then he tell bernard go away then he play wif mi match.

OMG....
OWNED..15-0
his really STRONG, i onli managed to knock his service down 3 times.

so went home. den cudn't sleep. cox my body felt so warm n my concentration was still veri high. ARGHh >_< i keep tellin myself, " don't think about it"....."don't think about it", but i kip thinin of badminton. so lik dis....lik dis....i manage to sleep onli lik 1 o clock or 2.. ARGHH. i hate the feelin of carn sleep..

the match against my coach make mi feel dat im so lousy...

i wanna improve, i wanna chiong le.

i dunno suddenly i start to feel that dota is a useless game. dunno lah. after repeatly fightin creeps...and win or lose doesn't realli matter. it's just a matter of time where nobody plays it anymore. it's not even challenging. suddenly i feel as if "WTF cyber sports?", they r not even HALF as difficult as physical sports....whats the big hype about it then?

com feels so distance now. i use it to DL anime and watch only. com games feel so.....nonexistant. i plan to erase all of them from my life. and probably only play 6.30 a few games when it's released. aside from that, i regret all the lame hours spent on dota.., i felt as though i didn't achieve anything from it..

WTF. i rmb one conversation i had wif glenn. i said " don't u think play dota everyday very useless?", then he said " then u play badminton everyday very useful hor?? ".

WTF, badminton and dota cannot be compared. at the very least, tabletennis is even better than dota..., dota will vanish from the surface of this world within 2 yrs....while sports will remain at least till we die...so whats the pnt? why train so hard on somethin that will vanish in a couple of years...? i'd rather plae a sport that can last mi my whole life..

seriously, our clan's badminton dropouts. includes, wr, dex, wp, tj. for wr, dex, and wp, i believe it was partly my fault. because i created alot conflict among the clan by makin every1 rivals. at first, we all happy hittin the shuttle. after awhile, we were not happy that we were lousier then someone else.

me n wz decided to play harder. glenn n tj joined us. wp, wif his arrogant n puny brain he consoled himself that we was still stronger den us. thats when u let your guard down. now not only you do not have the 3 people who are significantly stronger, your standard makes it hard for us to play wif u..., then wr. who kept thinkin he was better then mi at that time, also dropped out. Seeing that everyone is soo far........, one will naturally feel depressed n don't bother to chase..., they're escapin it.

i believe no one hated badminton at the start. but they dread the amount of effort one has to put in to become strong. comparin myself wif wp, wr, dex, tj, im strong, im pro, but do u know how much i lust for power now? seein all the other pro guys in my new grp...., i realli wanna chase up till their standard....i realli wanna improve...., the inner fire within mi is burning..

at least do somethin serious. better than WASTIN time cyclin from place to place, rottin away, singin songs every dae in some lame cca.....better than....spendin time on dota every weekend....,thats your life and i don't wan my life to be degraded to that form..

let me reemphasize. cyclin is a waste of time as a sport. u do get the thrill, it's healthy. it's fun. but not when you do it everyday. cyclin is a good sport, but not somethin u can do EVERYDAY..
or at least whenever you are free..

i already gif up provin to the school that im proer than everyone else playin in the courtyard. i realli gif up provin that sim, wz, gx, glenn and me are the 5 most proest in our school.

well...why? becoz they don't see it. even if we do fancyful double action.....even if we can master all the stunts.even if we THRASH them, they still don't acknowledge that we're proer than them. Sec 3s, soon beng's gang. irritatin lik hell. nvm, let them dominate. we had our FAIR share of dominatin when we're sec 3s..., i've decided to let them be. let them plae their HALF COURT lobbin...., yeah, from my tone, u shld see im pissed. but i refuse to do anything about it.

i dunno why but nowadays even wz's movement seem slow when i see. i see holes in his play. i feel as though i know how to win him. even though he REFUSES to play match each time. marvin seems so easy to dominate when i won him in half court singles. last time, i was strugglin not to make mistakes. and only when i did that, i wud haf win him. now, i feel as though im playin wif a toy. wei yang, also felt so easy. i didn't realli try hard. i was simply doin my strokes n easily 5-0 him in half court. izzit the half court factor? or do i actually hate full court..?

ahhhh. im feelin confused wif what im typing....

Activated Seikei @ 11:34 AM

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